Pakai cantik2

Salam

Terbaik...sptutnya kena stdy sbb test dah dekat tapi haremmm...aish~pa la nak jadi Farah oii...X pe la...wpun akan menyesal nanti but x mo kira skrg. >< (jgn ikut perangai ni ok?)

Sejak dua menjak ni org Wellington mungkin perasan yang ak macam melaram gla dengan make-up smua...ke x da orang perasan dan ak ja yang perasan sorang2? haha...apa2 la. well, ada jugak la yang tegur ak mcm melawa gla sejak dua menjak ni dan smua suspek ak ada someone special...

Kalau la betul sangkaan smua kan????hahaha. (gatai lak kan?) x ada la...spa nak kat ak ni? dah r x lawa, hot ja lebih cam Gloria...garang lak 2...gelak x ingat dunia...pandai pun x kan...but I know that and I am cool with all that. I mean, that is me and me alone. I am loved and being hated by that tapi ramai yg sayang so biar ja la. Jodoh 2 ada d mana2 kan? Entah2 depan mata ja kan? (depan mata ak skrg ada gambar Yunho...adakah???hahahahahaha) Ok. dah melalut...

Kalau orang melawa ja kata nak dating...adesss...apakah assumption ini? Ya ak nak dating. Dating dengan diri sendiri. X boleh? You jelly I dating dengan diri I sendiri? *dengan suara gedik tahap maksima* hahahaha

Ak nak melawa utk diri sndiri. Salahkah? Mungkin akan ada yang kata, alah...nak p kelas ja. Buat pa lebih2? Well, suka ati la kan? Kita manusia mmg suka melawa apa? Fitrah manusia sukakan benda cantik. So biar la ak nak melaram sat...x boleh ka? Ak bunuh org ka dengan melaram2 cam ni? X kan? (eh, ada ka?) Ak nak melawa sbb ak nak sayang diri ak sendiri...apa salahnya nak diri sndiri rasa cantik. Ok.mungkin ada yang kata, nak p kelas ja, x yah la makeup gla2. org lain pun x pakai cam 2...tapi ko x rasa ko pun melawa jugak ke bila ko pilih baju nak ke kelas? ko pun pakai aksesori gak kan? Tapi ak x minat aksesori dan baju ak x da la vogue-de-vass cam ko, jadi ak opt for makeup. Apa? Ko jelly ak makeup banyak2? At least x da la ak makeup cam org d Lorong Haji Taib...ak makeup basic2 ja. Smokey eyes kalau gedik...2 ja pun...chill r beb. Plus...bukan all time ak pakai cam ni...Paling byk ak pakai eyeliner sbb ak gla eyeliner...2 ja...so lepak k?

So ak x da sesiapa yang special. well, maybe ada tapi ak x kenal dan x tahu nama dia.hoho. Sila la bagitau smua yg saya x da yg special g k? hahahah.gurau ja. tpi agak siyes r n nak tekankan, di sini, ak makeup 4 myself. 4 my own entertainment. x for others. x da masa utk org len weyh... ok...ciao.

Where were you when I needed you the most?

Salam

Hi...

Hoyeeeh...This entry might and will sound emo-like.

Gosh~ I am emo almost all the time eh? But that is what it takes to be human. One time you are up, the other time you are down...

I have many therapies that I use when I am feeling down. One of it is swimming but I didn't go swimming today. Why? Well, sometimes even your best therapy will not work for you if you are just not in the mood to do it.

So I tried another therapy. It is shopping therapy. This is a dangerous therapy cause well, it is expensive and you will end up regretting splurging that much money in one go. But at that time, you will console yourself cause yes, you are using what you buy and there is no harm to that (except for your pocket). What did I buy today? Well, I bought a pair of boots (been meaning to buy one since forever but I kinda almost regret buying that type cause the heels are very high and it doesn't feel suitable to climb up the hill everyday. But oh well, it is beautiful and since the people here are tall, that freakishly high boot, in my opinion, will look almost unnoticeable here.hehe).  and I bought rings and others that costs NZD51. Surprised much? I know I am but well, it is not like everyday I buy that sort of thing. hehe. But I like what I bought just now and my therapy work. Not only I ended up feeling happy again, but I am all sweaty due to the walk and walking back wearing that high heel require lots of concentration and yes, it is tiring to balance yourself. So, it is 1+1. I am happy and I am healthier.hehe

Oh ...what I am telling you now doesn't fit the title of the post eh? That title is the reason why I am depressed in the 1st place. You see, I am a very fragile person (though I might look tough on the exterior but interior-ly I am very insecure and yes, fragile). Today, I was called in for an EXTRA extra tutorial for Linguistic paper that I am taking. Now, that is shocking to me because yes, I am not that smart and all but so far, I didn't get any C in that paper. Not yet anyway. So being called in for that session depresses me a lot. My grade was improving and yes, we didn't get the latest assignment back but hell, it cannot be that I fail that paper right? Plus, the only assignment that I got C in was another paper, not this one. So what is the reason? It makes me feel like I have been getting a C since the 1st assignment which I am not.

I know, very optimistic person (I hate this kind of people...your over-positiveness is killing and suffocating me) will say that this is a good opportunity to actually gain some insight, some knowledge to better improve the future assignment and bloody bloody bla....but hey. I am not that optimistic okay? It makes me feel very low, my self esteem just went right of the window and I am very VERY UNHAPPY. Call me in for another subject, I don't mind but seriously? Being called in for a paper that I am so far struggling but doing quite okay in it is a bit too much. and it is not helpful when you really don't have the mood to do it cause your mental keep on chanting to you "Babo, babo, babo" (just in case you are wondering what the heck was "babo". It is romaji for Korean for stupid - although it is mainly used in a friendly way but then again, stupid is stupid.)

Okay. That is one thing about being depressed that I am in that class. Another is of course, stupid, small thing with friend that will sometimes bug you a lot. I don't need to talk about that anyway.

Okay...but at least I am happy now.

What my heart wants to say...

Salam...

Hi.

This is a post that might not make sense at all.

My heart is scarred, it is wounded and I am amazed that I can still live up until today. Sometimes, I am afraid to be close with someone, to have expectations, to care...but I always ends up doing all of that even though I know that I will be hurt in the end...Life is a bitch sometimes but when you have people that love you, that care for you, all the hatred and suffering in the world won't matter. But when you lose that connection with the one that you love and you are here, almost 8906.8km away from home and you have nobody to turn to, suddenly, everything matters...especially when things got bad and you find yourself being alone, having a life only through internet and that is when that one connection became extremely important to you.

I wish I can simply pull them out from pictures and hug them tightly so that this feeling will just go away...I wish that pictures can move and Harry Potter is real but life does not work that way....and it sucks. Damn it...god.my heart hurts a lot now.

Loneliness does not suit me to the tee...I can't be alone or feel like I am alone. Yes, I know, Allah is always with us but having to see one people that care about you will be great. Cause I need that love and affection now.

I know that I never seemed lonely cause I will always be around friends but that's it...they are friends...they are not best friends. they don't care about you as much as your best friends. cause they are just friend. and friend is nor the same as best friend.

If I can apparate, then I will be home in a heartbeat. I miss you

Sejuk sejuk sejuk

Salam

*this is a random post with random sentences. I am writing whatever that pops in my head now in non-sequential order* 

Oh Wellington. Why are you so COLD? This is autumn...not winter. aah~ I pity my parents that will have to face the brutal wind of Wellington plus this horrible horrible weather now...I am shivering from head to toe. Now, I spend more and more time in shower cause it is hot in there. At least the water is warm...I feel like not coming out from the shower now. Can I just stay under water instead?><

Typing is also a hazard now because my hand is numb and I can't feel a thing. Luckily I can still feel this keyboard but my phone is a touch screen phone and I find myself typing nonsensical thing cause I can't feel my finger moving. Bad? yeah....you tell me...

Weather is not good at all now...For the past few days, there is no mercy for Wellington. The wind feels like hell (in cold manner). Of course Wellington is nicknamed as Windy Welly but the weather now is just crazy.

Went to Queensgate the other day. God...It reminds me of Malaysia..well not all but it is okay. The shopping mall looks like Malaysia but is is kinda like a bit loser cause the shops/outlets closes at 6pm. It is 6pm for god's sake. At Malaysia, 6pm is when you are getting ready to shop, not going back already. But this is Wellington so what to do eh? ><

Okay...it is freaking cold. So gonna sleep now...

Ya. Saya suka membebel dan buat muka. So what?

Salam

Hi....

WARNING: ENTRY EMO. TAK SUKA JANGAN BACA. KALAU ADA YANG TERASA ITU ADALAH DISEBABKAN SIAPA MAKAN CILI, DIALAH TERASA PEDASNYA.

Yeap. Entry yang agak emo kan? hmmm...x de la emo sangat. Cuma panas sket. Yeap. Ak suka membebel dan buat muka. So what? Kalau korang x suka ak membebel dan buat muka, jangan wat ak naik angin boleh x?

Ak x faham macam mana ada org yg boleh duduk saja dan x buat papa2 sedangkan sekeliling dia macam tongkang pecah dah. Boleh ja duduk lepak dan buat x tahu. Basuh pinggan, periuk,kuali pun x mahu. Boleh ja basuh pinggan sendiri dan biarkan pinggan, kuali,periuk yang lain terbiar dekat sinki. Alasan? Ak pun x tahu kenapa. Yang pastinya, benda 2 sangatlah menyebabkan ak bengang. Ak saja biar ja benda 2 atas sinki nak tgk siapa akan basuh....hmmm.haraaaam x sentuh. Boleh ja biar kan?

Mmg orang kata, x leh berkira kalau buat kerja, nanti pahala x dapat. Abes 2 maknanya org yg mmg x mau buat kerja ni boleh 'dilepaskan' macam 2 ja la kan? Sbb yang nak buat kerja (sbb x tahan tgk benda2 2) adalah org yang kuat membebel dan buat muka. Jadi orang yg membebel dan buat muka ni jahat la kan sbb post mende ni dan berleter. Tapi kan, kalau org yang kuat membebel dan buat muka ni x buat smua benda 2, hmmm....haraaammmm....abes x gerak kot kerja.

Boleh x...buat kerja x payah ada yang suruh? Kalau x reti, belajar la. Dah besar panjang kot. Jangan pandai cakap ja, buat x mahu. Dah sampai oversea dah, maknanya pandai la 2. Jadi belajar la sayang....Jangan harapkan orang saja...

Maaf kalau ada yang terasa. Yang pati, kalau terasa 2, jadi lepas ni janganlah buat lagi ya?

*applause to myself*

Salam
Hi there...OMG. Today is my happiest day...like ever.hehehehe. I can FINALLY SWIM!!! Hurray to me! hehehehe

Yeah...It must be lame news eh? But for me who has never been able to swim for nearly 23 years now, being able to actually do it is a great news. I spent weeks after weeks trying to do so cause I can only go to the swimming centre; which is two towns away from my house, once every week. Why I can only go there once every week? Well, cause on Thursday night, it is women night. So for us Muslim ladies, that is the only time to actually go there and enjoy ourselves without being limited to others. Plus, cause I am a very slow learner, I can only do it after like 5 weeks time (minus the days when I didn't get to go to the centre).

I can float and all and I can do that for a long time before I properly learn how to swim. But that is it. I can float cause I used to go to camps where we have to do water confidence activity and all...but I never can swim. The reason is I can't breathe under water. Once I'm in water I kinda freaks out after few strokes of swimming. ><

But today, I can actually swim! (more than 5 strokes, which is a HUGE improvement for me).I can also swim until I reach the other end of the swimming pool (vertically, not horizontally...you know, the shorter length of the swimming pool).

BEFORE and AFTER pictures.
*they are not me....obviously and credit goes to google image cause I can't remember where I take the pictures*

BEFORE

I can only swim using bubbles like this

or clutching-ly holding the board and paddling away

and do this again and again and again

or just lazying around on this and watch enviously as others do laps in the pool

AFTER

I can do a bit of this...not so good in it yet

and I definitely have that smile on my face ^_^

Do pray that I can really swim by next week. hehehe.

one thing on top of the others

Salam

Hi...

HECTIC. That is the only word that I can think of to sum up the past few weeks. Classes are not packed but the workload are just waay to much. Well, actually it is kinda okay but since everything is kinda in a mess right now, I kinda am a little, tiniest tiniest bit tensed. Huhu.

Okay. So here is my tasks/assignments (the official one for the semester):

Assignments and due dates
21/03 - LING
27/03 - ALIN
04/04 - LING
07/04 - ALIN
08/04 - EPSY
02/05 - LING
23/05 - LING
26/05 - ALIN
03/06 - LING (Test)
09/06 - EPSY

Mountains of readings.

WMSO tasks:

Affiliations Due:
Friday 25th March, 5pm

Grants Due:
Trimester 1
Round 1: Friday 1st April, 5pm

BERSATU Games 2011 

Asian Night Market

*and more (can't remember which is which) ><

Personal:

My parents coming on 01/06 and goes back on 08/06

Well, you guys can see that the dates are kinda overlapping with each other. Well. What to do? There is no use of complaining and whining. This is university life folks. Enjoy...

Wellington quake

Salam...

Wellington was hit with another mild earthquake that startled many due to recent (and terrifying) earthquake in Christchurch. According to GeoNet, the earthquake that happened around 10.07 pm was on 4.5 magnitude and traveled in 40 km in depth. Many students feared that the earthquake will trigger more aftershocks that could further damage the city of Wellington in the future. Wellington was once hit with 8.5 magnitude in 1855 that makes the land being at the centre and weakest point for earthquake activity.

Kenapa ak tulis dalam bahasa Inggeris? Ntah. Ak pun x tau. Yang pasti tadi baru kena earthquake. Sbnrnya macam biasa r sbb Welly dalam kwsn earthquake tp yg menyebabkn  smua risau adalah kerana apa yang berlaku d Christchurch baru2 ni. Takot wooo....

Masa gempa tu jadi tadi, ak tengah solat. Risau gak tadi. huhu. Tapi masa kena, ak ingatkan ada org bwh jatuh ke apa ke. Al maklumlah rumah boleh rasa n tau kalau ada apa2 jadi. haha. adess...tapi alhamdulillah. smua okay. Terkejut sket je. Harap x de apa2 berlaku t. amin...

Loneliness

Salam....

Hi.

Loneliness. Gosh. I hate that word a lot. For me, loneliness is like a snake (or a Boa to be precise). It creeps out and attacked you when you are most vulnerable and exposed. Then it constricts and bind you up so tight, you will feel like you are being suffocated. After that, you either wish for a miracle in which you can escape from it or you give up and succumb to that horrible emotion. If you surrender, then you will be so depressed and you will want some company. Someone that wills say, 'It's okay. I am here with you.' instead of someone that just stare at you blankly, pretend to listen and then walks away without knowing or even caring that you are actually dying from the inside. 

I hate being lonely. I love being around people but not too many people cause I hate being crowded. I love being with some personal and close friends that I know care for me and is there when I needed them. Here I haven't found anybody that cares and want to be there like my Malaysian friend. It is not to say that people here didn't care but the feeling is different in Malaysia. I feel like an outcast here. Sometimes I even feel like I don't belong. Like I am just another face in the crowd, unnoticed and not cared for. I wish that I can find somebody that just like Hema or A'an. Well, I am hoping too much eh? Friends like them did not come often. 

Will I ever get to find someone like that in Wellington. Gosh. I just wish that you are here now. Cause the boa in me is constricting too tightly; I cannot breathe. I hate Wellington. 

Last post for Wellington

Salam...

Hi...

OMG...I'm leaving today...so scary and nerve-wrecking cause I am going alone (2 la...sapa soh balik awal2 kan...padan muka...huhu)

So the checklist for today is:

1. LING101 test - checked
2. super heavy luggage - checked (I hope it won't exceed 25kg...paisa nahi he [entah betul ke x ak eja tu...hantam sajalah])
3. Two bags (lappy and extra beg for equipments) - checked...it is going 2 be heavy...
4. Money - x so checked...literally got no money with me so if anything happen with at the airport, I will have to leave it to Allah...please pray so that nothing will happen to me (even though you guys are pissed at me cause I am going home early)
and finally

5. heart - half packed...
Now I am torn in half...I want to go home but at the same time, Welly is almost like my home now...aish~

Hope to see you guys next year iA...

To Welly and its people...I love you all.

Is-going-to-Malaysia...Signing out

Going going gone

Salam...

Hi...

I know...I am sorry for posting this entry but I can't help it....OMG..I am going back tomorrow...aargh!!! (that is a nervous scream, x excited one...)

My room looks exactly like the first time I come here...

My bag is very heavy...gaah~how am I supposed to lug that bag over to the airport?

Right now I am feeling guilty to these people...

WMSO Committee members: I am so sorry for leaving early and leaving this huge pile of work with you guys...I am so so sorry...Seriously I am...

Seniors: Oh my favourite, best seniors, I am so sorry for going home early and cannot celebrate and see you guys for the last time.

My friends: both in NZ and Malaysia, forgive me for going back early and please forgive me if I hurt your feelings and all...

My family: Mum, dad, sisters and brothers..I am so sorry for choosing to stay over in KL for a week before going back home...but if I didn't do this, then there is no other way for me to visit the college before it is closed for holiday...Don't worry...you have almost 4 months to see me...than you will be so sick of me, you will ask me to go back to NZ...but I am sorry for not coming home even though I am already home...

See you next year Wellington. i.A

It's getting closer...

Salam...
Hi everyone...

It is drawing near and getting closer
I'm kinda happy but it is making me anxious as well
Right now I am in a turbulence of emotions...
I can be hyper sensitive to others too...
at times I will sigh non-stop; thinking of the upcoming things in my short but packed to-do-list
sometimes I will smile like an idiot, teasing and joking around
but most of the times I will be super-sensitive up to the point where I can cry reading stupid comments from my 5 year old cousin...*sigh*
I hope all these feelings will go away but I can't shake this one anxiety about me flying alone
I hope this feeling is incorrect cause it is kinda a bad feeling
For people whom I indirectly hurt during this times, I would like to say that I am sorry
there is no excuse for me doing that...

Come on Farah...let's face the remaining days with head held up high and with spirit as clear as the bright, blue, baby sky =)

Feels like home

Salam...

hi...it is raining outside...

suddenly it feels like home...

Going Home

Leaving on a jetplane
Don't know when I'll be back again...(tipu je...sbnrnya balik next week)

Haa...tiap2 kali dengar lagu tu msti teringin nak balik...

Skrg ni mmg rasa nak balik tp tiap kali tgk tarikh yg makin dekat tu, perut ak jadi kecut...x tau kenapa. Sbb test ke, sbb x pack g ke, sbb nak balik sorang ke...x tau kenapa...tp yang pasti, sangatla cuak nak balik ni...adess

Honestly, ak x pack sgt lagi...dah la barang byk. Sangat la risau...Dah la test EPSY n test LING susah...adess...

Ak pun cuak sbb tkot t tiba2 ada hal d aiport...ha...x ke naya ak t...dah r duit x da nak balik, tiba2 ada hal lak kan...apa nak buat masa 2...dah la balik sorang2...aish~

Jadual perjalanan ak skrg ni mcm ni...:

1. Naik flight d Wellington dalam kol 3 ptg.

2. Sampai d Aussie dalam kol 5-6 ptg... (transit)

Melbourne Airport

3. Naik flight smpai KLIA around 1 pagi...

4. Smpai KLIA around 5 am...

KLIA Airport

n then harapnya makcik leh amek...onegai obasan...

around petang kena minta tolong makcik lagi skali utk g amek my sis n my friend yang nak g tgk:

(I know...I know...but don't say anything k?)

Sbnrnya rasa pening kepala nak balik....gosh~

Ya Allah...tabahkanlah hati ini...tenangkanlah jiwa yang tgh kusut ini...amin...

Chipsmore

Salam...

Hurm...ak td tgh usha2 atau stalk sket page FB orang (member ak dan member kepada member ak) dan ak terperasan sesuatu yang buat ak rasa pelik...

Tapi sebelum itu, perlu diingatkan, apa yang ak nk ckp ni akan menyentap dan buat orang2 tertentu terasa namun ak nak ckp yg ak bukan saja nak kutuk atau kata tapi ak nak ckp ja...Kalau terasa 2 minta maaf la tapi ak kadang rasa ak x yah pun nak minta maaf sbb korang 2 yg kena minta maaf kat Dia atas hal ni. Ak bukan nak jadi kaki sebok atau jaga kain orang, tapi kira cam nak tegur r sket ya...

Chipsmore...kenapa entri ni tajuk dia chispmore? Ingat tak dulu2 feymes tagline ni: "Sekejap ada, sekejap tiada"?...Hah...yang 2 la sebabnya terjadi post kali ni...

Ak pun x faham gak manusia ni kadang2...apa yang dia nak tunjuk sbnarnya? Kita ni takut kat manusia (dan hantu) lebih dari kita takut kat Dia kan? Salah betul konsep takut kita ni...Pas 2 pakai hentam taram ja buat apa2 dalam hidup smpai x ingat hukum Dia...

Ak sbnarnya nak ckp sal 'tudung'. Ak bukan nak kata ak ni pakai tudung sgt sempurna sbb ak pun tahu, ada ja yang x betul2 ikut syara' pakai tudung (termasuklah ak kadang2 tp ak tengah cuba). Jadi kalau pakai tudung 2, kekalkan la...jangan jadi chipsmore. Bukan ak saja pening, orang2 sekeliling pun pening tgk gak. Sat bertudung, sat bukak. Pelik2 betul...

Tnya diri balik, kenapa pakai tudung? Sbb fesyen ka? Sbb orang ka? Atau sbb terpaksa? Kalau ada yang ckp ya kepada salah satu situasi di atas, aish~ x tau la nak ckp apa dah...tp mcm 2 pun, jgn r pakai on-off...Ingat suis elektrik ka apa...leh on-off suka2 ati ja? Pening ak tgk...dah 2 letak pulak gambar d FB, tayang kat org... Yang pelik 2, gambar cam chipsmore betul. Satu gambar bertudung, pas 2 gambar seterusnya x da tudung, pas tu ada balik. Yang best 2, bila gambar bertudung litup, ramai puji 'cantik' la, 'ayu' la pas tu seronok sendiri. Kan bagus kalau puji-pujian tu dijadikan satu dorongan untuk terus bertudung. Ni x...komen hanya tinggal komen. Pas 2 bila d gambar yang x pakai tudung, ramai pula yg bagi komen x membina cam 'Cantik r u ni bila free hair' (contoh saja) atau 'Pheeewit...cun abes la'. X membantu betul.

Kenapa nak tayang rambut tp at the same time letak gak gambar bertudung? kalau dah mmg free hair, x yah r ada gambar bertudung dalam picture album tu. Org pun tertanya2 pakai tudung ka x?

Adess...entri ni cam emo lah pulak kan? X...ak bukan emo ka, nak mengata ka apa ka...tp kan manis kalau pakai tudung...comel pa? Ak suka sgt tgk gambar org2 yang pakai tudung (betul2)...comel...ak harap ak pun boleh cam 2 gak satu hari nanti...insyaallah... eh...ak bukan nak pakai sbb comel tau, ak nak pakai sbb Dia suruh tp manis kan tgk org pakai tudung litup ni...sejuk ja pandang...

mcm ni...manis ja dia...

yang ni ak amek dr blog ni...dia jual tudung d Malaysia.meh ramai2 beli: http://beautifultudung.blogspot.com/

Jom kita mencuba untuk pakai tudung mengikut syara'. Kat ne nak cari eh tudung2 cam 2 di sini?

P/S: ak bukan mengata siapa2 k? Ni pendapat umum saja...ak x da hak nak menilai orang...tu semua tugasNya...tp x salah kan kalau menegur? Marahla sbb terasa tp ubahlah kalau terkena...Selamat Hari Raya...Maaf zahir dan batin =)

Recap

Salam...hi

Fuhh...fuhhh....(meniup dan membersihkan habuk2 d blog)
haha
Dah lama x update blog...blog ni dan blog collab dgn A'an...sorry...byk keje...
huhu
kerja byk tp ak pun byk procrastinate jugak...x baik betol...
sbnrnya byk yg ak nak update dan cerita dalam blog tapi bila on blog page je, idea smua ilang...x tau kenapa
okay...1st topic yg nak dickp...

1. Kelahiran sinar baru keluarga Sulaiman

Pada 4 August 2010, dalam pukul 11.00 am lebih, lahirlah Muhammad (or Mohd...x sure) Aidil Irfan. Nama ni kalau ikut ak google maksudnya Muhammad atau Ahmad (yang terpuji), Aidil x de maksud dan Irfan maksudnya kesyukuran/kebijaksanaan. Betul atau x maksud ni ak x tahu...hehe. Sbnrnya ak nak sangat along namakan dia Rayyan (syurga org berpuasa) tapi x pa la...Nama 2 kira simpan utk anak sendiri r..eceh...macam la nak kawin dah.haha.

Dah lama ak tunggu bila along nak bersalin dan sangat la nervous sbb perkara lepas masih menghantui ak. Jadi bila along masuh operation, ak sangat nervous (antsy sgt). Dan skrg asyik skype sbb nak tgk baby wpun x leh pegang.

Semalam skype dgn kakak (nickname adik ppuan ak) dan tgk Irfan bangun. Mata wpun spet tapi besar gak. Mata hitam dia penuh. Yang kelakarnya, mulut dia asyik ternganga ja...Mata terkebil2 tgh cari suara dalam laptop 2...adess...comel sgt rasa cam nak picit2...hehe...

Punya la excited nak jumpa Irfan smpai td dah g beli baju baby yang de tulis All Black kat dia...pdahal lewat g nak baliknya...haha...dah 2 siap boleh berhenti beli buku cerita wpun masa ak balik t si kecik 2 x smpai 3 bulan lagi.

owh...distinct features yang Irfan ada adalah hidung tok pah (or oyang) dia. Sekarang ni Irfan adalah generasi ke 4 keluarga Ariffin yang de hidung 2 ...haha...kuat tol tok pah nyer gene...melekat smpai sekarang. Muka dan smua features lain sama cam along. Mesti masa mak dan abah tgk Irfan dia teringat along lahir. Ak? Happy sangat. sangat bersyukur dengan kehadiran dia...dah jadi mak alang \(^0^)/

Irfan dan hidung trademark family Ariffin =D

2. Puasa d negara orang

Pada 12 August 2010, warga New Zealand (muslim) mula berpuasa. Syahdunya puasa d negara orang. Mmg r selama belajar d kolej dulu x sahur dgn keluarga tapi makanan Malaysia boleh dicari masa 2. Bila dah ada di sini, dah r jauh, makanan Malaysia? humph...jangan harap la dapat makan sesedap orang Malaysia. Ne nak dapat murtabak, nasi ayam boxing, mamak dan bazar Ramadhan?

Ahh!! Fikir pasal makanan ni wat ak tension je. Malas nak fikir. Tapi bila fikir raya nanti?
huargh!!!
sedey...dendang perantau betol r...
owh...ckp sal perantauan ni, member ak de post gambar batch ak kat Berita Minggu...dah keluar.Org baru sgt puasa, tp gambar dah keluar.haha.lwk2...adakah ak akan antar gak gambar solo ke Berita Harian? Mungkin...Insyaallah...hehe...(poyo kan?)

haha

seterusnya ak dah lupa pe nak post...ok...smpai d sini dulu

tc

1st day kelas

salam...hi...

1st day kelas untuk trimester 2 d Victoria University of Wellington. 

Biasa la...bila kata 1st kelas, mmg smua stdnt akan masih lagi blur dan x nak buat apa2. Masa lecture utk Linguistic 101 td, Avril (lecturer) buka news utk tgk update sal World Cup. Keputusannya? Msti la Spain menang...Paul dah predict kan kata Spain akan menang? hehe... Keputusan yang dibuat oleh Avril mmg sgt tepat sbb kalau x, students x kan leh focus dan keputusan 2 mmg best gle. Sempoi abes r...

Slalunya masa 1st day, lecturer akan ckp sal hal admin cam sign up tuto, class rep, spe lecturer and so on. Tapi utk Writing 101, masuk2 terus belajar. Dah r otak separa sedar lagi, penat pun de, buku pun x beli g dan tiba2 kena belajar teros. Terkejut otak...cian kat dia, x pernah guna spjg cuti dekat sebulan dan tiba2 terus kena gerak. Sakit2...Dah r 2...dapat lak group yang kurang best...Minah sblah ak muka x leh blah...adeh...mematikan nafsu belajar tol...dah r tarik muncung sampai leh ikat dengan reben, muka x senyum langsung. Cam nak lempang gak minah salleh ni...bara je ak...tapi mungkin sbb kelas 1st kan, jadi dia blur dan x abes dgn holiday sickness lagi, jadi x pa la kot...t kalau dia buat lagi mmg akan mengundang rasa sakit ati memanjang r...slalu kena stuck dgn group ala2 racist ni...aish~

Writing 101...please make my writing better.

Tacking tomorrow with high spirit =)

Esok Sekolah

Salam
aah~esok sekolah!!!
begitu la respon kita bila cuti dah nak abes...tension betul kan? rasa cam nak duduk d rumah lagi lama dan nak cuti lagi wpun sepanjang cuti kta asyik harap dan minta cuti cepat abes sbb sangat bosan d umah.

kta manusia ni mmg x pernah puas ati kan? macam2 mintak pas 2 x bersyukur. smua nak take for granted. x pe la...nak buat camna...lumrah manusia kan?

esok, mula la trimester 2 untuk kehidupan universiti di Victoria University of Wellington. owh...sangat la x bersedia lagi...sem ni workload agak banyak...harap la leh cope.

jadual untuk trimester 2

	AM 0900	AM 1000	AM 1100	AM 1200	PM 0100	PM 0200	PM 0300	PM 0400
MON	LING101				WRIT 101
TUES						EPSY244
WED	LING101	EPSY 244				LING101
THURS
FRI	LING101

3 jam utk writing...horror

Eclipse Moment

Salam...Hi...
I won't be a spoiler to the most anticipated movie that my friends are currently holding their breath for. What am I talking about? Well duh... I am talking about this of course:

My Rating:

Well, that is not the real poster but WTH right? I made it so no complaining here. Zip it.

I just watched the movie around 4 hours ago. I watched it at 11 am (New Zealand time) with my friend. Pity her (although I know she enjoyed the movie) cause she is not the one that should watch the movie with me in the first place. I still can't believe that my friend bail on me @ ditched me to go to Auckland. Not that I blame her for going but still, I would really want to go with her. Anyway, what is past is past.

Talking bout the movie moment. I went out from my house around 10.15 am with my other friend and we walked there. I thought it will be a celebration; the movie I mean, but it is not. In Malaysia, we will have huge posters hung at the cinema wall and there will be lines over lines of people talking with high spirit about the movie even though it is not public holiday and I think I can even see people skipping work and school to be there on 1st day screening. There will be Jacob's and Edward's Team; battling among each other. I won't be surprised to see fans wearing the T-shirts and even have items representing the movie. The counter will be fill with items and merchandises from the movie. It will be a celebration. Unfortunately, I am in New Zealand and for 1st day screening, nothing is happening at all. It is just another day, another film. There is not even a poster at the wall. I know, it is not holiday and weekend but still, the atmosphere is kinda dead in the cinema. I guess I was expecting more. I miss Malaysian cinema with the people and the high spirit there. I miss caramel popcorn. Here, people only eat salted popcorn and honestly, it tasted like sh**. Who eat salted popcorn and think it is delicious? Well, apparently, people here do. Urgh...I once bought a huge bucket of it and regret it instantly. In the end, only Nad finished it because we do not want to throw it away. What a waste.

Anyway, the seat of the cinema is exactly like how we see it in movies. Not like Malaysia. The seat is kinda like bus seat; comfy and big. The screen is big but the advertisement before the movie starts is kinda lame and laughable. I mean, Malaysian advertisement is flashy and animated but, here, it is like slide show. What a laugh. My seat is J8 and it is just nice. It is right at the center of the cinema. Well, the movie was about to start and people started to come in but just a handful of them. The cinema is not even quarter full of people. I was kinda excited (to see Jacob) and then I smell something that makes me wanna retched. Foul smell is in the air and I know what is that smell instantly. Gosh. The person behind me is drinking alcohol and the air stenches with it. It makes me dizzy and feel like vomiting, but what can I do? I can't turn around and say 'Can you please stop drinking?' cause it is not an offense here; unless she is smoking. So I spent half of the movie breathing through my mouth cause if I breathed normally, I think I will puke. It kinda torture me but luckily, the movie kinda distracted me from thinking about it.

The movie is almost like the book (minus the kissing partS) and I am happy about it. It is not draggy or boring. It is just nice. I have a confession here. I think Kristen is Bella. There, I admit it. Okay? Well, in 1st and 2nd movie, she looked kinda like drug addict (no offense Bella Team, it is just my POV) but in this movie, she does look like Bella Bella. She looked clumsy, graceful and yeah, belle (attractive). She doesn't slur her speech anymore and that pleased me. Oh yes, why did I said partS with capital S? I think the answer is kinda obvious. They almost put kissing scene in all of the scenes. Kiss dominated the movie. It makes me think of what British film-maker said about American.

"All American need to have kissing scene in the movie. They will die without it."

Although it is laughable, but I think that it is true. I mean, Stephanie never allow them to really kiss passionately until at the end of Eclipse right? Maybe they did kiss in her mind but it never appear in the book. I remember it cause I was nearly depressed reading that they haven't kiss each other and I was saying to myself, 'Just kiss Bella already'. haha. Pervy me.

I will only quote one quote in my post about the movie.

Jacob said this to Edward in the tent before 'warming' Bella. (Remember the scene where they fled from Victoria and hid in the mountain and it was snowing and Bella was freezing and Jacob come in to hug her to sleep?). This is the scene.

Jacob:    What? You know that I am hotter than you. *grin and hug Bella*

LOL. That line makes the whole cinema laugh. Cute Jacob. hehe

Well, that's all I wanted to say. Tinie, Mak Lang and A'an and also Nabil, watch the movie please. It is worth it.

Eyes Like Yours

Salam...
I am not someone that can fall in love easily
and certainly not someone that can be wooed as easy as that
I do not know how to flirt though I admit that I sometimes try
You can't blame me for that because that is simply human nature
but I rarely find anybody that can makes my heart goes *doki* *doki*
Well, for those who know me, they know that I really love pretty boys
and this one particular guy:

hehe...yup...me and my obsession, Yunho-sshi
the leader
well, he certainly can makes me feel *doki* *doki*
but I doubt that we will ever cross path with each other
(even though I wish that we will...hehe)
A girl can always dream right?
Anyway, this dreamy girl (as some might say) went out for a walk today and ended up buying more novels (but that is another story)
Well, anyway, before I bought all the books (which are Eragon, Brisingr and Can't Let You Go; I can't find Elder, which is a shame) I went to my favourite sushi store nearby
I never noticed this guy before, maybe because he usually works at the back but I saw him just now
and he just gives me *doki* *doki*
I was nearly breathless for a while
I guess I have found someone quite like my Yunho-sshi here
hehe
well, he does not looks EXACTLY like him
it is just the eyes
it looks just like Yunho's eyes

you guys will think that I am losing my marble eh?
I do not mind your comment
I think I am going gaga over this guy's eyes
I guess it is a typical Asian eyes that makes me go nuts a bit
maybe because it looks like Yunho and I love everything about him
but truthfully, I really have a weak spot over guys with eyes like this:

yup...you guess right
Jensen Ackles eyes are the best
I really love guys with beautiful eyes
maybe because I do not have eyes like that
hehe
well, if you can't have something, find and love someone that have it

okay
toodles

A lil bit of my Goong prince