Saya Dalam Depresi

Salam...Hi

Ak tak tahu la ada tak perkatan depresi dalam Bahasa Malaysia...Minta maaf kalau ak membahasa Melaysiakan Bahasa Inggeris...
Saya dalam mood ketensenan (yang ni memang bukan Malaysia) sekarang ni.
Masalah ini bermula semalam semalam (dua hari lepas) dan berterusan hingga sekarang. Kemuncak tensen adalah semalam hinggakan perasaan membaling lappy ke dinding datang.
(Mintak maaf dan ampun lappy...ak sayang ko tapi geram ni)
Kenapa tensen?
Yang pasti, bukan tensen tentang study sebab sekarang musin cuti dan ak sedang berhibernasi.
Mungkin ak patut tensenkan diri tentang study yang bakal kunjing tiba dan ak tahu byk gle kerja utk sem akan datang.
Tapi itu adalah cerita lain.
Ak sekarang sedang dalam depresi sbb player kesayangan ak atau pun lebih layak dipanggil downloader kesayangan (sbb ak lagi sayang GOM) mempunyai masalah mendownload.
Download bar yang tulis 'Download This Video' tak muncul2 di video yang ak tengok.
Ya ak tahu, ak patut left click dan tekan kat "Download This Video' di link 2...tapi masalahnya, mende 2 x de...
dan ya, ak telah meng'uninstall' dan reinstall RealPlayer tapi masalah yang sama tetap ada.
Apakah salah ak?
Ak rasa smua ni bermula apabila Mozilla nak menginstall latest Mozilla dan pada masa yang sama Adobe Player dan Shockwave pun minta install latest version.
Ak, macam biasa la...dah namanya pengguna Internet tegar dan peminat YT sejati, ak pun menginstall la latest version untuk ketiga2 benda di atas.
Dan masalah pun bermula...
Sebaik sahaja ak install smua d atas, masa tu la aku mendapati ak tak boleh download guna RP.
Mmg hampas dan asbestos betul masa 2. RIP betul.
Masa 2 ak dah pening dah...
dan solutionnya adalah ak update RP tapi masalah yang sama tetap ada
Ak bukak kat Help, mintak bantuan sal masalah ak dan ak ikut smua arahan yang dia bagi.
Masalah masih ada.
Semalam adalah kemuncak tensen. Ak telah meng'uninstall' dan reinstall balik RP berkali kali.
Bukan exaggerate bila ak kata ak buat benda tu untuk sepuloh kali dan akhirnya, pabila kepala dah berdenyut-denyut dan hati makin sakit, ak hampir2 hilang kewarasan apabila ak fikir nak lempar lappy kat dinding...
owh...tensen2
Dah cuba guna downloader yang lain tapi gambar tak cantik, jadi pixellated (ignore it of it is not a word) dan ak sangat2 sakit hati.
Sakit hati smpai terfikir nak beli RP Plus yang kena bayar. Nasib baik la kewarasan masih ada dan otak cancel hati sbb terlalu mahal. Kalau x...aish~
RP RP. Aku la pengguna setia ko...asal la ko wat cam ni kat ak?
Sakit tau sakit. Ak tak leh hidup tanpa download dr YT
(hurm...tu macam statement pendownload kronik 2...adakah ak dah jadi pirate sejati?)
har har har (ketawa lanun)
alamak...
pe nak buat ni...
T_________T

Every Little Thing That You Do

Every little thing that you do
baby, I'm amazed by you...

Okay.
I love that song. Bryan Adam's song kinda rocks sometimes...and that is one of my old time favourite...
It is mushy and sweet and I like it a lot but that is not what I want to talk about in my post today.

Warning: This post have no connection with real people or real life. The examples are basically random and  not intended for anyone. If someone or something felt that they are harassed or angry or sad or anything with this post, I would like to say that...

I don't care.

Read it or leave it.

I want to talk about how sometimes, people forgot that it is the small things that can lead to major ones. I believe that people always think that this matter is too small and insignificant and can just be ignored. Well people, it is WRONG!

Small matters can build up and create a huge one. For instance, if you throw a sweet wrapper on the floor and think,
"Hey, that is just a small wrapper, it won't harm others."

but what if other people think that it is okay to do that for the very same reason that you think?
If that happen, then, we will have a huge pile up rubbish without knowing or realizing that the small wrapper can actually create a big mess.

It is the same as our behaviour. Sometimes, it is the small things that you do that irk people a lot. Like making faces (yes, I know, I am the queen that hold the title...) or refusing or deliberately refusing to wash the dishes. Yeap. It is that small things that can really annoy the hell out of people. I know that me making faces is a real kill buzz but believe me, I am trying hard to change that.I notice that people too are making faces when I make faces....so people, believe me, I KNOW.

But there are some really dense people that cannot seem to take a hint (or refuse to take hints) about their really annoying behaviour. Behaviour like washing dishes. It is a fairly simple task but what happen if you are the one (or some of the ones-I am making deliberate mistake here...ignore me) that always have to do that job? It will; one day, make you wanna scream. Especially if you watch the other person just simply pile up the dishes and let it stay there in hope that the sight will drive you mad and in the end, you will do it yourself. It is a brilliant move eh? Maybe I should learn how to do that...haha...

Well, yeah, if you 'volunteered' (or have to because you cannot look at dirty plates) to do that task, you should not complaint at all. If you don't want to do that job, you can just let and watch mold sprouting on the dirty plates (that sounded like a good idea) and refuse to lift a finger. You can do that. It is an option (as long as it does not affect your sanity). But when you go ahead and wash the plates, you are indirectly saying that it is okay for others to leave their dirty plates in the sink and walk away with it.

"Why don't you try confrontation?"
Some might ask and suggest that way. Well, for me, that is an extreme method that you want to use and it should be the last one to be used because if you use it wrongly, you will end up looking like a big bully whereas THAT person will just gets away with it. Plus, it will be extremely tricky if THAT person is your:
a) classmate
b) roomate/ flatmates/ housemate/ bungalowmates/ pentmates/ inmates or whatever mates
c) boyfriend/ girlfriend/ husband/ wife or lover (if that applies to you)
d) any of the above/ all of the above/ none of the above and others

So what should we do about this problem? It is small, but it will get bigger if we don't prevent it. And how to prevent this problem (or put a stop to it as it is better that way) without ruining the relationship that you have?

Any brilliant suggestion on how to do that?

Beautiful Boys

Hi...
I am supposed to do my assignment that is due tomorrow at 4pm but all that I have been doing since now was just staring at the blank Microsoft Word document in hope that some sorts of writing will appear. I know. It is insane. The assignment is due tomorrow and all that I have now is a blank document and now, I am doing some serious blogging. Crazy me eh? Will I need to expect a C for this assignment? I have no idea what to write. I do know what I want to say but I cannot put it in words and now, reading back the assignment question, I went completely and utterly blank. What should I do? *panicking*

Okay. I should relax and stay calm (which is what I have been doing for the past one and a half week of holidays). *gasp* OMG. I am the worst.

Note to myself: After this crazy thing that I am doing now and after the submission of the assignment. YOU NEED TO FOCUS ON YOUR STUDY!

Back to the topic of Beautiful Boys. I was watching a video clip of Gackt just now and I was like:

'OMG. What a beauty!'

and then I think: 'Hey, that is something that I should say to woman, not man; but he is god damn beautiful!'

The world is unfair. Why men are more beautiful than women? I mean, we women, should have all that beautiful porcelain skin, the gorgeous eyes, the lustrous lips and that long beautiful fingers; NOT men. But the world is going nuts. Women are more masculine than men and men...well, they are becoming more feminine. Their features and everything are just totally women. Not that I am complaining because I too, love feminine men. hehe. Weird eh?

Okay. Here are some of just the most beautiful men (in my POV). I am not going to rate them in numbers as I cannot decide who is more beautiful than the other.

Western

I know, more Western singers are just hottie and more masculine but there are still some streaks of femininity in their faces.

 John Rzeznik from Goo Goo Dolls.
Look at his face. I mean, it only spells feminine.

This is my favourite man/boy: Jensen Ackles
Look at that eyes...and that lips...

Next we have Bill Kaulitz from Tokio Hotel.
If I didn't tell you his name and you didn't know the band, will you say that he is a she?

Now we have Alex Band from The Calling.
Yeah, he does looked masculine. But at times, he looked more like she than he.

Yeah I know. Jesse McCartney now is hotter than he used to be. And he is more like a cute boy than a beautiful woman but still, streaks of femininity...

Asian

Yeah, Asian does have more feminine features compared to the Westerners. Now is also the trend for male to look like female (this is based on a survey by cosmetic surgery company in Japan. They conducted a survey for man to choose whose face they would like to have if they undergo a plastic surgery and surprisingly, the male chose features that are more feminine than masculine.)

The guy that lead me to write this blog. Gackt from Gackt&Hyde. He is the devilishly handsome creature that ever walk on the planet. The picture says it all

Who didn't know HeeSica? This is Heechul from Super Junior.
Beautiful? Check.
Feminine? Check.

The beautiful-handsome-but-still-masculine-man: Lee Junki. The god in Korea. Should I say anything more?

Kangin from Super Junior is more handsome than beautiful. But there are pictures of him that just scream Cute-Beautiful-Boy and this is one of them.

 

Now we have Kibum (still from Super Junior). He is the cute type but damn, at certain time, he is simply stunning.

Kim Hyun Joong fro SS501. Radiant and gorgeous.

Shirota Yuu from Japan. hehe. He is an actor with a lustrous lips and just looked so...girlish. (in a very good way)

And finally, the epitome of beauty. Jaejoong from DBSK/TVXQ. Who won't go *doki*doki* when you are looking at that face?