Irfan

Salam

Hi...

Ak rasa ak ni sangat la excited dgn kehadiran Irfan dalam keluarga ak smpai sgp ak skype selalu hnya untuk tgk dia tido...hehe...pelik eh?
Irfan cepat sgt tido...br je celik mata, pas 2 x smpai beberapa minit dah tdo...geram ak tgk.bila tgk Irfan tido, automatically, ak pun mengantuk...the power of baby's sleep...hehe
Tadi g beli lagi baju utk Irfan. Sangat la comel. Selepas memikirkan cuaca d malaysia, ak pun beli la baby's romper kat dia...harap2nya Irfan boleh muat dalam baju 2 sbb bj baby di sini byk panjang dari lebar...hehe

Irfan, tunggu mak lang balik ye? Jangan reject mak lang bila kta jumpa nanti...kalau x sedih mak lang tau.

Babies

Kim Jung Eun holding a baby in Letters From Angel photo-shoot by Cho Seihun

A baby is an angel whose wings decrease as his legs increase.
~Author Unknown~

 

 

Ten tiny little fingers that always want to play,
That never stop exploring the wonder of today.
Ten tiny little fingers that from the very start,
Will reach out for tomorrow yet always hold your heart.
~Author Unknown~

Salam...

Hi...

I'm kinda bored here so here I am, rambling and babbling my thoughts in my blog. Many of you who know me know that I love babies a lot. I go gaga when I saw babies. Hema; my bestie said that I drool over babies more than I drool at hot guys. Hehe…I think she is right. Well, it is undeniable that babies are amazing creature created by Allah on Earth. Babies are amazing in all sort of way; biologically, physically or even emotionally. They are angels on Earth. 

Personally, I think that those who hated babies must be short-circuit in any way. Who can hate babies? They are basically the purest thing on Earth. They are the beauty in all the ugliness that the world has. Those who hated them must be wrong in all sorts of way, but that is just me talking. 

I really love babies. I adore them and just like what I said earlier on, I go gaga over them. I will usually annoys those who walked with me because I will go on and on about babies that I saw along the way. Why am I fascinated by them? Well, they seemed undisturbed; like they know that the whole world got their back, that they are protected and safe in their world. They know that we won’t let anything harm them because they are important. Their features; their huge starry eyes, their small red bud of mouth, their cherubic cheek and that pudgy small fingers and legs, the smallest palm of their…they are the smallest, the loudest, the smelliest and the most adorable creature that human can have. 

I love to watch them sleep so peacefully and watching them makes me feel calm and serene. I love it a lot when they suddenly smile in their sleep; as if they saw a glimpse of heaven and that smile is so mesmerizing, I cannot take my eyes away from them. 

The smile that flickers on baby's lips when he sleeps- does anybody know where it was borne? Yes, there is a rumor that a young pale beam of a crescent moon touched the edge of a vanishing autumn cloud, and there the smile was first born . . .
-Rabindranath Tagore-

That is one of the reason I always watch them sleeping; placing my palm on their heart and feeling the small heartbeat in my hand. It makes me feel that the higher power exists in this world. Baby’s laugh and gurgle also gets me. Babies have different vocal. You know a baby’s laugh and normal people’s laughter. Their laughter makes you wanna ask them; ‘What is funny?’ and you laugh yourself silly with them. We make faces to make them laugh so that we can hear the tinkling, gurgling laughter from their tiny mouth and that huge eyes lit with happiness.

When the first baby laughed for the first time, the laugh broke into a thousand pieces and they all went skipping about, and that was the beginning of fairies. And now when every new baby is born its first laugh becomes a fairy. So there ought to be.
-James Matthew Barrie-

I also love the smell of their forehead because there is a sweet scent; a scent that people say comes from heaven. I also love the smell of their sweat because they don’t really have glands to produce body odour so their scent is different than us. They have the baby’s smell. I also love the smell of baby’s puke. Hehe…. I know. Some people find it revolting but I kinda like it. It is just the smell of milk, no harms done. Their small hands and the way they gripped your finger is so…I can’t describe the feeling that it give me. To look into their eyes and the innocent face and to know that this small creature exists in the womb; a human carrying a small life is indescribable. It is divine. 

If one feels the need of something grand, something infinite, something that makes one feel aware of God, one need not go far to find it. I think that I see something deeper, more infinite, more eternal than the ocean in the expression of the eyes of a little baby when it wakes in the morning and coos or laughs because it sees the sun shining on its cradle.
-Vincent van Gogh-

Jang Hyuk in Letters From Angel photo-shoot by Cho Seihun

No Other

Salam...
Sjak akhir2 ni banyak group Korea wat comeback. Jadi sbgai pendownload setia, byk la pulak video yang didownload. Kalau la kenal DBSK/TVXQ lagi awal, msti ak de byk live performance diaorg sbb every week akan de persembahan utk promote lagu. *sigh*

Ak dulu x de r minat sgt Super Junior sbb ramai sgt, jadi x terkenal smua org. Pas 2 bila tgk Exploration of Human Body yang sangat la kelakar dan berinformasi, ak pun terminat kumpulan ni. Tapi x de r segila dgn DBSK/TVXQ. Tapi pada masa 2 minat cam 2 je r...x de pulak nak hunt berita sal diaorg sgt atau tgk persembahan dr diaorg. Start download video diaorg adalah pada masa diaorg wat comeback dgn Bonamana. Tgk Leetuk x pakai baju. Masa 2 cam OMG! Leetuk! Segan pun de sbb Leetuk 2 comel2 orgnya, bukan jenis macho hot cam Siwon. Tapi best pun de sbb dia nampak sexy (kot?) dan dia asyik snyum non-stop; nampak r lesung pipit comel dia 2 sket. hehe...hurm...dulu pun x pernah pandang sgt Ryewook sbb dia 2 jenis cam lembut sket (dia x lembut pun...mungkin the correct term should be polite?). Tapi dgn comeback ni, dia dah jadi cam hot plak...hehe...dan sgt la suka dgn solo dia, One Fine Day.

OK. Baru2 ni SuJu launch repackage album utk Bonamana dan ak tertarik dgn satu lagu ni. Yep. Tajuk dia No Other. Lagu ni boleh wat ak senyum cam org bodoh sepanjang dgr sbb sgt la sweet lagunya. Diabetes sweet. Plak 2, smua SuJu member asyik senyum sambil nyanyi lagu ni menyebabkan ak jadi cam org angau masa dgrnya. haha. Teruk dah ni.

Super Junior - No Other MV

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 Super Junior - No Other live

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(tarian dia sgt la comel, senang dan best sbb smua senyum smbil menari)

romaji:
Neo gateun saram tto eopseo juwireul dureobwado geujeo georeohdeongeol eodiseo channi
Neo gatchi joheun saram neo gatchi joheun saram neo gatchi joheun ma eum neo gatchi joheun seonmul
Neomu dahaeng iya aesseo neorel jikyeojul geu sarami baro naraseo eodiseo channi
Na gatchi haengbokhan nom na gatchi haengbokhan nom na gatchi unneun geureon choegoro haengbokhan nom

Neoui ttatteuthan geu soni chagapge, chagapge shikeo isseul ttae
Neoui ganghaetdeon geu ma eumi nal karopge sangcheo badasseul ttae
Naega jaba julge anajulge salmyeoshi, geugeoseuro jakeun iroman dwendamyeon johgesseo
Eonjena deo maneun geol haejugo shipeun nae mam neon da mollado dwae

Gaseumi sorichyeo marhae jayuro-un nae yeonghon
Eonjena cheo-eumui imaeum euro neoreul saranghae georeo watdeon shiganboda nameun nari deo manha

Neo gateun saram tto eopseo juwireul dureobwado geujeo georeohdeongeol eodiseo channi
Neo gatchi joheun saram neo gatchi joheun saram neo gatchi joheun ma eum neo gatchi joheun seonmul
Neomu dahaeng iya aesseo neorel jikyeojul geu sarami baro naraseo eodiseo channi
Na gatchi haengbokhan nom na gatchi haengbokhan nom na gatchi unneun geureon choegoro haengbokhan nom

Naui ganan haetdeon maeumi nunbushige jeomjeom byeonhaegal ttae
Jakeun yokshimdeuri deoneun neomchiji anhge nae mamui geureut keojyeogalttae
Argo isseo geu modeun iyuneun bunmyeonghi nega isseo ju-eotdaneun geot geu, geot ttak hana ppun
Eonjena gamsahae. Naega mankeum geuri jalhal su iggenni yeah

Gaseumi sorichyeo marhae jayuro-un nae yeonghon
Eonjena cheo-eumui imaeum euro neoreul saranghae georeo watdeon shiganboda nameun nari deo manha

Neo gateun saram tto eopseo juwireul dureobwado geujeo georeohdeongeol eodiseo channi
Neo gatchi joheun saram neo gatchi joheun saram neo gatchi joheun ma eum neo gatchi joheun seonmul
Neomu dahaeng iya aesseo neorel jikyeojul geu sarami baro naraseo eodiseo channi
Na gatchi haengbokhan nom na gatchi haengbokhan nom na gatchi unneun geureon choegoro haengbokhan nom

Rap> Itjanha jogeum aju jogeum na sujupjiman neon molla sokeun taeyangboda tteugeoweo nae mam jom arajweo
TV show-e na oneun Girl deureun mudae-eseo bichi nandedo neon eonjena nunbushyeo (Naega michyeo michyeo Baby)
Saranghandan neoui mare sesangeuk da gajin nan You & I, You’re so fine neo gateun saram isseulkka
Saranghae oh, negeneun ojik neoppun iran geol babo gateun na-egeneun jeonburaneungeol arajweo

Gateun gireul georeo wasseo urin seoro dalpagago itjanha nolla-ul ppuniya goma-ul ppuniya saranghal ppuniya

Neo gateun saram tto eopseo juwireul dureobwado geujeo georeohdeongeol eodiseo channi
Neo gatchi joheun saram neo gatchi joheun saram neo gatchi joheun ma eum neo gatchi joheun seonmul
Neomu dahaeng iya aesseo neorel jikyeojul geu sarami baro naraseo eodiseo channi
Na gatchi haengbokhan nom na gatchi haengbokhan nom na gatchi unneun geureon choegoro haengbokhan nom

translate:
There’s no other like you
When I looked around they’re all just the same
Where can I find a good person like you
Where can I find a good person like you
A good heart like you
A good gift like you

What a relief that it’s me trying so hard to protect you
Where can U find a person as happy as me
a person as happy as me
A person that’s smiling like me
The happiest person

When your warm hands turn cold, when it gets cold
When a strong heart like yours get damaged badly
I’ll hold you, I’ll hug you gently
I wish that it could cheer you up
You don’t have to know my heart that’s always trying to do more for you

My heart yells and tells me, my free soul
There’s more days ahead of us than the times I loved you with feelings I had in the beginning

There’s no other like you
When I looked around they’re all just the same
Where can I find a good person like you
Where can I find a good person like you
A good heart like you
A good gift like you

What a relief that it’s me trying so hard to protect you
Where can U find a person as happy as me
a person as happy as me
A person that’s smiling like me
The happiest person

When the poor heart of mine shined bright and started changing
Preventing my small greeds from overflowing
When the dish of my heart grew bigger
I already know that the reason for all that was because you were there for me
Just that one reason
I’m always thankful, I won’t be able to do as well as you do

My heart yells and tells me, my free soul
There’s more days ahead of us than the times I loved you with feelings I had in the beginning

There’s no other like you
When I looked around they’re all just the same
Where can I find a good person like you
Where can I find a good person like you
A good heart like you
A good gift like you

What a relief that it’s me trying so hard to protect you
Where can U find a person as happy as me
a person as happy as me
A person that’s smiling like me
The happiest person

Rap) You know, I’m a little bit, just a little bit shy, but
you don’t know, my heart is hotter than the sun, know my heart more
The girls that come out on TV shows have an aura of light on stage, but
you’re always blinding (I go crazy crazy baby)
I get the whole world when you say that you love me
You & I, You’re so fine will there be any other like you
I love you Oh, To me you’re the only one
To a fool like me, please understand that you’re my all

We walked down the same road
We’re becoming more alike
I’m just surprised, I’m just thankful, I just love you

There’s no other like you
When I looked around they’re all just the same
Where can I find a good person like you
Where can I find a good person like you
A good heart like you
A good gift like you

What a relief that it’s me trying so hard to protect you
Where can U find a person as happy as me
a person as happy as me
A person that’s smiling like me
The happiest person

There’s no other like you

Eclipse Moment

Salam...Hi...
I won't be a spoiler to the most anticipated movie that my friends are currently holding their breath for. What am I talking about? Well duh... I am talking about this of course:

My Rating:

Well, that is not the real poster but WTH right? I made it so no complaining here. Zip it.

I just watched the movie around 4 hours ago. I watched it at 11 am (New Zealand time) with my friend. Pity her (although I know she enjoyed the movie) cause she is not the one that should watch the movie with me in the first place. I still can't believe that my friend bail on me @ ditched me to go to Auckland. Not that I blame her for going but still, I would really want to go with her. Anyway, what is past is past.

Talking bout the movie moment. I went out from my house around 10.15 am with my other friend and we walked there. I thought it will be a celebration; the movie I mean, but it is not. In Malaysia, we will have huge posters hung at the cinema wall and there will be lines over lines of people talking with high spirit about the movie even though it is not public holiday and I think I can even see people skipping work and school to be there on 1st day screening. There will be Jacob's and Edward's Team; battling among each other. I won't be surprised to see fans wearing the T-shirts and even have items representing the movie. The counter will be fill with items and merchandises from the movie. It will be a celebration. Unfortunately, I am in New Zealand and for 1st day screening, nothing is happening at all. It is just another day, another film. There is not even a poster at the wall. I know, it is not holiday and weekend but still, the atmosphere is kinda dead in the cinema. I guess I was expecting more. I miss Malaysian cinema with the people and the high spirit there. I miss caramel popcorn. Here, people only eat salted popcorn and honestly, it tasted like sh**. Who eat salted popcorn and think it is delicious? Well, apparently, people here do. Urgh...I once bought a huge bucket of it and regret it instantly. In the end, only Nad finished it because we do not want to throw it away. What a waste.

Anyway, the seat of the cinema is exactly like how we see it in movies. Not like Malaysia. The seat is kinda like bus seat; comfy and big. The screen is big but the advertisement before the movie starts is kinda lame and laughable. I mean, Malaysian advertisement is flashy and animated but, here, it is like slide show. What a laugh. My seat is J8 and it is just nice. It is right at the center of the cinema. Well, the movie was about to start and people started to come in but just a handful of them. The cinema is not even quarter full of people. I was kinda excited (to see Jacob) and then I smell something that makes me wanna retched. Foul smell is in the air and I know what is that smell instantly. Gosh. The person behind me is drinking alcohol and the air stenches with it. It makes me dizzy and feel like vomiting, but what can I do? I can't turn around and say 'Can you please stop drinking?' cause it is not an offense here; unless she is smoking. So I spent half of the movie breathing through my mouth cause if I breathed normally, I think I will puke. It kinda torture me but luckily, the movie kinda distracted me from thinking about it.

The movie is almost like the book (minus the kissing partS) and I am happy about it. It is not draggy or boring. It is just nice. I have a confession here. I think Kristen is Bella. There, I admit it. Okay? Well, in 1st and 2nd movie, she looked kinda like drug addict (no offense Bella Team, it is just my POV) but in this movie, she does look like Bella Bella. She looked clumsy, graceful and yeah, belle (attractive). She doesn't slur her speech anymore and that pleased me. Oh yes, why did I said partS with capital S? I think the answer is kinda obvious. They almost put kissing scene in all of the scenes. Kiss dominated the movie. It makes me think of what British film-maker said about American.

"All American need to have kissing scene in the movie. They will die without it."

Although it is laughable, but I think that it is true. I mean, Stephanie never allow them to really kiss passionately until at the end of Eclipse right? Maybe they did kiss in her mind but it never appear in the book. I remember it cause I was nearly depressed reading that they haven't kiss each other and I was saying to myself, 'Just kiss Bella already'. haha. Pervy me.

I will only quote one quote in my post about the movie.

Jacob said this to Edward in the tent before 'warming' Bella. (Remember the scene where they fled from Victoria and hid in the mountain and it was snowing and Bella was freezing and Jacob come in to hug her to sleep?). This is the scene.

Jacob:    What? You know that I am hotter than you. *grin and hug Bella*

LOL. That line makes the whole cinema laugh. Cute Jacob. hehe

Well, that's all I wanted to say. Tinie, Mak Lang and A'an and also Nabil, watch the movie please. It is worth it.

2 AM

Salam
Hi...

Baru2 ni ak byk dgr lagu Korea (sbnrnya selalu je dgr lagi Korea...hehe) dan ak suka lagu ni dari kumpulan 2AM. Tajuk dia 'A Friend's Confession' dan 'Even If I Die, I Can't Let You Go'. Skrg ni tgh layan blues...tgh jiwang2...jadi layan je la...

Enjoy.

2AM - Confession of A Friend/ A Friend's Confession

Translation lyric

It's been a long time, from the time when my heart gradually started to change,
and the time I began to feel alone
From some point whenever I saw you,
I hated the guy who was making you cry

Sometimes I wonder if it's better if instead I protect you,
From now on, rather then letting you go -
I'm beginning to want to love you

Baby, come to me now
and be my lady, for much too long
I've watched over you and stood silently,
and hid my heart's feelings of sadness
For the reason, the reason that we had to stay as friends.
I wanted to tell you many times
but I held onto my confession
But now I'll confess
I love you.

You hold my hand, and say you only have me,
and that a friend like me is a really big blessing,
Whenever you speak to me every time you press my love a little more

Sometimes I wonder if it's better if instead I protect you,
I keep hearing it but I kept ignoring it because I was scared that I might lose you
But,
Baby, come to me now
and be my lady, for much too long, I've stood silently,
and hid my heart's feelings of sadness
For the reason, the reason that we had to stay as friends.
I wanted to tell you many times
but I held onto my confession
But now I'll confess
I love you.

2AM - 'Even If I Die, I Can't Let You Go' (Never Let You Go)

Translation lyric

Intro
I can’t let you go, even if I die
I really can’t let you go
How am I suppose to let you go?
I can’t let you go

I can’t let you go, even if I die
I really can’t let you go
How am I suppose to let you go?
I can’t let you go

I can’t let you go, even if I die

I Can’t Let You Go, Even If I Die
Even though I’m young, the pain is the same
Just because I don’t know the world very well
Doesn’t mean that I don’t know pain

Why do you lie, saying it’ll be okay?
How will my heart that hurts this much
Be healed so easily?
How will I live without you?
That’s why I

Can’t let you go, even if I die
How am I suppose to let you go?
Whether you go or leave, fix my heart
If you can’t fix it so that I won’t be in pain
So that I can at least live
I wouldn’t be able to live anyway
I can’t let you go, even if I die

No matter how much you push me away
I’ll hold onto you until the end
So that you won’t be able to go anywhere

If you’re really going to leave, then lie
That we should meet again tomorrow
That we should meet as we smile
If breaking up wasn’t a joke, then I

Can’t let you go, even if I die
How am I suppose to let you go?
Whether you go or leave, fix my heart
If you can’t fix it so that I won’t be in pain
So that I can at least live
I wouldn’t be able to live anyway
I can’t let you go, even if I die

We went through so much time together
How are you telling me to live by myself now?
I can’t do that, I can’t

I can’t let you go, even if I die
I really can’t let you go
How am I suppose to let you go?
I can’t let you go
Whether you go or leave, fix my heart
If you can’t fix it so that I won’t be in pain
So that I can at least live
I wouldn’t be able to live anyway
I can’t let you go, even if I die

Outro
Even though it was tired, I couldn’t say that I was
Even though I was sad, I always smiled
Because if I say that I’m tired now, I might give up
Because if I say that I’m sad now, I might want to stop

Now I smile, I start smiling from my heart
Because I have you, who has waited for me
Because I can show you the me of today
I smile, I smile, I smile

Mungkin jugak korang patut tgk versi live sbb agak meremang bulu roma dgr...penuh perasaan...
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