New Year: A Story - The day before that

Salam

Wah2. Bangun pagi ni gumbira la jugak sbb dah masuk new year. Perasaan bercampur-baur sbb dah makin dekat nak balik Welly. wargh!!! rasa cam x mo balik je. Nak duduk rumah, x nak tinggal member2 d Malaysia...adess..Sangatlah negatif perasaan ini. Aish~ Pastu perut cam de butterflies. X tau kenapa. Mungkin sbb Isnin ni kerja balik d koop. Adeh la...bosan...Another thing mungkin sbb tgk HoMin new album cover and JYJ album [Music Essay: Their room (our story)] akan kuar...Berdebar2 tunggu...rasa cam nak kawen lak.haha (macam la ada pengalaman). kui3X. Dan tetiba rasa hot sket sbb internet punya la slow cam siput. Blog x leh bukak2. Jadi terpaksa taip dulu dalam word sblum transfer ke blog yg still smpai skrg x leh bukak. grrrrr.

Pastu teringat peristiwa semalam pulak dan hepi la sket. haha. Ak derma darah d Village Mall, Sungai Petani dan BERJAYA. haha.
(FYI: derma darah ni cam obsession sket utk ak dan kwn2 ak. )
Sblum derma tu, jantung cam *doki*doki*...sangat lah nervous. Takut kena reject n nanti frust menonggeng. Haha. Cam putus cinta lak kan?haha. Pastu check darah dan wallah! Boleh! Berjaya! Weheee!!!! Pastu nurse tu comment on hemoglobin ak. Sila lihat conversation dialog d bwh:

Nurse: Wah! Tingginya hemoglobin awak! (dan pandang ak dengan perasaan yang kagum)
Aku: Huh? Hemoglobin tinggi? Maksudnya? (blur sket)
Nurse: Tengok ni (dan tunjuk kat ak keputusan darah ak). Selalunya perempuan dalam 12 hingga 13. Yang tu kira okay la. Awak pulak 15. Ni standard budak lelaki tau. Tinggi betul ni.
Aku: Ya ka? (rasa bangga sket wpun still x faham apakah pentingnya hemoglobin tinggi pada darah)
Nurse: (explain lagi) Kalau hemoglobin tinggi, maknanya darah awak sangat baik. Darah bagus ni. Selalunya budak lelaki je yang tinggi macam ni.
Hema (member aku): Ain, ko ni budak lelaki ke? (sambil gelak)

Haha...best2. Bangga gle masa 2. Rasa cam leh dapat award. wakaka. Ak sblum ni x pernah amek pot pun hemoglobin ak tinggi ke x. Ak rasa tiap2 kali ak derma darah, mmg hemoglobin ak 15. Tapi x pernah pun ada nurse yang comment on that. Hoho. Sangat happy masa nurse 2 ckp darah ak elok. Wakaka.

Derma darah 2 ada dua tujuan. Satu of course kerana Dia. Satu g sbb TVXQ ada wat project. Blood donation project. Saja ja participate. Killing 2 birds with one stone. Okay pe. hehe. For A'an. Good luck utk derma nanti.

Pas 2 tgk Gulliver's Travel dgn Hema, my sis n her lil brother. Review cerita dia? Nanti ak post dalam entry lain.

Masa balik ingat nak beli turtle sekor utk new year sbb lama dah nak beli. Dulu ada gak beli turtle dan bela for 2 years sblum dia mati atas kecuaian ak. T r ak cerita. Pas 2 dalam kereta dah siap imagine nak bagi nama apa kat dia. Antara nama pilihan adalah: 31st (sbb beli on 31st Dec), Eve (sbb new year's eve) atau December. Punya la berangan kan? haha. Tapi malangnya, ak lupa yang on Friday, kedai x bukak d area rumah ak. Adeh la...frust beb...huhu.Tpi x kira. T nak beli jugak sekor. Wpun pas 2 kena tinggal dia d umah sbb x leh bwk p NZ. Terpaksalah soh adik ak jaga dia... (2 la...masa balik dulu2 x mo nak beli, dah nak balik sana baru nak beli sgt2). Huhu.

Scrunitizing Me

Well, another year has passed and somehow, as clock ticked to 1st January 2010, one thought comes to my mind.

I wish that DBSK will be together again. Absurd eh? Call me fanatic if you like but I do not think that I can have that title. Well, Free Online Dictionary defines fanatic as

a person motivated by irrational enthusiasm (as for a cause), an ardent and enthusiastic supporter of some person or activity; marked by excessive enthusiasm for and intense devotion to a cause or idea  

and I believe that I am not any of those mentioned above. For instance, I cannot exactly remember the date of DBSK's first debut. Yes, I know, I am a bad fan but that does not stop me from loving them. 

They have gone through a harrowing year and I think that they deserve a brighter and warmer days this year.

My year has been a helter skelter ride. I don't know whether I enjoyed myself or simply just go with the flow, I mean, it is just another year...I don't quite know. Sometimes, I think that I am rather thick and a bit un-emotional bout this...

There are sad things happening that I just don't want to remember...
 
However, there are many wonderful events that took place this year. Some of it include:

1. Getting to USM

2. Have my diploma

3. COPA award

4. New Zealand

5. My Angah's wedding

However, nothing could ever top this one thing,

Having my friends by my side...I know that I can be quite a jerk sometimes (well, most of the time) but I want you all to know that I love you. Yes, you and you and you and all of you. I love you all. Without you, there will not be me. Please forgive me for my wrongdoings, my faults, my words, my attitudes and anything if I ever hurt you in any way, please forgive me. I am after all, just a human. Let us start this new year with new book okay?

Some of the things that happened this year...(not in chronological order)

First time 'ponteng' at USM during orientation       

             Pesta Cahaya USM

OTW to QueensbayQueensbay Mall

 

Chicken Rice Shop, Queensbay Mall

 

                    Lunch at Kopitiam, Queensbay Mall                                       

 

Lunch at Kopitiam, Queensbay Mall

 

  

Pesta Cahaya USM

 

                                            Camping during orientation

 

In class

Actually there are more pictures but then again, memory can only be truly stored in your mind...Last year means a lot to me...you guys makes me through the hardest part in my life and stayed with me. For that, I want to say THANK YOU to you all.

May this year brings more laughter than tears to our eyes. Love you all.