Hi...
I am here, sitting on a chair and typing about the nonsensical thing that I am doing in the library.
I came to the library with hopes that I might actually kick start my assignment. haha. I know...it is too good to be true. But yes, I will do that, in a moment. hehe
Now I am downloading stuff. Although it is slow but it is free and it is all that matter now.
Okay.
I saw a man at the Close Reserve Collection, Interloans & Document Supply that totally looked like this:
I recently develop an obsession about men with great hair. (Yeah I know, it was only yesterday that I was talking bout beautiful boys but u-know...things change)
I am so close to actually take his picture. wahahahaha. but I forced myself not to do so. It is so obvious that I am staring at him. hehe
I just can't stop it. I mean, his hair is just so...touchable. haha
and he looked so unreal...
I think that he sometimes looked like this:
hahaha...
According to Ika, his name is Bo, he is taken and he is a bit odd...
But what are the odds of me liking weird people? None
I think weirdness really attract me...Not in a sense that I will try to 'jump' on that people but it is just that I like watching them...A LOT
hehe
I know that it is rude to stare but I just can't help doing so...they appeal to me a lot
Plus, it is not like I am saying anything bad about them. I am complimenting. Really. Honestly.
Okay...need to revert back to study mode.
Book hunting mode.
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
Sunday, April 18, 2010
Beautiful Boys
Hi...
I am supposed to do my assignment that is due tomorrow at 4pm but all that I have been doing since now was just staring at the blank Microsoft Word document in hope that some sorts of writing will appear. I know. It is insane. The assignment is due tomorrow and all that I have now is a blank document and now, I am doing some serious blogging. Crazy me eh? Will I need to expect a C for this assignment? I have no idea what to write. I do know what I want to say but I cannot put it in words and now, reading back the assignment question, I went completely and utterly blank. What should I do? *panicking*
Okay. I should relax and stay calm (which is what I have been doing for the past one and a half week of holidays). *gasp* OMG. I am the worst.
Note to myself: After this crazy thing that I am doing now and after the submission of the assignment. YOU NEED TO FOCUS ON YOUR STUDY!
Back to the topic of Beautiful Boys. I was watching a video clip of Gackt just now and I was like:
and then I think: 'Hey, that is something that I should say to woman, not man; but he is god damn beautiful!'
The world is unfair. Why men are more beautiful than women? I mean, we women, should have all that beautiful porcelain skin, the gorgeous eyes, the lustrous lips and that long beautiful fingers; NOT men. But the world is going nuts. Women are more masculine than men and men...well, they are becoming more feminine. Their features and everything are just totally women. Not that I am complaining because I too, love feminine men. hehe. Weird eh?
Okay. Here are some of just the most beautiful men (in my POV). I am not going to rate them in numbers as I cannot decide who is more beautiful than the other.
I know, more Western singers are just hottie and more masculine but there are still some streaks of femininity in their faces.
Yeah, Asian does have more feminine features compared to the Westerners. Now is also the trend for male to look like female (this is based on a survey by cosmetic surgery company in Japan. They conducted a survey for man to choose whose face they would like to have if they undergo a plastic surgery and surprisingly, the male chose features that are more feminine than masculine.)
I am supposed to do my assignment that is due tomorrow at 4pm but all that I have been doing since now was just staring at the blank Microsoft Word document in hope that some sorts of writing will appear. I know. It is insane. The assignment is due tomorrow and all that I have now is a blank document and now, I am doing some serious blogging. Crazy me eh? Will I need to expect a C for this assignment? I have no idea what to write. I do know what I want to say but I cannot put it in words and now, reading back the assignment question, I went completely and utterly blank. What should I do? *panicking*
Okay. I should relax and stay calm (which is what I have been doing for the past one and a half week of holidays). *gasp* OMG. I am the worst.
Note to myself: After this crazy thing that I am doing now and after the submission of the assignment. YOU NEED TO FOCUS ON YOUR STUDY!
Back to the topic of Beautiful Boys. I was watching a video clip of Gackt just now and I was like:
'OMG. What a beauty!'
and then I think: 'Hey, that is something that I should say to woman, not man; but he is god damn beautiful!'
The world is unfair. Why men are more beautiful than women? I mean, we women, should have all that beautiful porcelain skin, the gorgeous eyes, the lustrous lips and that long beautiful fingers; NOT men. But the world is going nuts. Women are more masculine than men and men...well, they are becoming more feminine. Their features and everything are just totally women. Not that I am complaining because I too, love feminine men. hehe. Weird eh?
Okay. Here are some of just the most beautiful men (in my POV). I am not going to rate them in numbers as I cannot decide who is more beautiful than the other.
Western
I know, more Western singers are just hottie and more masculine but there are still some streaks of femininity in their faces.
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John Rzeznik from Goo Goo Dolls. Look at his face. I mean, it only spells feminine. |
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This is my favourite man/boy: Jensen Ackles Look at that eyes...and that lips... |
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Next we have Bill Kaulitz from Tokio Hotel. If I didn't tell you his name and you didn't know the band, will you say that he is a she? |
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Now we have Alex Band from The Calling. Yeah, he does looked masculine. But at times, he looked more like she than he. |
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Yeah I know. Jesse McCartney now is hotter than he used to be. And he is more like a cute boy than a beautiful woman but still, streaks of femininity... |
Asian
Yeah, Asian does have more feminine features compared to the Westerners. Now is also the trend for male to look like female (this is based on a survey by cosmetic surgery company in Japan. They conducted a survey for man to choose whose face they would like to have if they undergo a plastic surgery and surprisingly, the male chose features that are more feminine than masculine.)
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The guy that lead me to write this blog. Gackt from Gackt&Hyde. He is the devilishly handsome creature that ever walk on the planet. The picture says it all |
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Who didn't know HeeSica? This is Heechul from Super Junior. Beautiful? Check. Feminine? Check. |
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The beautiful-handsome-but-still-masculine-man: Lee Junki. The god in Korea. Should I say anything more? |
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Kangin from Super Junior is more handsome than beautiful. But there are pictures of him that just scream Cute-Beautiful-Boy and this is one of them. |
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Now we have Kibum (still from Super Junior). He is the cute type but damn, at certain time, he is simply stunning. |
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Kim Hyun Joong fro SS501. Radiant and gorgeous. |
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Shirota Yuu from Japan. hehe. He is an actor with a lustrous lips and just looked so...girlish. (in a very good way) |
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And finally, the epitome of beauty. Jaejoong from DBSK/TVXQ. Who won't go *doki*doki* when you are looking at that face? |
Saturday, April 17, 2010
Welcome to Boredom / Stressful Land
Hi...
I am seriously bored. I have assignment that is due TOMORROW! but I can't seemed to put my head in the game. I am seriously not focused.
Wake up Farah! *slap myself*
Okay. Due to stressful boredom or boredom that will make me stressed, I decided to copy this from A'an's page. Enjoy (says I to me)
Rules: It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own blog, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag twenty people including the person who tagged you. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real.. nothing made up! IF the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.
What is your name : Farahin
A four Letter Word : foul
A boy's Name : Fahmi
A girl's Name : Faerin (meaning: tall)
An occupation : Farmer
A color : Fushia
Something you'll wear : Fleece Jacket
A type of food : Fillet Fish
Something found in the bathroom : urmmm...Fish?
A place : France
A reason for being late : fall from the stairs on the way to the class and got injured
Something you'd shout : F**k!!
A movie title : Final Destination
Something you drink : Float
A musical group : Fall Out Boys
An animal : Fox
A type of car : Ferrari
A type of fruit : French Bean
The title of a song : Forever Love by TVXQ
A four Letter Word : foul
A boy's Name : Fahmi
A girl's Name : Faerin (meaning: tall)
An occupation : Farmer
A color : Fushia
Something you'll wear : Fleece Jacket
A type of food : Fillet Fish
Something found in the bathroom : urmmm...Fish?
A place : France
A reason for being late : fall from the stairs on the way to the class and got injured
Something you'd shout : F**k!!
A movie title : Final Destination
Something you drink : Float
A musical group : Fall Out Boys
An animal : Fox
A type of car : Ferrari
A type of fruit : French Bean
The title of a song : Forever Love by TVXQ
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
Jurnal Rotorua Part 2
Okay...semalam dah membebel sal hari pertama dan kedua Jaulah Autumn 2010. Hari ni ak kembali dgn jurnal part 2 utk Roturoa.
Tarikh: 11 April 2010; 3rd Day Jaulah
Destinasi: Orake Korako dan Lake Taupo
Aktiviti: melihat permandangan alam
Orake Korako
Tmpat ni mmg subhanallah cantik. Cantik mcm lukisan. Malangnya kamera ak x dapat ak tangkap apa yang mata ak lihat. Dah kamera murah n bukan photographer pro kan? hehe...D sini kami berjalan dalam cuaca panas sepanas Langkawi untuk meihat aktiviti gunung berapi di sini. Ada mud pool, glasier dan mcm2 lagi...mmg best. Cantik sgt.
Ada kejadian lawak yang berlaku di sini... D tmpat 2 ada seekor anjing yang sngt playful. Yang lawaknya, sbb smua x mau samak jadi masing2 asyik melarikan diri dari anjing 2 smpai mat salleh smua pelik. Anjing 2 sgt la suka bermain dan comel serta aktif sgt. Jadi mcm kesian jugak x de sesiapa nak main dgn dia. Yg lwknya, masa smua org kata "Jgn lari. Jgn lari nanti dia kejar" org 2 jugak berlari masa berckp benda 2. haha. Anjing 2 pulak ingatkan ktaorg nak main2 dgn dia masa ktaorg tgh lari, jadi dia pun main kejar2. haha...lwak2.
Ni adalah air terjun yang ak x ingat namanya. Kwsn ni mmg cantik. Sejibik macam dalam gambar. Sangat2 la menarik...
Lake Taupo
Ktaorg pergi sini utk tgk sunset. Mmg sgt menarik dan matahari terbenam dgn sgt cepat. Waktu smpai 2 ktaorg bagi roti kat itik2 yang byk berenang d situ. Best gak.
Tarikh: 12 April 2010; Final day Jaulah
Destinasi: Lava Glass, empangan & Wellington
Aktiviti: Melihat pembuatan kaca, empangan dan pulang ke Welli.
Aah~ Anjing ni...kesian sgt. Dia sgt la comel. Dia nak main2 dgn ktaorg jadi bila dia dah dkt dgn ktaorg dia duduk dan asyik mengensot ke arah ktaorg. Tp 2 r...sbb x mo samak kan? Jadi ktaorg g panggil tuan dia n dia kena marah. Dia sedih gle bila kena marah n nampak dia takutkan tuannya. Mmg sedih bila tgk dia kena marah. Suara dia pun mendayu2 je bila dia menyalak kat tuan dia...Dia pun makhluk Allah jugak kan? Sayangnya x boleh disentuh.
Ini adalah mad-shopping-dash d Woolsworth. Masa 2 ktaorg dah bising2 nak makan junk food sbb dalam keta dah x de benda nak dikunyah. Bygkanlah, dekat 20 org pelajar dtg beratur d kaunter bayaran dgn junk food yg penuh d tgn. Lwk tol.
Ni adalah permandangan d empangan. Tmpt ni sje je pergi. Nasib baik ktaorg smpat park keta sbb dlm 2 min after that, pintu empangan dibuka. Masa 2 la cantik amek gambo. Air dia jernih gle, mcm d air terjun. Cantik sgt.
Hurm...tamatlah sudah Jurnal Roturoa. harap leh wat bungee lagi. (dan x muntah) =D
Tarikh: 11 April 2010; 3rd Day Jaulah
Destinasi: Orake Korako dan Lake Taupo
Aktiviti: melihat permandangan alam
Orake Korako
Tmpat ni mmg subhanallah cantik. Cantik mcm lukisan. Malangnya kamera ak x dapat ak tangkap apa yang mata ak lihat. Dah kamera murah n bukan photographer pro kan? hehe...D sini kami berjalan dalam cuaca panas sepanas Langkawi untuk meihat aktiviti gunung berapi di sini. Ada mud pool, glasier dan mcm2 lagi...mmg best. Cantik sgt.
Ada kejadian lawak yang berlaku di sini... D tmpat 2 ada seekor anjing yang sngt playful. Yang lawaknya, sbb smua x mau samak jadi masing2 asyik melarikan diri dari anjing 2 smpai mat salleh smua pelik. Anjing 2 sgt la suka bermain dan comel serta aktif sgt. Jadi mcm kesian jugak x de sesiapa nak main dgn dia. Yg lwknya, masa smua org kata "Jgn lari. Jgn lari nanti dia kejar" org 2 jugak berlari masa berckp benda 2. haha. Anjing 2 pulak ingatkan ktaorg nak main2 dgn dia masa ktaorg tgh lari, jadi dia pun main kejar2. haha...lwak2.
Ni adalah air terjun yang ak x ingat namanya. Kwsn ni mmg cantik. Sejibik macam dalam gambar. Sangat2 la menarik...
Lake Taupo
Ktaorg pergi sini utk tgk sunset. Mmg sgt menarik dan matahari terbenam dgn sgt cepat. Waktu smpai 2 ktaorg bagi roti kat itik2 yang byk berenang d situ. Best gak.
Tarikh: 12 April 2010; Final day Jaulah
Destinasi: Lava Glass, empangan & Wellington
Aktiviti: Melihat pembuatan kaca, empangan dan pulang ke Welli.
Aah~ Anjing ni...kesian sgt. Dia sgt la comel. Dia nak main2 dgn ktaorg jadi bila dia dah dkt dgn ktaorg dia duduk dan asyik mengensot ke arah ktaorg. Tp 2 r...sbb x mo samak kan? Jadi ktaorg g panggil tuan dia n dia kena marah. Dia sedih gle bila kena marah n nampak dia takutkan tuannya. Mmg sedih bila tgk dia kena marah. Suara dia pun mendayu2 je bila dia menyalak kat tuan dia...Dia pun makhluk Allah jugak kan? Sayangnya x boleh disentuh.
Ini adalah mad-shopping-dash d Woolsworth. Masa 2 ktaorg dah bising2 nak makan junk food sbb dalam keta dah x de benda nak dikunyah. Bygkanlah, dekat 20 org pelajar dtg beratur d kaunter bayaran dgn junk food yg penuh d tgn. Lwk tol.
Ni adalah permandangan d empangan. Tmpt ni sje je pergi. Nasib baik ktaorg smpat park keta sbb dlm 2 min after that, pintu empangan dibuka. Masa 2 la cantik amek gambo. Air dia jernih gle, mcm d air terjun. Cantik sgt.
Hurm...tamatlah sudah Jurnal Roturoa. harap leh wat bungee lagi. (dan x muntah) =D
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
Jurnal Roturoa 1
Jaulah Autumn 2010 bermula pada hari Jumaat (9 April 2010) hinggalah Isnin (12 April 2010). Destinasi? Roturoa dan kawasan yang sekitar dengannya. Konvoi 2 kereta dan 2 Estima berjaya smpai d destinasi pertama yang x ingat namanya sekitar pukul 8 mlm. Penat mmg x terkata sbb jadi co-driver yang langsung x boleh tido. Tp sblum smpai destinasi, ktaorg singgah sebentar d Lindale untuk makan ice-cream. Mmg best.
Tarikh: 9 April 2010; 1st day Jaulah
Destinasi: Lindale & Palmerston North
Aktiviti: makan ice-cream dan melihat wind turbine
Tarikh: 10 April 2010; 2nd day Jaulah
Tempat: Skyline Skyride, Agrodome
Aktiviti: Gondola ride, Sky Swing, Luge, Swoop, Bungee Jumping
Bila smpai d accommodation pertama, malam 2 mmg sjuk nak mati. Nasib baik dpt sleeping bag. Kalau x...huhu...Nak tau betapa sejuknya hari 2 dan paginya? Tgk gambar d bwh (x tpu tau...2 mmg kabus n bila bercakap mmg kuar haba dr mulut)
D Skyline, smua org nak buat sky swing...nampak cam ok r...cam solero shot je. Tp bila naik masyaAllah...gerunnya. At least solero shot cuma naik ke atas dan bwh, sky swing mmg swing. Cam nak terkeluar jantung. Sky Swing 2 macam satu ride yang kta akan diangkat 50 metres dari tanah dan akan dilepas pada kelajuan 120kph. Dh r ktaorg (Nad, Nurul n Me) org 1st merasmi sky swing (dr kalangan dak2 Jaulah) dan ktaorg mmg clueless. Org yg jaga sky swing 2 suruh Nurul tarik tali dan ktaorg x tau tali 2 utk pe. Jd ktaorg blur gle. Jd bayangkanlah bila ktaorg tarik tali 2. Dah r unexpected yang tali 2 akan melepaskan swing 2. Masa 2 terkejut sgt jadi smua menjerit macam org gle. Kuat gle ktaorg jerit sbb terkejut. haha...Mat2 saleh kat bwh smua ketawa...Pas 2 bila dah overcome rasa terkejut 2, ktaorg ketawa cam org gle plak. haha. Rasa cam bodo gak jerit cam 2. Jadi spjg ride 2 ktaorg ketawa je (pas dah abes jerit r) n then tgk video yg dirakam utk ride 2. Klakar abes r...
Credit goes to: Adnin (photographer) & Nad (empunya kamera) |
Pas 2 g ktaorg g men Luge. Luge ni cam kereta roda 3 yang akan x de engine. Dia cuma menggelonsor dari atas hingga bwh bukit. Best gak r. Ada 3 level; intermediate, scenic dan advanced. Ktaorg amek 2 rides; scenic dan advanced. Scenic 2 smpat r amek gambo sbb smpat berhenti tp advanced cpt sgt sbb bukit dia sangat cerun. Jd x de la gambo.
Nurul n Me d Scenic lane |
Lepas 2 bertolak ke Agrodome untuk main bungee jumping dan Swoop. Swoop ni mcm bungee jumping. Tp kta akan diletak dalam satu kantung mcm sleeping bag dan diangkat ke udara setinggi 40 meter dan akan dilepaskan dgn kelajuan hingga 130 kph sepjg 100 meter di udara. Kata org, swoop lagi menakutkan dari bungee tp pada ak bungee dan sky swing lagi takot...Sekurang2nya org yg main swoop ada sebelah2 dan leh saling memeluk satu sama lain.
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Ni gambo dr pamphlet. |
Bungee Jumping? Hurm...tingginya cuma 43 meter dan nampak cam senang. Tp bila dah nak naik 2...perasaannya, Allah saja yang tahu. Bila nak disruh melompat, mmg la minda kata boleh tapi hati...gerun gle. Tp subhanallah, cantiknya permandangan dari atas...x tergambar dek kata2. Mula2nya mmg la nak jerit tp bila dah melompat, mulut automatik tertutup dan terkunci rapat. X de suara langsung. Haha. Diam je spanjang2 ada d udara. Bila turun, kaki dah macam jelly. X rasa langsung. Pas 2 pening datang. Mmg pening sgt. Pas 2 pe g...muka jumpa la toilet bowl and abes la smua bekpas (pasta) n lunch (bubur nasi) 2...hahaha. Pening tahap karma dan pening 2 berlanjutan smpai la dah balik accommodation...huhu
Credit goes to: Nurul Nadia Mansor |
Sunday, April 4, 2010
Emotion[al]
Hi...
Well, emotion[al]...why did I write emotion[al]?
Emotion is good but emotional is not that good...
Especially when you started making 'that' face and said something that you know everyone hates.
But sometimes you just can't help it.
You blurted it all out and makes that seriously-asking-for-a-slap face unconsciously (or consciously but you just can't help doing it)
You know that you annoy the hell out of people but hey, you are not a saint; and neither did s/he...
Everyone slips every now and then
All you can do is forgive because you know that it is just a small matter
That is, until you wanted to make it personal and then it gets bigger and uglier and suddenly it hurts more than it is...
Sometimes you just need to take a chill pill and that goes the same for both side; the doer and the watcher.
People did not intend to say things that hurt other people's feelings...I mean, we are all good in the inside; even Simon Cowel is good even though he always look and act mean.
What I want to say is that relax, breathe deep and everything will look much better...
Don't be too EMOTIONAL.
Well, emotion[al]...why did I write emotion[al]?
Emotion is good but emotional is not that good...
Especially when you started making 'that' face and said something that you know everyone hates.
But sometimes you just can't help it.
You blurted it all out and makes that seriously-asking-for-a-slap face unconsciously (or consciously but you just can't help doing it)
You know that you annoy the hell out of people but hey, you are not a saint; and neither did s/he...
Everyone slips every now and then
All you can do is forgive because you know that it is just a small matter
That is, until you wanted to make it personal and then it gets bigger and uglier and suddenly it hurts more than it is...
Sometimes you just need to take a chill pill and that goes the same for both side; the doer and the watcher.
People did not intend to say things that hurt other people's feelings...I mean, we are all good in the inside; even Simon Cowel is good even though he always look and act mean.
What I want to say is that relax, breathe deep and everything will look much better...
Don't be too EMOTIONAL.
Thursday, April 1, 2010
Lover of the Month~
Gamaliel Tapiheru - Turn It Off cover from Paramore
Omg~
Suara mamat ni mmg aish~
Dah r ak ni ada soft spot utk orang yang kening lebat and berlesung pipit...
aish~
mengacau jiwa betul...
haha
Suara best r...
Thursday, March 25, 2010
Need to get this out from my chest....
Hi...
today, although the weather is great, but my heart, mind and soul is not.
If the sky today is as blue as the baby's sky...my heart is not...
I think I am in depression mode...
I might be smiling and laughing and jabbering and talking like always but deep inside, there is a turbulence going on.
That feeling is not good.
It is like a black hole, sucking everything inside.
I want to go back
I want to go to USM, study my literature, be with A'an and all USMers rather than being stuck here and feeling alone in a huge crowd.
I want to be able to go back home anytime without needing to worry about anything.
I want to be spazzing with latest news and gossip around freely
I do not want to meet and be familiar with strangers that did not understand and need time to really know me as who I am
I do not want the unfamiliarity and the uneasiness that accompanies the new surrounding
I want to be ME without needing to explain to people that I do not mean anything bad with the way I am talking
Yes, I am harsh with words
but do know that I did that unconciously
Yes, I do tend to forget the fact that we didn't know each other that well
and I know that it takes time for you to fully understand me and me to understand you
but hell
That new feeling of wanting to know people
that feeling of really wanting to meet new people...
I do not want to go through that again
to establish good image, to be likable and always have to be on your toes is tiring
it is boring
I want people that know me for who I am
I need my besties in Malaysia
take me home, bound me there as this is a suffering that I do not want to endure...
I miss you Malaysia
I miss you USMers
I miss you, my family...
Gosh~
The tears is starting to form...
I guess I better stop now...
or else there will be rain on this fine, clear weather...
today, although the weather is great, but my heart, mind and soul is not.
If the sky today is as blue as the baby's sky...my heart is not...
I think I am in depression mode...
I might be smiling and laughing and jabbering and talking like always but deep inside, there is a turbulence going on.
That feeling is not good.
It is like a black hole, sucking everything inside.
I want to go back
I want to go to USM, study my literature, be with A'an and all USMers rather than being stuck here and feeling alone in a huge crowd.
I want to be able to go back home anytime without needing to worry about anything.
I want to be spazzing with latest news and gossip around freely
I do not want to meet and be familiar with strangers that did not understand and need time to really know me as who I am
I do not want the unfamiliarity and the uneasiness that accompanies the new surrounding
I want to be ME without needing to explain to people that I do not mean anything bad with the way I am talking
Yes, I am harsh with words
but do know that I did that unconciously
Yes, I do tend to forget the fact that we didn't know each other that well
and I know that it takes time for you to fully understand me and me to understand you
but hell
That new feeling of wanting to know people
that feeling of really wanting to meet new people...
I do not want to go through that again
to establish good image, to be likable and always have to be on your toes is tiring
it is boring
I want people that know me for who I am
I need my besties in Malaysia
take me home, bound me there as this is a suffering that I do not want to endure...
I miss you Malaysia
I miss you USMers
I miss you, my family...
Gosh~
The tears is starting to form...
I guess I better stop now...
or else there will be rain on this fine, clear weather...
Monday, March 22, 2010
Risau
Salam...
Hi, saya risau.
Itulah topik blog kali ini.
Duit memang selalu buat orang pening kepala. Itulah situasi aku sekarang.
Masalah ini amat memeningkan kepala otak dan meyerabutkan situasi aku yang kini berada di negara orang (macam ayat karangan yang amat skema)
Kalau ada di negara sendiri, boleh lah lari balik dan buat muka kesian kat mak.
Tapi kali ni situasi ini berlaku bila aku berada sekurang2nya 12jam penerbangan dari rumah.
Pening...pening
Takkan la nak minta duit kat mak n abah kan?
Dah r salah sendiri, pas 2 beza duit lak alahai...pening
Takkan la nak jadi anak yang x abes2 menyusahkan mak bapak...
Risau...risau
Tu la...ak risau bila dapat duit yang selambak ni sblm fly ari 2
Dah namanya pun manusia kan?
Msti lupa diri dan hilang ingatan tgk duit yang byk g2
Dah r 2...negara ni pulak guna sistem macam debit card...
Pe g...asyik swipe card smpai x sedar duit 2 mcm dah jadi paip bocor...
Dan ak ada lagi 5 bulan untuk dpt duit yang seterusnya...
Mslhnya, duit sekarang...(sigh)
Tak tau nak buat macam mana dah...
Nak kerja, tp workload reading macam siot...
Byk gle nak kena baca...
Asgmnt n test lagi...
Tp pas Easter break ni keja r kot...
Insyaallah...kena kerja gak...
Nak beli tikey balik g...
Aish~
Macam mana ni...
Yes money is not everything but EVERYTHING is MONEY!!!
Hi, saya risau.
Itulah topik blog kali ini.
Duit memang selalu buat orang pening kepala. Itulah situasi aku sekarang.
Masalah ini amat memeningkan kepala otak dan meyerabutkan situasi aku yang kini berada di negara orang (macam ayat karangan yang amat skema)
Kalau ada di negara sendiri, boleh lah lari balik dan buat muka kesian kat mak.
Tapi kali ni situasi ini berlaku bila aku berada sekurang2nya 12jam penerbangan dari rumah.
Pening...pening
Takkan la nak minta duit kat mak n abah kan?
Dah r salah sendiri, pas 2 beza duit lak alahai...pening
Takkan la nak jadi anak yang x abes2 menyusahkan mak bapak...
Risau...risau
Tu la...ak risau bila dapat duit yang selambak ni sblm fly ari 2
Dah namanya pun manusia kan?
Msti lupa diri dan hilang ingatan tgk duit yang byk g2
Dah r 2...negara ni pulak guna sistem macam debit card...
Pe g...asyik swipe card smpai x sedar duit 2 mcm dah jadi paip bocor...
Dan ak ada lagi 5 bulan untuk dpt duit yang seterusnya...
Mslhnya, duit sekarang...(sigh)
Tak tau nak buat macam mana dah...
Nak kerja, tp workload reading macam siot...
Byk gle nak kena baca...
Asgmnt n test lagi...
Tp pas Easter break ni keja r kot...
Insyaallah...kena kerja gak...
Nak beli tikey balik g...
Aish~
Macam mana ni...
Yes money is not everything but EVERYTHING is MONEY!!!
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
Sejuk!
Salam...
hi
lama lak x update blog...
sekarang saya ingin mengomel ttg cuaca sekarang
Ya Allah...
sjuknyer d sini smpai betul rasa nak nanges...
sejuk x boleh tahan...
nasib baik x de salji
kalau x mati la...
cuaca sini mataharinya terang tapi terang sangat sampai silau
tp bila angin d Wellington bertiup, rasa macam ada dalam peti ais...
Kalau hujan pula, rasa macam berbaldi2 ais disiram atas kepala
Tp itu la...
manusia ni x pernah puas...
kalau sjuk mengadu, panas pun begitu
x bersyukur langsung
huhu
kesimpulannya, saya tetap sejuk...
aargh~
nak balik Malaysia...
huhu
hi
lama lak x update blog...
sekarang saya ingin mengomel ttg cuaca sekarang
Ya Allah...
sjuknyer d sini smpai betul rasa nak nanges...
sejuk x boleh tahan...
nasib baik x de salji
kalau x mati la...
cuaca sini mataharinya terang tapi terang sangat sampai silau
tp bila angin d Wellington bertiup, rasa macam ada dalam peti ais...
Kalau hujan pula, rasa macam berbaldi2 ais disiram atas kepala
Tp itu la...
manusia ni x pernah puas...
kalau sjuk mengadu, panas pun begitu
x bersyukur langsung
huhu
kesimpulannya, saya tetap sejuk...
aargh~
nak balik Malaysia...
huhu
Tuesday, March 9, 2010
Me in Wonderland
haha...
tajuk gle cliche...
t x kisah...
ak dah lama balik dr tgk Alice in Wonderland...
gle gedik n meronta2 nak tgk sbb ada Johnny Depp
pergh~
wpun byk review kata filem ni x best tp pape jek yg melibatkan Johnny Depp, Helena Bonham Carter and of coz the genius Tim Burton (or should I say the Gothic Tim Burton?)
pape je la
yang penting ni review ak utk filem 2
okay. ak ada harapan yang tinggi pada filem ini...
mungkin sbb dah biasa tgk cerita Tim Burton dan kerjasama yang mengkagumkan antara dia dan Johnny Depp.
jadi harapan pada filem amatlah tinggi menggunung
dari hari pertama dengar yang filem ini akan dibuat, kepada pengumuman barisan pelakon yang hebat seperti Helena, Johnny dan Anne Hathaway serta pelakon baru itu, ak amat teruja dengan filem ini.
Bila sampai d New Zealand, ingatkan agak makan hati sbb org kata filem lambat smpai d sini.
tp tengahari tadi, dah g tgk filem ni.
dsbbkan sgt minat (filem dan pelakon) jadi komen ak akan berat sebelah.
asyik nampak yg cantik ja dulu
perasaaan:sangat teruja
rating: berjuta2 bintang d langit pun x dapat nak lwn filem ini =)
komen:
mungkin dsbbkan Disney merupakan penerbit filem, jadi filem ini agak biasa utk taraf Tim Burton. Ak mengharapkan lebih byk watak dan perasaan dari pelakon2 ni sbb mereka sgt hebat. Watak mereka dalam filem ini hebat, namun, perasaan mahukan yang lebih agak menyebabkan perasaan bosan itu agak timbul dalam hati. Namun begitu, syabas dan tahniah diucapkan kepada filem ini kerana jalan ceritanya yang menarik dan ak ingin tgk cerita ini dalam 3D. Tapi kesimpulannya, ak SUKA SGT filem ini!!
tajuk gle cliche...
t x kisah...
ak dah lama balik dr tgk Alice in Wonderland...
gle gedik n meronta2 nak tgk sbb ada Johnny Depp
pergh~
wpun byk review kata filem ni x best tp pape jek yg melibatkan Johnny Depp, Helena Bonham Carter and of coz the genius Tim Burton (or should I say the Gothic Tim Burton?)
pape je la
yang penting ni review ak utk filem 2
Alice in Wonderland (2010) by Tim Burton
okay. ak ada harapan yang tinggi pada filem ini...
mungkin sbb dah biasa tgk cerita Tim Burton dan kerjasama yang mengkagumkan antara dia dan Johnny Depp.
jadi harapan pada filem amatlah tinggi menggunung
dari hari pertama dengar yang filem ini akan dibuat, kepada pengumuman barisan pelakon yang hebat seperti Helena, Johnny dan Anne Hathaway serta pelakon baru itu, ak amat teruja dengan filem ini.
Bila sampai d New Zealand, ingatkan agak makan hati sbb org kata filem lambat smpai d sini.
tp tengahari tadi, dah g tgk filem ni.
dsbbkan sgt minat (filem dan pelakon) jadi komen ak akan berat sebelah.
asyik nampak yg cantik ja dulu
perasaaan:sangat teruja
rating: berjuta2 bintang d langit pun x dapat nak lwn filem ini =)
komen:
mungkin dsbbkan Disney merupakan penerbit filem, jadi filem ini agak biasa utk taraf Tim Burton. Ak mengharapkan lebih byk watak dan perasaan dari pelakon2 ni sbb mereka sgt hebat. Watak mereka dalam filem ini hebat, namun, perasaan mahukan yang lebih agak menyebabkan perasaan bosan itu agak timbul dalam hati. Namun begitu, syabas dan tahniah diucapkan kepada filem ini kerana jalan ceritanya yang menarik dan ak ingin tgk cerita ini dalam 3D. Tapi kesimpulannya, ak SUKA SGT filem ini!!
Saturday, March 6, 2010
Jatuh Tergolek Dalam Hidup
Salam...hi
Hari ni ada usrah/main2
macam mana usrah boleh main2?
hurm...
d sini usrah dia sempoi sket
ak rasa r kot
sbb ni usrah pertama
hurm...
ktaorg g harbor and main2 d sana
main in-line skating
saya idak le pandai main roller blade
dah tinggal lama gle
last main masa kecik2 dulu
jd bila nak main balik, rasa kekok r
dah lama main seronok r pulak
tp harbor ramai gle org
dragon boat race x abes g (sbb amaran tsunami minggu lepas dikeluarkan, jadi perlumbaan batal-mungkin sbb 2 hari ni ada perlumbaan 2)
berbalik kepada main skate
best r jugak
seriau pun de
bagi yg x tau maksud seriau 2, kalau pada ak, maksudnya ialah risau\
tp x tau la bagi org len...
n ak masih lagi phobia dgn nak brek roller blade 2
x berani nak angkat kaki
biasa la...masa main, ak jatun cam nangka 2 3 kali
bukan jatuh atas bontot r, ak tampan (org Kedah nyer perkataan yg maksudnya tahan dan bukannya tampan=kacak) dgn tangan...
resultnya, skrg ni urat ak cam lari sket
effect dia dirasai di leher dan bukan kaki
aish~
tp best
wpun jatuh depan org ramai, tp org2 Kiwi ni buat derk je...
x de yg ketawa, dak2 kecik je yang gelakkan ktaorg
tp x pe la
ak x kisah
2 yg pelik 2
x malu langsung
bila jatuh, bangun n cuba lagi
okay
ni gambo roller blade (sila click utk tgk gambo) yg ktaorg men
Hari ni ada usrah/main2
macam mana usrah boleh main2?
hurm...
d sini usrah dia sempoi sket
ak rasa r kot
sbb ni usrah pertama
hurm...
ktaorg g harbor and main2 d sana
main in-line skating
saya idak le pandai main roller blade
dah tinggal lama gle
last main masa kecik2 dulu
jd bila nak main balik, rasa kekok r
dah lama main seronok r pulak
tp harbor ramai gle org
dragon boat race x abes g (sbb amaran tsunami minggu lepas dikeluarkan, jadi perlumbaan batal-mungkin sbb 2 hari ni ada perlumbaan 2)
berbalik kepada main skate
best r jugak
seriau pun de
bagi yg x tau maksud seriau 2, kalau pada ak, maksudnya ialah risau\
tp x tau la bagi org len...
n ak masih lagi phobia dgn nak brek roller blade 2
x berani nak angkat kaki
biasa la...masa main, ak jatun cam nangka 2 3 kali
bukan jatuh atas bontot r, ak tampan (org Kedah nyer perkataan yg maksudnya tahan dan bukannya tampan=kacak) dgn tangan...
resultnya, skrg ni urat ak cam lari sket
effect dia dirasai di leher dan bukan kaki
aish~
tp best
wpun jatuh depan org ramai, tp org2 Kiwi ni buat derk je...
x de yg ketawa, dak2 kecik je yang gelakkan ktaorg
tp x pe la
ak x kisah
2 yg pelik 2
x malu langsung
bila jatuh, bangun n cuba lagi
okay
ni gambo roller blade (sila click utk tgk gambo) yg ktaorg men
Monday, March 1, 2010
when what hugs stopping earth than silent is
tetiba td came across poem ni...
dan saya amat suka...
enjoy...
and without was if minus and shall be
dan saya amat suka...
enjoy...
When what hugs stopping earth than silent is
by E.E.Cummings
when what hugs stopping earth than silent is
more silent than more than much more is or
total sun oceaning than any this
tear jumping from each other least eye of star
and without was if minus and shall be
immeasurable happenless unnow
shuts more than open could every tree
or than all life more death begins to grow
end's ending than these dolls of joy and grief
these recent memories of future dream
these perhaps who have lost their shadow if
which did not do the spectres mime
until out of merely nothing comes
only one snowflake (and as we speak our names)
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
At Ends Wit
Salam
Hi...
Lama x tulis
sejak dua menjak ni cam mls nak update
dah r internet de limit
tension idop tol
ak dah r kaki youtube
parah2
aish
tadi g sekolah St Patrick all boys Catholic school
budak2 dia baik
sangat peramah, berbudi bahasa dan hormat cikgu
wpun dia sangatlah nak tahu siapa kita
tp dia x pernah tunjuk n tnya dengan kasar
aish
baya2 adik ak ja
tp tingginya...mak ai.
sungguh x leh blah
sangat tinggi
bayangkan umo 13 tahun tinggi dalam 170cm?
aish
gle tinggi'
bukan at my ends wit dgn sekolah n Welli n all
ak geram tol r dengan perangai sesetengah manusia ni
ish
geram sgt
perasaan ak skrg
sbb tgh hot
mcm ni r
sangat la sakit ati
ish manusia ni
ko ngaku ko member ak
pas 2 bila ko dah pergi town
ko wat2 cam x kenal n x nak layan ak eh?
ko ingat ak ni pe?
aish
ak x desperate sgt r smpai skrg gila kan ko
2 zaman2 kanak2 dulu
waktu hingus pun x kering g
ko ingat ak ni cam dulu g ke?
come on man
grow up
have a life
live a life
gosh
siyesly tension
kenapa ak tension?
sbb perangai meber gini r yg menyebabkan ak malas gle nak approve member d fb
kalau korang setakat nak tmbah kenalan dalam fb
ko jgn nak menambah ak
kompem ak malas nak add
kalau ak baik ati jek ak add
kalau dah add , n klau ko yg add ak
wat r cam jumpa member
kalau x, xyah add r weyh
menyemak jek status update korang kat newsfeed page 2
okay
memang tgh menggelegak
panas2
mlm ni Wellington panas...
panas dalam
manusia oh manusia
Hi...
Lama x tulis
sejak dua menjak ni cam mls nak update
dah r internet de limit
tension idop tol
ak dah r kaki youtube
parah2
aish
tadi g sekolah St Patrick all boys Catholic school
budak2 dia baik
sangat peramah, berbudi bahasa dan hormat cikgu
wpun dia sangatlah nak tahu siapa kita
tp dia x pernah tunjuk n tnya dengan kasar
aish
baya2 adik ak ja
tp tingginya...mak ai.
sungguh x leh blah
sangat tinggi
bayangkan umo 13 tahun tinggi dalam 170cm?
aish
gle tinggi'
Amaran: Sila BERHENTI membaca sekiranya anda tidak mahu membaca blog yang EMO.
Segala yang ditulis adalah mengikut perkembangan semasa.
okaybukan at my ends wit dgn sekolah n Welli n all
ak geram tol r dengan perangai sesetengah manusia ni
ish
geram sgt
perasaan ak skrg
sbb tgh hot
mcm ni r
sangat la sakit ati
ish manusia ni
ko ngaku ko member ak
pas 2 bila ko dah pergi town
ko wat2 cam x kenal n x nak layan ak eh?
ko ingat ak ni pe?
aish
ak x desperate sgt r smpai skrg gila kan ko
2 zaman2 kanak2 dulu
waktu hingus pun x kering g
ko ingat ak ni cam dulu g ke?
come on man
grow up
have a life
live a life
gosh
siyesly tension
kenapa ak tension?
sbb perangai meber gini r yg menyebabkan ak malas gle nak approve member d fb
kalau korang setakat nak tmbah kenalan dalam fb
ko jgn nak menambah ak
kompem ak malas nak add
kalau ak baik ati jek ak add
kalau dah add , n klau ko yg add ak
wat r cam jumpa member
kalau x, xyah add r weyh
menyemak jek status update korang kat newsfeed page 2
okay
memang tgh menggelegak
panas2
mlm ni Wellington panas...
panas dalam
manusia oh manusia
Friday, February 19, 2010
Almost a week now
Hi
salam
dah dekat seminggu dah d sini
cuaca aish~
xleh tahan g
sejuk
malam lagi la
x abes g teroka Wellington
mesin basuh rosak
aish~
selalunya ak suka mengambil gambar
kali ni entahla
x ada nafsu nak bergambar
haha
tgk la t camne
asgmnt x siap g neyh
tata
salam
dah dekat seminggu dah d sini
cuaca aish~
xleh tahan g
sejuk
malam lagi la
x abes g teroka Wellington
mesin basuh rosak
aish~
selalunya ak suka mengambil gambar
kali ni entahla
x ada nafsu nak bergambar
haha
tgk la t camne
asgmnt x siap g neyh
tata
Monday, February 8, 2010
Dah nak pergi...
Pejam celik pejam celik
dah tiba hari nak pergi
esok la ak bertolak ke KL
tp xkn gle nak menulis esok kot masa semua org tgh busy nak gerak
mau kena cincang dgn ayah ak t.
haha
Lappy ak ni merajuk jugak dgn ak
mentang2 la ak ckp kata ak nak beli lappy baru
teros dia merajuk
byk le lak apps yg x leh guna
'Jgn merajuk sekarang lappy. Tunggu smpai mama beli lappy baru dulu k?' cakap dgn lappy
aish~
sayang ak ngan lappy ni
mana x nyer, det sendiri kot
wpun trial lappy jek yg telah menjadi ejekan member2 ak
tp det sendiri k?
x mintak2 kat org len soh belikan
asgmnt Lisa x siap g
br start intro
camne eh?
John nyer alhamdulillah dah siap
beres dah
Lisa, mintak extension leh?
huhu
Barang2 x pack betul2 g
baju masih d sini dan sana
ada sikit dalam beg yg ke langkawi
ada lagi dalam beg ke mrsm pendang
pendek kata
merata2 baju ak 2
huhu
Cakap sal baju
ak bertuah ada kawan yg sayangkan ak (sayang ke??) hehe
lengkap barang2 ak nak pergi sbb diaorg
You guys are the best
gle byk
haha
Terima kasih ak ucapkan pada semua
N ak jugak nak minta maaf sgt2 kalau ak ada lukakan hati korang
ada teremo, tersedih, terkasar bahasa, terkata, termengata, tertulis, dan ter ter yang lain
ak mintak maaf sgt2
halalkan makan minum ak, hutang ak kalau ada...
halalkan lah semua
ak pun halalkan dan maafkan korang semua
harap t bila berjumpa, kta akan masih mesra mcm dulu
dah tiba hari nak pergi
esok la ak bertolak ke KL
tp xkn gle nak menulis esok kot masa semua org tgh busy nak gerak
mau kena cincang dgn ayah ak t.
haha
Lappy ak ni merajuk jugak dgn ak
mentang2 la ak ckp kata ak nak beli lappy baru
teros dia merajuk
byk le lak apps yg x leh guna
'Jgn merajuk sekarang lappy. Tunggu smpai mama beli lappy baru dulu k?' cakap dgn lappy
aish~
sayang ak ngan lappy ni
mana x nyer, det sendiri kot
wpun trial lappy jek yg telah menjadi ejekan member2 ak
tp det sendiri k?
x mintak2 kat org len soh belikan
asgmnt Lisa x siap g
br start intro
camne eh?
John nyer alhamdulillah dah siap
beres dah
Lisa, mintak extension leh?
huhu
Barang2 x pack betul2 g
baju masih d sini dan sana
ada sikit dalam beg yg ke langkawi
ada lagi dalam beg ke mrsm pendang
pendek kata
merata2 baju ak 2
huhu
Cakap sal baju
ak bertuah ada kawan yg sayangkan ak (sayang ke??) hehe
lengkap barang2 ak nak pergi sbb diaorg
You guys are the best
Jannah bagi buku tk hilangkan bosan ak
A'an bagi scarf yg ak akan guna d sana t
Gola bagi gloves yang mmg super cute
Paina n Tini kasi pashmina yang ak kira akan dijadikan tudung t
Freezy pun kasi gloves yang mmg best
org lain kasi support yang slalu wat ak terharu
Mak kait scarf utk ak d sana
Adik ak (Intan) masih mengait scarf yg ak x tau bila nak siap, tp dia confident akan siap sblum ak fly
Angah kasi baju sejuk yg dia kata cute, mslhnyer bju 2 agak kecik...huhu
Cik Ct pulak belik jacket panjang lagi
Pak Itam Bob ak lak kasi dua jacket utk ak lagi
Termasuk sweater dr abah n mak, ak de 7 pasang baju sejuk
haha
Terima kasih ak ucapkan pada semua
Mak, abah, keluarga, pakcik n makcik
Geng USM
Dak2 kolej (Ain, gonna miss u a lot)
Madam2 Kolej Professional Mara Indera Mahkota, Kuantan
Dak2 sekolah yang still ingat ak (Freezy thanks a million)
N ak jugak nak minta maaf sgt2 kalau ak ada lukakan hati korang
ada teremo, tersedih, terkasar bahasa, terkata, termengata, tertulis, dan ter ter yang lain
ak mintak maaf sgt2
halalkan makan minum ak, hutang ak kalau ada...
halalkan lah semua
ak pun halalkan dan maafkan korang semua
harap t bila berjumpa, kta akan masih mesra mcm dulu
Leaving on a jet plane
Don't know when I'll be back again
Oh baby, I hate to go
Berikut adalah jadual penerbangan ktaorg
Victoria Univ. of Wellington
13/02 KUL/AKL 2130-1250 MH131 CFM
14/02 AKL/WLG 1530-1630 NZ445 CFM
ADNIN GHAZALI
NURUL NADIA MANSOR
NURFARAHIN MOHAMED ISHAK
NURFARAHIN SULAIMAN
FATHUDDIN RIYADZ MOHD YUSOFF
NURUL HUZAIMAH HUSSEIN
13/02 KUL/AKL 2130-1250 MH131 CFM
14/02 AKL/WLG 1530-1630 NZ445 CFM
ADNIN GHAZALI
NURUL NADIA MANSOR
NURFARAHIN MOHAMED ISHAK
NURFARAHIN SULAIMAN
FATHUDDIN RIYADZ MOHD YUSOFF
NURUL HUZAIMAH HUSSEIN
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