Lagu Jiwang dan Cinta Seorang

Taeyang - Wedding Dress translation

Some say it’s not over ’till it’s over/ Guess this is really over now/ There’s something I gotta say before I let you go/  Listen/

/ When you have a fight with him/ Sometimes you cry/ And feel sad and blue/ I become hopeful/ My heart aches secretly/ Then just a hint of your smile/ Can make me feel fine again/
To keep you from figuring out how I feel about you/ Because then we would drift apart/ I hold my breath, bite my lips/ Oh, please leave him and come to me/

Baby, please don’t take his hand/ Cuz you should be my lady/ I’ve been waiting for you for so long/ Please look at me now/

When the music starts/ You will vow to spend/ The rest of your life with him/ How I prayed every night/ This day would never come/

The wedding dress you’re wearing/ It’s not me (next to you)/
Oh, the wedding dress you’re wearing, oh, no/

You never knew how I felt about you/ And I hated you so/ Sometimes I wished you would be unhappy/

Now I have no more tears left to cry/ When I’m by myself I talk to you like you’re here/
I’ve felt so restless every night/ Maybe I’ve known all along this would happen/ I close my eyes and dream an endless dream/ Please leave him and come to me/

Baby, don’t take his hand when he comes to you/
  Cuz you should be my lady/ I’ve been waiting for you for so long/ Look at me now/

When the music starts/ You will vow to spend/ The rest of your life with him/ How I prayed every night/ This day would never come/

The wedding dress you’re wearing/ It’s not me (next to you)/ Oh, the wedding dress you’re wearing, oh, no/

Please be happy with him/ So that I can forget you/ Please forget how miserable I looked/
It’s going to be unbearably hard for me/ For a long while to come/

TVXQ/DBSK - Doushite Kimi wo Suki ni Natte Shimattan darou translation

Why did I end up falling for you?/ No matter how much time has passed, / I thought that you would always be here
But you have chosen a different road /

Why wasn’t I able to convey to you? / My feelings that were growing everyday and night / The words begin to overflow / But I know they won’t reach you now/

From the first day that I met you/ I felt like I knew you/ And the two of us melded together so naturally/

Wherever we would go, it would be together/ It was so natural for you to be with me/ We became adults together/
But you chose a different road/

Why did I end up falling for you?/ No matter how much time has passed,/ I thought that you would always be here (but not anymore)/

Today, the day that holds a special meaning/ The day that you stood with a smile of happiness/ Praying to God in your beautiful appearance/

With the person next to you who isn’t me/ The image of you receiving blessings/ How could I just stand aside and watch/

So why did I end up falling for you?/ We can’t go back to that time, or how we were (I’ve thought it through)/

Why wasn’t I able to take your hand?/ No matter how much time passes/ You always should’ve been by my side/
Now it will never come true/

But, even though I say that I need you close to me/ I just pray that you will be happy forever/ No matter how lonely that makes me (or how sad)/

Salam...
Hi...
Ak sbnranya mmg ske pada lagu2 jiwang dan tentang cinta bertepuk sebelah tangan ni...
(Cam de pengalaman kan?)
huhu
Adala pengalaman itu...Siapa yang x pernah jatuh cinta dan syok sendiri kan?
Well, anyway, just want to post that I love these songs...
Enjoy all hearts...

Eclipse Moment

Salam...Hi...
I won't be a spoiler to the most anticipated movie that my friends are currently holding their breath for. What am I talking about? Well duh... I am talking about this of course:

My Rating:

Well, that is not the real poster but WTH right? I made it so no complaining here. Zip it.

I just watched the movie around 4 hours ago. I watched it at 11 am (New Zealand time) with my friend. Pity her (although I know she enjoyed the movie) cause she is not the one that should watch the movie with me in the first place. I still can't believe that my friend bail on me @ ditched me to go to Auckland. Not that I blame her for going but still, I would really want to go with her. Anyway, what is past is past.

Talking bout the movie moment. I went out from my house around 10.15 am with my other friend and we walked there. I thought it will be a celebration; the movie I mean, but it is not. In Malaysia, we will have huge posters hung at the cinema wall and there will be lines over lines of people talking with high spirit about the movie even though it is not public holiday and I think I can even see people skipping work and school to be there on 1st day screening. There will be Jacob's and Edward's Team; battling among each other. I won't be surprised to see fans wearing the T-shirts and even have items representing the movie. The counter will be fill with items and merchandises from the movie. It will be a celebration. Unfortunately, I am in New Zealand and for 1st day screening, nothing is happening at all. It is just another day, another film. There is not even a poster at the wall. I know, it is not holiday and weekend but still, the atmosphere is kinda dead in the cinema. I guess I was expecting more. I miss Malaysian cinema with the people and the high spirit there. I miss caramel popcorn. Here, people only eat salted popcorn and honestly, it tasted like sh**. Who eat salted popcorn and think it is delicious? Well, apparently, people here do. Urgh...I once bought a huge bucket of it and regret it instantly. In the end, only Nad finished it because we do not want to throw it away. What a waste.

Anyway, the seat of the cinema is exactly like how we see it in movies. Not like Malaysia. The seat is kinda like bus seat; comfy and big. The screen is big but the advertisement before the movie starts is kinda lame and laughable. I mean, Malaysian advertisement is flashy and animated but, here, it is like slide show. What a laugh. My seat is J8 and it is just nice. It is right at the center of the cinema. Well, the movie was about to start and people started to come in but just a handful of them. The cinema is not even quarter full of people. I was kinda excited (to see Jacob) and then I smell something that makes me wanna retched. Foul smell is in the air and I know what is that smell instantly. Gosh. The person behind me is drinking alcohol and the air stenches with it. It makes me dizzy and feel like vomiting, but what can I do? I can't turn around and say 'Can you please stop drinking?' cause it is not an offense here; unless she is smoking. So I spent half of the movie breathing through my mouth cause if I breathed normally, I think I will puke. It kinda torture me but luckily, the movie kinda distracted me from thinking about it.

The movie is almost like the book (minus the kissing partS) and I am happy about it. It is not draggy or boring. It is just nice. I have a confession here. I think Kristen is Bella. There, I admit it. Okay? Well, in 1st and 2nd movie, she looked kinda like drug addict (no offense Bella Team, it is just my POV) but in this movie, she does look like Bella Bella. She looked clumsy, graceful and yeah, belle (attractive). She doesn't slur her speech anymore and that pleased me. Oh yes, why did I said partS with capital S? I think the answer is kinda obvious. They almost put kissing scene in all of the scenes. Kiss dominated the movie. It makes me think of what British film-maker said about American.

"All American need to have kissing scene in the movie. They will die without it."

Although it is laughable, but I think that it is true. I mean, Stephanie never allow them to really kiss passionately until at the end of Eclipse right? Maybe they did kiss in her mind but it never appear in the book. I remember it cause I was nearly depressed reading that they haven't kiss each other and I was saying to myself, 'Just kiss Bella already'. haha. Pervy me.

I will only quote one quote in my post about the movie.

Jacob said this to Edward in the tent before 'warming' Bella. (Remember the scene where they fled from Victoria and hid in the mountain and it was snowing and Bella was freezing and Jacob come in to hug her to sleep?). This is the scene.

Jacob:    What? You know that I am hotter than you. *grin and hug Bella*

LOL. That line makes the whole cinema laugh. Cute Jacob. hehe

Well, that's all I wanted to say. Tinie, Mak Lang and A'an and also Nabil, watch the movie please. It is worth it.

Ditag Orang

Salam
Aish~rajin tol r korang ni tag orang. hehe. Ak ditag oleh A'an, Tinie dan jugak Mak Lang and this is my answer.

1. Apakah nama blog anda dan kenapa anda memilih nama itu?
Nama blog ak adalah Cerita Tentang Aku. Kenapa ak pilih nama 2? Well, sbb ak suka r. haha. Entah la. Sbb yang paling nyata adalah blog ini blog aku, jadi ceritanya tentang ak la. X g2? Sebab yang kurang nyata adalah ak suka nama 2, macam biasa ddengar dan ak ska la. haha

2. Apakah link blog anda sekarang dan bagaimana boleh timbul idea untuk namakannya seperti itu?
Blog link ak adalah seperti d sblah: http://far-a-hint.blogspot.com/
Idea untuk namakan blog ni? Wpun ramai yang x dapat cari blog ak sbb nama blog ni susah ditaip, ak suka kat nama ni. Far A Hint. Kalau diBahasa Malaysiakan, jadi Jauh ...hurm...x ingat la hint tu pe dalam Bahasa Malaysia.  Adeh...BM fail tol. Tapi ak suka. Blog ak kan, ske ati r. haha

3. Apakah method dalam penulisan anda?
Well, ada fixed method ke? haha...Ntah r...ak main bantai je. Rasa nak tulis, tulis r. Tapi ak rasa ak cam skema sket. Ntah la...

4. Pernah terasa nak hapuskan blog anda? Sebabnya?
tak pernah r lagi. Sbb x de sebab.

5. Pernah x ahli keluarga anda membaca blog anda dan apa kata mereka?
Hurm...sbb blog ni diimport jadi notes d Facebook, jadi de gak baca. My sis, my cousins, even my uncle sometimes. Tapi saya invisible kan dari mak sbb x nak mak rasa risau. Sbb kadang2 entri dalam blog macam biasa r, emo, tertekan. Jadi x nak mak risau. Family lain baca je dan occasionally bagi nak-sehat sbb dah namanya pun keluarga kan? Sbb blog ni x de r tulis vogue-de-vass jadi comment ikut pe yang ak tulis r.

6. Apakah perasaan anda apabila orang lain mengatakan bahawa anda punya blog ini buruk sedangkan ada yang mengatakannya cantik?
Peduli pe ak kat diaorg. (wpun x de yang pernah kata blog ak buruk, ak je rasa blog ak cam 2). Ni kan blog ak, perasaan ak, penulisan ak, cerita tentang ak. SEMUANYA tentang AKU. Jadi perlukan ak peduli apa yang ORANG LAIN fikir? X perlu rasanya. X penting pun.

7. Bilakah anda mempunyai blog?
X ingat la...bila ek?

8. Siapakah orang pertama yang mengetahui anda mempunyai blog?
Ni satu lagi soklan yang x leh jwb sbb x ingat. T__T

9. Apakah perasaan anada apabila orang asyik mengatakan tentang blog anda d sekolah?
Ak ne duduk d sekolah dah, jadi ne ak tahu. haha. Ntah r. wat donno je r...Apa nak kesah?

10. 10 orang seterusnya untuk dtag.
Ni surat berantai ke pe? Nak ag smua org ni? Smua org dah d tag.
Ak tag:
10 orang seterusnya.
dah siap. haha.

Best jugak wat mende alah ni eh? (kata orang yang tengah bosan)

Salam...

This will be my 100th post...whee =)

Since everyone is doing this, so I think why not. I also want to do it because A'an's touching word about me. *teary eyes*

1. Adakah anda rasa anda Hot?

Naah. I think it is more like Huh?

2. Update wallpaper laptop yang anda guna sekarang?

3. Cerita pasal gambar ini 

Hurm...sebenarnya, malas nak letak gambo lain. Dulu gambar DBSK tapi skrg x leh tgk sbb t nanges...Then gambar family tapi tukar jugak atas sbb yang sama dgn DBSK. Jadi ak de fascination dengan piano dan piano ni nampak rustic and cantik dan de tulisan feel atas keyboard. Jadi suka r. hehe. (lame excuse, I know)

4. Kali terakhir makan pizza.

Domino's Pizza. Minggu lepas. Spicy Seafood. Itu adalah salah satu dari pizza yang leh makan. D sini, sme de makan vegetarian (atau rabbit food seperti yang Dursley ckp) atau seafood.

5. Lagu terakhir yg anda dgr.

Tadi baru pas dengar 2PM & SNSD - Cabi Song sbb tunjuk kat member dari Auckland yang datang melawat.

6. Apa yang anda buat selain menyelesaikan tag ini.

Tengah transfer movies (500G of it) ke dalam external lain sbb nak soh Nad amek cerita baru pada budak Auckland bila dia g sana t.

7. Selain nama sendiri.anda di panggil dengan nama apa.

* di rumah panggil Ain (panjang cerita)

* Hema panggil Prong

* ada yang panggil 'makcik' (member rapat)

* lecturer atau org yang x familiar sgt atau kwn d sekolah lama panggil Farahin

* kwn sekolah (geng Roswell) panggil Michael 

* member YT panggil limeFlight

* member OneTVXQ panggil LimeFlightUKnow

* orang d TradeMe panggil Prongster

haha

8. Tag org? sape yg nak kena tag

* tag A'an balik

* tag Tinie

* tag Mak Lang @ Elly

* tag Nabil

* tag Big-D

9. Siapa orang number 1 pada anda

A'an adalah org yang paling ak sayang. Ak sayang Hema jugak tapi A'an cam lain sket. A'an adalah orang ak buat ak rasa ak boleh jadi diri ak sendiri. Ak boleh cerita kat dia cerita yang ak x boleh cerita kat org len. Dia boleh wat ak jadi ak. Dan dia faham ak sangat2. A'an in short is my sky. She is my Cassiopeia. She is the line that connects the dots in my life.   

10. Katakan sesuatu pada orang number 5

Big D. Kak Farah harap kta lebih rapat masa kolej dulu. Kta x berapa bercakap sgt dulu yea? Kak Farah harap dapat kenal Big-D lagi baik dari sekarang because there's more to you than meets the eye. 

11. Number 3 ada hubungan dengan siapa.

Dengan ak la...Spe g...haha..dengan Tini, A'an dan org2 len. Mak Lang ada hubungan dengan smua org.

12. Bagaimana pula dengan org number 2.

Tinie cam pure-untainted soul. Seronok ada dengan dia sbb dia 'bersih'. Maksudnya, fikiran dia bersih. Dia mcam budak2 yang 'putih', cam baby. Sbb 2 rasa selamat dengan dia. Sbb dia x fikir yang bukan2 dan dia selalu buat ak nak senyum. Tini adalah Mynie Mouse. hehe

13. Kata-kata cinta pada orang number 4.

Owh...threading dangerous water here. haha. LOL. X perasan ak tag Nabil no 4. Adeh...sbb dia member ak, jadi rasa amat lah pelik kalau nak ckp lovey dovey kat dia. Rasa cam dpt goosebumps. haha. Sorry Nabil. Kalau ko bukan kawan ak, lagi senang ak nak ckp sal mende ni. Tapi sbb ko kwn ak, jadi x leh dow.

14. Berikan 5 fakta tentang orang yang anda tag. (tak follow order tag list)

* seorang yang berani

* witty, funky, creative

* organizer, perfect, smart, family

* lemah lembut, penyayang

* suka Mickey Mouse, pengemas, currenly in love...hehe

Saya Dalam Depresi

Salam...Hi

Ak tak tahu la ada tak perkatan depresi dalam Bahasa Malaysia...Minta maaf kalau ak membahasa Melaysiakan Bahasa Inggeris...
Saya dalam mood ketensenan (yang ni memang bukan Malaysia) sekarang ni.
Masalah ini bermula semalam semalam (dua hari lepas) dan berterusan hingga sekarang. Kemuncak tensen adalah semalam hinggakan perasaan membaling lappy ke dinding datang.
(Mintak maaf dan ampun lappy...ak sayang ko tapi geram ni)
Kenapa tensen?
Yang pasti, bukan tensen tentang study sebab sekarang musin cuti dan ak sedang berhibernasi.
Mungkin ak patut tensenkan diri tentang study yang bakal kunjing tiba dan ak tahu byk gle kerja utk sem akan datang.
Tapi itu adalah cerita lain.
Ak sekarang sedang dalam depresi sbb player kesayangan ak atau pun lebih layak dipanggil downloader kesayangan (sbb ak lagi sayang GOM) mempunyai masalah mendownload.
Download bar yang tulis 'Download This Video' tak muncul2 di video yang ak tengok.
Ya ak tahu, ak patut left click dan tekan kat "Download This Video' di link 2...tapi masalahnya, mende 2 x de...
dan ya, ak telah meng'uninstall' dan reinstall RealPlayer tapi masalah yang sama tetap ada.
Apakah salah ak?
Ak rasa smua ni bermula apabila Mozilla nak menginstall latest Mozilla dan pada masa yang sama Adobe Player dan Shockwave pun minta install latest version.
Ak, macam biasa la...dah namanya pengguna Internet tegar dan peminat YT sejati, ak pun menginstall la latest version untuk ketiga2 benda di atas.
Dan masalah pun bermula...
Sebaik sahaja ak install smua d atas, masa tu la aku mendapati ak tak boleh download guna RP.
Mmg hampas dan asbestos betul masa 2. RIP betul.
Masa 2 ak dah pening dah...
dan solutionnya adalah ak update RP tapi masalah yang sama tetap ada
Ak bukak kat Help, mintak bantuan sal masalah ak dan ak ikut smua arahan yang dia bagi.
Masalah masih ada.
Semalam adalah kemuncak tensen. Ak telah meng'uninstall' dan reinstall balik RP berkali kali.
Bukan exaggerate bila ak kata ak buat benda tu untuk sepuloh kali dan akhirnya, pabila kepala dah berdenyut-denyut dan hati makin sakit, ak hampir2 hilang kewarasan apabila ak fikir nak lempar lappy kat dinding...
owh...tensen2
Dah cuba guna downloader yang lain tapi gambar tak cantik, jadi pixellated (ignore it of it is not a word) dan ak sangat2 sakit hati.
Sakit hati smpai terfikir nak beli RP Plus yang kena bayar. Nasib baik la kewarasan masih ada dan otak cancel hati sbb terlalu mahal. Kalau x...aish~
RP RP. Aku la pengguna setia ko...asal la ko wat cam ni kat ak?
Sakit tau sakit. Ak tak leh hidup tanpa download dr YT
(hurm...tu macam statement pendownload kronik 2...adakah ak dah jadi pirate sejati?)
har har har (ketawa lanun)
alamak...
pe nak buat ni...
T_________T

Selamat Hari Abah

Salam...

Abah, Ain nak ucap Selamat Hari Abah pada abah
Hurm...kenapa tak cakap Selamat hari Ayah kan? Tapi sebab Ain memang dari kecik panggil Abah, jadi, Selamat Hari Abah la kan?
Abah, kita memang jarang bercakap kan?
Kalau pun abah slalu p dan amek Ain masa Ain praktikal dulu, kita lebih banyak diam dari bercakap. Walaupun perjalanan dari tempat praktikal Ain sampai ke rumah agak jauh dan ambil masa dekat satu jam (minus traffic-jam), tapi kita jarang bercakap.
Ain kira bercakap di sini macam bercakap dari hati ke hati.
Memang abah selalu bagi nasihat kat Ain, bagitau itu dan ini, tapi abah tak pernah bercakap dari hati ke hati, macam cerita macam mana mak dan abah kawen, apa perasaan abah bila dapat kami adik-beradik dan semua tu.
Ain tau, susah bagi abah nak cakap benda2 macam tu sebab abah lelaki dan abah tak pernah dibesarkan dalam cara macam tu (meluahkan perasaan) dan Ain faham semua ni.
Tapi kadang2 Ain teringin sangat nak tahu apa yang abah rasa. Adakah abah bangga dengan Ain, adakah Ain slalu lukakan hati abah dan lain2.
Sekarang ni Ain sangat rindukan abah. Ain rindu sangat
Ain nak abah tau yang Ain sangat sayangkan abah.

Dulu masa kecik2, Ain selalu mintak nak tukar abah dengan orang lain sebab abah jarang bercakap dan abah jarang ada masa Ain rasa Ain perlukan abah. Ain minta maaf sebab rasa macam ni sebab masa tu Ain kecik lagi.
Ain rasa macam abah orang lain best gila sebab abah depa selalu ada, selalu boleh gurau2 dan boleh peluk cium anak2 depa.
Ain tahu, pelik bagi abah nak buat macam tu sekarang sebab kami semua dah besar. Ain pun akan rasa agak pelik kalau tiba2 abah peluk Ain sekarang (walaupun sebenarnya Ain teringin abah buat macam 2).

Ain bukan budak yang pandai. Ain tak tahu banyak benda dan satu-satunya benda yang Ain paling pandai (tapi tak cukup pandai) adalah Bahasa Inggeris.
Dulu, Ain teringin sangat nak tengok abah bangga dengan Ain. Jadi Ain usaha betul2 bagi nak dapat kedudukan tinggi dalam kelas (walaupun tak pernah berhasil).
Ada sekali Ain dapat result paling tinggi dalam kelas tusyen dan Ain hepi sangat. Jadi masa abah mai ambik Ain d tempat tusyen, Ain bagitau abah pasal benda ni.
Ain harap sangat nak tengok muka gembira abah tapi abah tak tunjuk apa2 reaksi.
Tak apalah, mungkin sebab keputusan tu pun tak seberapa, tapi dalam hati Ain, Ain teringin sangat nak tengok abah senyum.
Tak apalah. Mungkin abah senyum dalam hati saja kan?

Ain ingat lagi masa tusyen dulu abah selalu bawak Ain nak moto Vespa abah. Dulu masa kecik2, Ain malu dengan Vespa tu sebab bunyinya kuat, lepas tu tak cantik.
Tapi bila Ain dah besar, baru la Ain dapat hargai Vespa tu. Vespa 2 la yang abah selalu guna bawak kami adik beradik jalan2 masa kami baby dulu. Vespa tu banyak berjasa kat kami.

Dulu Ain selalu rasa yang abah tak peduli kami. Abah tak sayang kami sebab abah tak pernah tunjuk perasaan kat kami.
Tapi sebenarnya abah sangat sayangkan kami kan? Cuma abah tak tahu macam mana nak tunjuk kat kami.
Abah selalu diam saja. Tapi sekarang Ain tahu yang abah sayang kat kami.
Macam Nana @ Angah cerita pasal member dia yang abah dia tak pernah ambek walaupun perjalanan dari stesen bas dan rumah dia jauh.
Tapi abah tak pernah tak ambil kami walaupun masa tu dah pukul 2, 3 pagi. Abah sanggup bangun dan pergi ambil Ain dari stesen bas dan tunggu walaupun bas Ain lambat lagi. Abah sanggup p amek Nana dari tempat kerja dia (masa dia kerja d Tesco dulu) tiap2 hari walaupun shift dia abes pukul 12 tgh malam dan abah penat sangat sbb smapi ke rumah dari kerja pukul 7 lebih.
Sebab tu, Ain tahu yang abah sangat sayangkan kami.

Bila dah besar baru Ain nampak pengorbanan abah kat Ain.
Abah cemburu ka bila nampak kami selalu manjakan mak? Bila kami beli kat ma hadiah masa Mother's Day dan sambut birthday mak besar-besaran tapi tak pernah buat apa2 masa Father's Day dan birthday abah?
Sebenarnya kami nak buat sesuatu tapi mesti tak tahu nak bagi apa kat abah.
Mungkin sebab hadiah untuk abah agak susah nak beli sebab kami tak tahu apa yang abah suka.
Adakah ni salah kami sebab kami tak ambil atau buat apa2 usaha untuk kenal abah?

Abah tahu tak, masa pertama kali peluk abah masa Hari raya beberapa tahun yang lepas, saat tu la yang Ain paling suka. Mungkin pelik tapi tu la kali pertama Ain peluk abah betul2.
Selama ni, Ain memang teringin nak peluk abah macam tu tapi rasa pelik kalau tiba2 peluk. Tapi, terima kasih pada Nana@Angah yang mulakan tradisi peluk abah masa mintak maaf di Hari Raya.
Saat tu la yang Ain paling tunggu, sbb masa 2 la yang Ain boleh peluk abah. Tapi tahun ni, Ain tak dapat peluk abah sebab Ain ada d sini.
Tapi, tak apa, Ain rasa Ain akan peluk abah bila Ain balik nanti. Jadi jangan la abah rasa pelik nanti ok?

Abah, Ain minta maaf kalau Ain banyak sakitkan hati abah atau buat abah kecik hati.
Ain tahu, Ain banyak gak buat muka, dan kata kat abah yang buat abah sedih. Ain nak minta maaf dari hujung rambut sampai hujung kaki.
Maafkan Ain. Halalkan makan minum Ain.
Abah, Ain sayangkan abah.
Selamat Hari Abah.

Eyes Like Yours

Salam...
I am not someone that can fall in love easily
and certainly not someone that can be wooed as easy as that
I do not know how to flirt though I admit that I sometimes try
You can't blame me for that because that is simply human nature
but I rarely find anybody that can makes my heart goes *doki* *doki*
Well, for those who know me, they know that I really love pretty boys
and this one particular guy:

hehe...yup...me and my obsession, Yunho-sshi
the leader
well, he certainly can makes me feel *doki* *doki*
but I doubt that we will ever cross path with each other
(even though I wish that we will...hehe)
A girl can always dream right?
Anyway, this dreamy girl (as some might say) went out for a walk today and ended up buying more novels (but that is another story)
Well, anyway, before I bought all the books (which are Eragon, Brisingr and Can't Let You Go; I can't find Elder, which is a shame) I went to my favourite sushi store nearby
I never noticed this guy before, maybe because he usually works at the back but I saw him just now
and he just gives me *doki* *doki*
I was nearly breathless for a while
I guess I have found someone quite like my Yunho-sshi here
hehe
well, he does not looks EXACTLY like him
it is just the eyes
it looks just like Yunho's eyes

you guys will think that I am losing my marble eh?
I do not mind your comment
I think I am going gaga over this guy's eyes
I guess it is a typical Asian eyes that makes me go nuts a bit
maybe because it looks like Yunho and I love everything about him
but truthfully, I really have a weak spot over guys with eyes like this:

yup...you guess right
Jensen Ackles eyes are the best
I really love guys with beautiful eyes
maybe because I do not have eyes like that
hehe
well, if you can't have something, find and love someone that have it

okay
toodles

A lil bit of my Goong prince

Vomit Green With Lappy

Salam

Direct English yang didirect translatekan jadi Muntah Hijau Dengan Lappy...Urgh...Pening kepala den...
Disbbkan x de exam, jadi ak berhibernasi/berkampong/membesarkan badan yang mmg x menarik d atas katil. Ak tau, msti ada akan kata, g r gym, exercise r...Well, kalau hati dan minda ni mmg x mau, x jadi gak...
Jadi satu2nya harapan ak adalah kerja. Namun begitu, dsbbkan x ramai pelanggan, jadi ak jarang kerja yang membuatkan ak melekat di katil dan menyebabkan ak pening kepala.
Yeah, I know...Stop watching movies in my lappy and start doing something else but clearly I won't do that. Aish...
Gotta change the way I live. Gosh...I hate this month but I love it.
October, please come faster...Miss you already.

P/S: Td Skype dgn Cik Chah n family (including Taqim). Ngada sey dak 2...rasa nak cubit2 geram je..I wonder why did I love that little rascal a lot?

Everyday in My Working Day

Salam...
lama gla x update blog...malas.hehehe.
Masuk ari ni dah dekat sebulan lebih kerja...
best 2 best r tapi cam biasa, penat la jugak...
sejak dua menjak ni asyik dpt bilik2 yang gle besar atau kotor utk dikemas
sakit belakang asyik membongkok kemas katil
kadang2 2 saja2 ja x nak clean tmpt yg x nmpak obvious kotornya
pas 2 teringat balik, uih dosa la...
naseb bek conscious 2 ada lagi, jadi x de la halai-balai (kata org Kedah) ataupun lebih kurang je wat keja 2...
tp 2 r...bloh x terupdate lagi
ada d umah kampoi tgk movie n tdo
wakakakaka
semalam pas abes tgk teater Tea For Toots yang cerita dia mmg psiko tapi lawak,
lepak kejap d luar sbb jarang kuar malam2 ni...
jadi jalan r d harbour dan merata2 tmpt smbil amek gambo cam pelancong asing
malam d sini cantik dan cuaca malam 2 mmg elok, x sejuk, x panas, just nice
jadi mmg best r jalan2...
dan gambo2 yg diamek pun lawa
terima kasih pada photogtapher
esok cadang nak naik train g Porirua
tapi x sure g camna
harap jadi
harap cuaca elok esok
hari ni hujan ja

mood: ngantuk

Akhirnya...

Salam...
akhirnya berakhir 'penyeksaan' minda bagi semester satu 2010 d Victoria University of Wellington.
Lega rasanya...amin.alhamdulillah
Ak tahu ramai yang x puas ati dgn dak TESL ni sbb slalu x de final exam...
owh...masanya akan tiba
ktaorg pun ada jugak exam...
tapi bukan sekarang la...
Alang2 dah abes test dan assignment, jadi niat (yg x berapa nak betul) adalaah untuk ke library
bukan untuk menelaah...bukan..jauh sekali...
hehe
nak mendownload...
jahat eh?
x pe la...bukan selalu...
tapi 2 r...niat x betul...sampai je library...mengantuk gle....
ni tengah tahan mata la ni...punya la nak download kan?
tapi sbb dah berubah ke tmpat yg sgt terang...jadi mengantuk pun hilang
tapi sekarang rasa bersalah sbb ada d tmpt org tgh study tapi ak tengah berfoya2...
huhu
x baik tol...aiseyh
x pe...tunggu abes episode satu je...pas 2 ak blah...
malam ni...
hurm...
baca yassin...pas 2...x tau r g nak wat pe
adeh...
niat2...x baik tol...

P/S: $$$$$

Tough Choice

Salam...

What will you do when you are affronted with difficult situation? Situations that involves tricky things like relationship that can be considered as tip-toeing on a landmine and being afraid that whatever you will say and do will eventually hurt the other person even though whatever you have in mind is basically for their own good and it is for the best?

What you will do about that? How will you deal with the situation? This is the kind of situation that will kill you inside and kinda hurt you to see that the other person did not know that you know and was and is hoping that you will never know about it. But you know and want to talk about it because it is wrong to accept that behaviour and I am not talking about culturally wrong but religiously wrong action that you will never sanction.

I am not a saint but I am not a devil either and I love this person a lot. I don't know whether this person know that I know and it bothers me because I can't really confront this person and ask sensitive questions to them right? And it bothers me because although it is widely known that this behaviour is a sin indeed but that person might just not know about it and since nobody says anything about this, maybe that person just think that everyone gives green light to that particular behaviour. And I do not consented this action at all cost. I hate it. But to say that I hate this things to that particular person will be too harsh. And many people have pointed out to me that "I am being hard and too harsh on people". Is it my tone? My very authoritative tone?

Because of these stupid little things that people say about me, I can't really interfere and tell this person what I thought about this little expedition that will turn out to be the most idiotic decision that one can make; especially when you are Muslim and you know that your religion prohibits and condemned this action. Okay, now I am being hard. I know...But what else can you do? You know that you might not be able to talk this person out of this lifestyle and you know that by saying this, that person will run away and hide from you; FOREVER. Period. So what can you do? 

This person is your family in Islam and you are supposed to care for them but you are not doing anything although you know that this is wrong. But what can you say so that you will not chase this person away from your life just because you care. You are not being nosy. This is a responsibility for all Muslim to care for other Muslims. But still, you are afraid to do so because of LOVE. I thought love is when you care enough to tell that person what is wrong and guide them to the path, the correct path of life...

Help me out here...

Your existence pained me

Okay… I am supposed to stop all the so dramatic-over-the-top-emotion. I seriously hope that I can but I can’t.  Just when you thought that you can get over that person, suddenly you are being reminded that you can’t. 

How can you forget all the memories, all the bitterness and pain that you have? Gosh…that kinda reminded me of my old self. *slapped myself for acting this way*

Grow up Farah…Forget that person. Do you think that that person remembers you at all? Don’t answer that. You know what the answer is yourself.

*forced a smile*

I am such a liar; which is kinda ironic because I hate liar. But I guess if I lie to myself it will be alright right?

Wake up call is here. Stop remembering cause it won’t change a thing.

Where is Lee Junki when you need him? Oh yes, he went to National Service. Duh…

Look at that face...

he is too beautiful eh?

 Anyway, I still have my incurable obsession over Yunho (my Korean hubby) and Jacob Black/Taylor Lautner (my English sweetheart) as well as my old-but-still-new-crush on Dean Winchester/Jensen Ackles (my English hubby). They can help me to forget.

*I am forgetting already* =D

 P/S: Too many crushes? Well, a girl can always dream right?

Emosi terlebih

Salam...
Baru pas cakap dgn mak d Skype...selepas 4 bulan d sini, ni la kali pertama TERnangis dan MEnangis masa tepon rumah...
2 la..mungkin sbb Skype leh nampak muka kan? kalau tepon, ckp dgn orang yang paling kta x suka pun kadang2 x da effect...
dah sekali air mata 2 keluar, x tertahan2 la jadinya...
maka hari ni emosi ak terlebih...
pergh...bila la nak stop nangis ni...
T_____T
blur smpai x ternampak apa yang nak dtulis dalam blog ni...
kenapa boleh menangis ari ni?
well, mungkin sbb rasa bersalah pada mak...
rasa bersalah kat keluarga...
sbb datang sini masih main2...
dah la sponsor, pas 2 still main2...
aish~
mmg rasa bersalah...
2 r...riak gak dulu...cam slalu dapat score tinggi kan?
skrg bayang A pun x nampak g...
hari dah resah gelisah...sem dah nak abes...
sangat susah hati...
mak dan abah pulak kalau call msti ckp 'Buat elok2...score best2 cam dulu...kalau dulu boleh dapat score tinggi kenapa x boleh d sini..'
Bila mak dan abah kata cam 2, hati ni macam kena tikam...cam kena hiris...
toing!
kena sebijik kat muka...
bila sampai d sini, rasa cam semuanya asing
rasa cam bodoh...dah r masa diterima masuk program ni pun rasa cam x berhak terima
sbb ak tau ak ni x sepandai org lain...wpun ak suka English tp ak x pernah dapat semuanya dengan mudah.
mungkin ada org akan kata, mana ada org dpt smuanya dengan mudah. Life is tough.
tapi pada aku, luck 2 mmg bukan middle name ak...sangat la susah nak bertuah...
apa2 pun, mungkin ak kena re-evaluate myself....
kena jadi lebih tabah...lebih independent...
ish...kurangkan internet...

Ya Allah...bantulah hambaMu ini...

A.N.JELL

Salam...

Sejak akhir2 ni ak gila dgn cerita You're Beautiful. Gila sbb x boleh tgk...aish~
Ni la...sbb dah terjumpa dkt YT tp x leh tgk menyebabkan ak mereng sket.
Kenapa nak tgk kan?
Alasan biasa r kalau nak tgk cerita Korea: hero hensem...
hehe
Tp mmg pun. Muka dia punya la sombong, rasa cam nak sepak laju2 ja...haha
Ntah la...rasa cam cerita 2 best wpun byk feedback kata cerita tu bosan nak mampus.
Tapi lantak la...ak rasa ak mmg suka pun cerita bosan2 ni...lame stories...
Sbnrnya cam ada benda nak post tadi dlm blog tapi terlupa dah sal apa....
2 yang malas nak wat blog 2 kadang2...
Idea cam air...cepat sgt ilang...
Anyway...ni ada la video sal cerita ni sket... Kalau x leh tgk sila tgk di sini
aah~nak tgk cerita 2 skrg
A'an...cpat la antar CD 2...
x sabar tunggu June.
T________________________T   >___________________<

Btw...selingan...
ni ada video dari Happy Together Season 3
mmg epic la muka Rain dalam ni
n Goo Hara dari KARA mmg berani n spunky
Rain tgh compare tgn dia dgn kaki Goo Hara...Katanya kaki Goo Hara kecik sgt
N Goo Hara nak nyanyi lagu...
tiba2...hahahaha
aish~ne leh cita...tgk r video dia sendiri...
hehe
muka Rain mmg sgt lwk...
Kalau x leh tgk, sila tgk di sini

My Life According to Raihan

I guess that you can say that I am bored. So I took this from Alia's note and decided to go with it.

Rules:

Using only song names from ONE ARTIST or BAND, cleverly answer these questions. Pass it on to 15 people you like and include me. You can't use the artist or band I used. Try not to repeat a song title. It's a lot harder than you think! Repost as "my life according to (band name or artist)"

Start

Pick your Artist:
Raihan

Are you a male or female?
Tanya Ibu dan Ayah

Describe yourself:
Senyum

How do you feel:
Sesungguhnya

Describe where you currently live:
Dunia

If you could go anywhere, where would you go:
Satu Pagi di Hari Raya

Your favorite form of transportation:
The Right Path

Your best friend is:
Keamanan

You and your best friends are:
Mengemis Kasih

What's the weather like:
Puji Pujian

Favorite time of day:
Rindu di Aidil Fitri

If your life was a TV show, what would it be called:
Damba CintaMu

What is life to you:
Syukur

Your last relationship:
Kehidupan

Your fear:
Yang disembah

What is the best advice you have to give:
Carilah Cinta

Thought for the Day:
Bacalah

How I would like to die:
Taqwa dan Iman

My soul's present condition:
Perjalanan

Most Faithful Companion:
God is the Light

My motto:
Tak Selamanya

Disney Princesses?

Remember all the kick-ass Disney girl? You know; all the cartoons about women that rock? I am sure that many of us know about that. Everyone knows about the classic Disney princesses and the recent-but-not-so-new-girls that bring down the house. Girls such as:

Disney Princesses

1.       Belle (Beauty and the Beast)

2.       Ariel (Little Mermaid)

3.       Snow White (Snow White)

4.       Cinderella (Cinderella)

5.       Princess Jasmine (Aladdin)

6.       Princess Aurora (Sleeping Beauty)

Who else that I miss? Oh, not to forget, the recent beauties-with-brain-or-power such as:

1.       Mulan (Mulan)

2.       Pocahontas (Pocahontas)

3.       Jane (Tarzan)

4.       Kim Possible (Kim Possible)

And others. Well, we all (and by we all, I mean the girls) must have this dream once-upon-a-time on who that they want to be in their fantasy life. Well, I really love Belle ever since forever. It was the old Disney time, where not all princesses have brains. I do not mean that they are stupid or anything because they certainly are not. But you know, only Belle that loves reading and books and did not care for the stupid-no-brain-man (Gaston). Other princesses were swept from their feet in no time but she did not. I mean, Ariel fall in love instantly at the sight of Prince Eric and Snow White well, she just had one kiss and presto! she is in love. Cinderella and that guy (can’t remember his name) at one ball, just one dance. Princess Jasmine was flown away by Aladdin’s magic carpet and same like Snow White, Aurora fell with a kiss. One kiss. That is all that it takes. One simple kiss. Come on, life can’t be that simple. Yes, they faced challenges in reuniting and keeping their love but hey, love comes with a price.

Well, rambling back about Belle. Yes, she is a dreamer and she might be attracted to Beast because he is all that is dangerous and promises adventure-like-life. She imagined all that but that is what books give us. They give us imagination and let people to fantasize about things. It is not wrong to fall in love with a huge, beastly, warm, Jacob-like, hot (okay, get back on track) man/beast. It is not wrong to live in our dream where all the furniture can talk (they are once human okay? So it is not weird or anything) and be ‘imprisoned’ for life so that that hunky-dude can realize and absolute his mistakes in life. Plus, you will be the first woman that he ever love after nearly 15-17 years of being a beast? Furthermore, he is a price (well, all princesses fall in love with a price – except for Aladdin) and he is actually gentle inside. And that beautiful, stunning blue eyes of his and his magic rose…all that enticed me to love him more. And the fact that Belle has him makes it perfect. Hehe…

Okay I know. I am being highly biased here but who cares. My blog, my thoughts, my dreams, my world, my writing and everything is totally MINE. ME, ME and ME. Don’t like it? Beat it then. Do I look like I care? This is just something that I would like to say, a random thought from time to time. It is difficult to keep track of my mind since I always lose my concentration. I cannot focus much. So it is good to write it down sometimes since when I want to update my blog, I always do not know what to say. And I have three blogs! THREE! One to bore the hell out from those who care to read my blog, one to spazz about MY Yunho or DBSK/TVXQ and another one is a collaboration blog between me and my bestie which is a compulsory to update since guilt will bite you in the a** when you did not want to do that. It is not that I am complaining here (am I complaining?) but sometimes, you can’t just have three things to write in a single time and I do that all the time. It drained everything out of me. Haha *thinking something else here* *ignore me*

Okay, enough rambling. Words from the wise (that means me), to the wisest (me again): START EXERCISING! STOP PIGGING YOURSELF! You will be a mammoth when you get back home and you don’t want that to happen. BE FIT! BE HEALTHY! CHIAYOK! HWAITING! GANNBATTE! GOOD LUCK! SELAMAT BERJAYA!

I love myself =)

2 AM

Salam
Hi...

Baru2 ni ak byk dgr lagu Korea (sbnrnya selalu je dgr lagi Korea...hehe) dan ak suka lagu ni dari kumpulan 2AM. Tajuk dia 'A Friend's Confession' dan 'Even If I Die, I Can't Let You Go'. Skrg ni tgh layan blues...tgh jiwang2...jadi layan je la...

Enjoy.

2AM - Confession of A Friend/ A Friend's Confession

Translation lyric

It's been a long time, from the time when my heart gradually started to change,
and the time I began to feel alone
From some point whenever I saw you,
I hated the guy who was making you cry

Sometimes I wonder if it's better if instead I protect you,
From now on, rather then letting you go -
I'm beginning to want to love you

Baby, come to me now
and be my lady, for much too long
I've watched over you and stood silently,
and hid my heart's feelings of sadness
For the reason, the reason that we had to stay as friends.
I wanted to tell you many times
but I held onto my confession
But now I'll confess
I love you.

You hold my hand, and say you only have me,
and that a friend like me is a really big blessing,
Whenever you speak to me every time you press my love a little more

Sometimes I wonder if it's better if instead I protect you,
I keep hearing it but I kept ignoring it because I was scared that I might lose you
But,
Baby, come to me now
and be my lady, for much too long, I've stood silently,
and hid my heart's feelings of sadness
For the reason, the reason that we had to stay as friends.
I wanted to tell you many times
but I held onto my confession
But now I'll confess
I love you.

2AM - 'Even If I Die, I Can't Let You Go' (Never Let You Go)

Translation lyric

Intro
I can’t let you go, even if I die
I really can’t let you go
How am I suppose to let you go?
I can’t let you go

I can’t let you go, even if I die
I really can’t let you go
How am I suppose to let you go?
I can’t let you go

I can’t let you go, even if I die

I Can’t Let You Go, Even If I Die
Even though I’m young, the pain is the same
Just because I don’t know the world very well
Doesn’t mean that I don’t know pain

Why do you lie, saying it’ll be okay?
How will my heart that hurts this much
Be healed so easily?
How will I live without you?
That’s why I

Can’t let you go, even if I die
How am I suppose to let you go?
Whether you go or leave, fix my heart
If you can’t fix it so that I won’t be in pain
So that I can at least live
I wouldn’t be able to live anyway
I can’t let you go, even if I die

No matter how much you push me away
I’ll hold onto you until the end
So that you won’t be able to go anywhere

If you’re really going to leave, then lie
That we should meet again tomorrow
That we should meet as we smile
If breaking up wasn’t a joke, then I

Can’t let you go, even if I die
How am I suppose to let you go?
Whether you go or leave, fix my heart
If you can’t fix it so that I won’t be in pain
So that I can at least live
I wouldn’t be able to live anyway
I can’t let you go, even if I die

We went through so much time together
How are you telling me to live by myself now?
I can’t do that, I can’t

I can’t let you go, even if I die
I really can’t let you go
How am I suppose to let you go?
I can’t let you go
Whether you go or leave, fix my heart
If you can’t fix it so that I won’t be in pain
So that I can at least live
I wouldn’t be able to live anyway
I can’t let you go, even if I die

Outro
Even though it was tired, I couldn’t say that I was
Even though I was sad, I always smiled
Because if I say that I’m tired now, I might give up
Because if I say that I’m sad now, I might want to stop

Now I smile, I start smiling from my heart
Because I have you, who has waited for me
Because I can show you the me of today
I smile, I smile, I smile

Mungkin jugak korang patut tgk versi live sbb agak meremang bulu roma dgr...penuh perasaan...
TT____TT

Counting to Mothers' Day

Hi...

Mak, mama, mummy, mother, ibu, bonda, ma...
Semua perkataan di atas adalah sama, x kira macam mana sebutan dan ejaan. Hari ni tersentuh hati bila baca blog Tini berkenaan cerita ibu yang berlaku di China. Ada satu translation article dari China yang boleh dibaca di sini berkenaan berita itu.

Cerita tu wat ak terkenang kat mak. Ak ni jahat. Selalu kecikkan hati mak. Selalu wat mak susah hati. X penah senangkan hati mak. Kalau ada di rumah, jarang tolong mak. Selalu mak yang bising2 mintak tolong. Kadang2 2 teringin gak nak wat mak duduk relax satu hari d rumah, tapi selalu, 2 angan2 kosong je. X pernah tertunai. Selalu terbabas niat 2...

Ak selalu dan masih lagi rasa berdosa dengan mak sbb buat mak nangis masa ak dapat result PMR ak pada tahun 2003. Jahatnya ak...wpun dah byk kali mintak maaf kat mak masa raya, tapi ak masih lagi rasa bersalah. Pertama kali mak nangis depan ak. Masa 2 rasa kalau ak mati, msti dah masuk neraka Jahanam dah.

Masih ingat lagi cerita 2 macam baru smalam berlaku. Ak pergi amek result PMR di sekolah. Gembira jugak la sbb dapat 4A...Mmg 4A x byk mana, tapi sekurang2nya ak dapat satu A lebih dari along dan angah. Kwan2 ak? Jangan tnya la...wpun ak ada byk kwn yang pandai, tapi ak ni...aish~ Apa2 pun, bila ak dapat result 2 ak pun balik dan tunjuk kat mak. Ak harapkan mak akan kata

"bagus la 2. At least lebih satu A dari along dan angah"

Tp x...mak kata:

"Kenapa dapat banyak ni je?"

Masa 2 hati ak tersentap. Muka mak x gembira langsung. Dan lantas mulut ak terkeluar perkataan ni:

"Ye la..Ain tau Ain ni bodoh," sambil buat muka kat mak.

Masa 2 spontan tangan mak naik...Tapi mak berhenti sebelum dia tampar ak. Ak terkejut sangat. Muka mak mmg keruh...dan pada masa 2 air mata mak mengalir laju...pas 2 mak keluar dari rumah dan duduk di buaian depan rumah. Ak sangat2 terkejut smpai x tau nak buat apa. Mak x penah menangis pasal apa yang ak cakap. Jadi ak x tau nak buat apa.

Selalunya dulu, bila kami buat kesalahan kat mak, kami akan tulis surat dan minta maaf kat mak. Ak buat benda yang sama, letak kat bilik mak, tampal d almari mak,letak dalam beg mak...smuanya ak buat dan letak di mana2 saja mak ada. Tapi x berhasil. Mak x mau ckp dgn ak. Mak mmg tgh x nak peduli kat ak. Masa 2 mmg x tau dah nak buat apa. Berdosa 2 jangan ckp la...Rasa hina sangat2 buat macam 2 kat mak.

Masa 2 dah nak bukak sekolah. Mak x berckp dgn ak hampir sebulan. Bayangkan perasaan ak masa 2...X tentu arah ak dibuatnya. Mak smpai gunakan adik ak sebagai org tgh untk tnya ak apa ak nak beli utk sekolah sbb x berckp dgn ak. Ak tau, kalau ak cerita ni kat mak, dia bukan nak ingat. Dia mesti akan ckp

"ya ka? x ingat pun"

tapi ak ingat. Ak cuba nak ubah perangai ak, x nak bagi mak rasa tertekan atau penat sgt...tp 2 la...ak anak yg jahat...x pernah buat mak gembira...Ak x mau mak menagis dan ak x mo org lain buat mak menangis. Sbb 2 ak akn x suka org yang buat mak menangis sbb ak tahu mak x mudah mengalirkan air mata. Jadi ungkin bila ak bercinta, bila ditanya apakah kedudukan dia dalam hati ak? Ak akan jwb, lebih dari no 5.

Kedudukan dia begini:

1. Dia
2. Mak/abah
3. Tok Ayah
4. keluarga aku
5. Taqim
6. Hema/A'an
7. kwn2 lain
8. mungkin dia

Mak, Ain nak minta maaf sgt2 kalau Ain ada lukakan hati mak. Ain sayangkan mak...

Mak ni sangat la penting dalam hidup kta manusia. Even Edgar Allan Poe yang byk tulis gothic novel pun kata gni sal mak

Because I feel that in the heavens above
The angels, whispering one to another,
Can find among their burning terms of love,
None so devotional as that of "Mother"

Another quote for mothers' day:

To the world you might just be one person,
but to one person you might just be the world.

I love u mum

Hurricanes

Hi...

Biasa la...pada sesiapa yang tahu ak pergi ke perlawanan rugby di Stadium Westpac, Wellington semalam tahu yang ak akan tulis pasal cita ni...

Hurm...smalam g tgk perlawanan 2. Ak bukan tahu sangat sal rugby, rasanya ak lebih tahu sal American Football sbb byk filem spt Remember the Titan, The Longest Yard, The Gridiron Gang, The Replacement dan Little Giants yang cerita sal American Football. Tambahan pula manga kegemaran ak, EyeShield 21 mmg cerita sal AF. Jadi ak lebih tahu peraturan game AF dari rugby.

Tapi, dah tiket kena sponsor, cuma byr NZD$5.00 saja, jadi baik pergi.

Perlawanan ini antara Hurricanes (Wellington) VS Chief (ak x tau diaorg wakil mana...hehe).

Best gak r match 2...Cuma ak rasa Hurricanes boleh menang sbb byk penyokong. Mana x nya, masa Chief dpt try n score, satu stadium 'boo'... Ak pun akan rasa tertekan gak kalau main dalam situasi 2...

Bagi ak, Chief lagi bagus sbb permainan dia konsisten, kemas dan pertahanan dia kuat. Cuma mungkin kalah mental...2 ja...Kalau Hurriacanes, byk star player je yang bwk bola, yg lain2 2 mcm x de kerja sgt. Mmg la diaorg pun main gak tp x sebyk smua pemain dalam Chief. Ak kagum dgn barisan pertahanan Chief. Bygkan, bola boleh kata kurang dr 0.5M nak jadi goal (ak x tau istilah apa digunakan utk goal. Dlm AF, touchdown. Adakah itu menda yang sama?) tp Hurricanes x boleh lepasi benteng 2...Dan kebayakan dari masa 2, Chief akan tendang balik bola ke atas supaya Hurricanes x boleh mara. Ak kecewa jugak sbb sikit sgt nak lepas, tp x boleh2... Faham x maksud ak? Ringkasnya, sbb pertahan Chief kuat sgt, jadi Hurricanes x boleh mara.

Bagi ak, Hurricanes menang semangat sbb satu stadium penuh dgn penyokong Hurricanes je. Leh kata kurang dr 10 orang penyokong Chief. Susah nak memang tanpa sokongan...Ak pun bila tgk kuatnya Chief, rasa macam nak sokong...Tp pas 2 Intan kata, ak kena bersedia nak mati sbb belakang ak kipas-susah-mati Hurricanes. haha

Anyway...Ini adalah gambar pemain Chiefs.

dan saya sgt suka pemain middlefield back dia...hahaha

Callum Bruce

Position:	Second five-eighth
Height:	1.80m
Weight:	93kg
Date/ Place of Birth:	09/June/1983 at Hastings
Education:	Napier Boys High School. Otago Polytechnic - diploma in Sports Performance. Otago University - degree in Phys Ed.
Province:	Waikato

Nigahiga Channel

Salam...Hi

For the last few weeks, I was entertained by this hilarious guy from Youtube. That is right people, it is from Youtube. I was introduced to him by my housemate; Nadia. Thanks Nadia...It was awesome.

This guy is crazy. He is also super cute (from my POV)... For those who wishes to visit his page, you can do so here at nigahiga channel. Borrowing some comments made on his videos, one person said that Ryan (that is his name) is the only person that can create a video about nothing but make it into something (although it is totally pointless). And for some odd reason, you will watch it to the end or stop halfway because you nearly died from his jokes.

These are some videos that I love from him.

The ninja glare

There are some other video but since I uploaded so many videos, I can't seem to find the rest of the files...Tee hee (Ryan's laugh)

Every Little Thing That You Do

Every little thing that you do
baby, I'm amazed by you...

Okay.
I love that song. Bryan Adam's song kinda rocks sometimes...and that is one of my old time favourite...
It is mushy and sweet and I like it a lot but that is not what I want to talk about in my post today.

Warning: This post have no connection with real people or real life. The examples are basically random and  not intended for anyone. If someone or something felt that they are harassed or angry or sad or anything with this post, I would like to say that...

I don't care.

Read it or leave it.

I want to talk about how sometimes, people forgot that it is the small things that can lead to major ones. I believe that people always think that this matter is too small and insignificant and can just be ignored. Well people, it is WRONG!

Small matters can build up and create a huge one. For instance, if you throw a sweet wrapper on the floor and think,
"Hey, that is just a small wrapper, it won't harm others."

but what if other people think that it is okay to do that for the very same reason that you think?
If that happen, then, we will have a huge pile up rubbish without knowing or realizing that the small wrapper can actually create a big mess.

It is the same as our behaviour. Sometimes, it is the small things that you do that irk people a lot. Like making faces (yes, I know, I am the queen that hold the title...) or refusing or deliberately refusing to wash the dishes. Yeap. It is that small things that can really annoy the hell out of people. I know that me making faces is a real kill buzz but believe me, I am trying hard to change that.I notice that people too are making faces when I make faces....so people, believe me, I KNOW.

But there are some really dense people that cannot seem to take a hint (or refuse to take hints) about their really annoying behaviour. Behaviour like washing dishes. It is a fairly simple task but what happen if you are the one (or some of the ones-I am making deliberate mistake here...ignore me) that always have to do that job? It will; one day, make you wanna scream. Especially if you watch the other person just simply pile up the dishes and let it stay there in hope that the sight will drive you mad and in the end, you will do it yourself. It is a brilliant move eh? Maybe I should learn how to do that...haha...

Well, yeah, if you 'volunteered' (or have to because you cannot look at dirty plates) to do that task, you should not complaint at all. If you don't want to do that job, you can just let and watch mold sprouting on the dirty plates (that sounded like a good idea) and refuse to lift a finger. You can do that. It is an option (as long as it does not affect your sanity). But when you go ahead and wash the plates, you are indirectly saying that it is okay for others to leave their dirty plates in the sink and walk away with it.

"Why don't you try confrontation?"
Some might ask and suggest that way. Well, for me, that is an extreme method that you want to use and it should be the last one to be used because if you use it wrongly, you will end up looking like a big bully whereas THAT person will just gets away with it. Plus, it will be extremely tricky if THAT person is your:
a) classmate
b) roomate/ flatmates/ housemate/ bungalowmates/ pentmates/ inmates or whatever mates
c) boyfriend/ girlfriend/ husband/ wife or lover (if that applies to you)
d) any of the above/ all of the above/ none of the above and others

So what should we do about this problem? It is small, but it will get bigger if we don't prevent it. And how to prevent this problem (or put a stop to it as it is better that way) without ruining the relationship that you have?

Any brilliant suggestion on how to do that?