Thursday, September 16, 2010

Chipsmore

Salam...

Hurm...ak td tgh usha2 atau stalk sket page FB orang (member ak dan member kepada member ak) dan ak terperasan sesuatu yang buat ak rasa pelik...

Tapi sebelum itu, perlu diingatkan, apa yang ak nk ckp ni akan menyentap dan buat orang2 tertentu terasa namun ak nak ckp yg ak bukan saja nak kutuk atau kata tapi ak nak ckp ja...Kalau terasa 2 minta maaf la tapi ak kadang rasa ak x yah pun nak minta maaf sbb korang 2 yg kena minta maaf kat Dia atas hal ni. Ak bukan nak jadi kaki sebok atau jaga kain orang, tapi kira cam nak tegur r sket ya...

Chipsmore...kenapa entri ni tajuk dia chispmore? Ingat tak dulu2 feymes tagline ni: "Sekejap ada, sekejap tiada"?...Hah...yang 2 la sebabnya terjadi post kali ni...

Ak pun x faham gak manusia ni kadang2...apa yang dia nak tunjuk sbnarnya? Kita ni takut kat manusia (dan hantu) lebih dari kita takut kat Dia kan? Salah betul konsep takut kita ni...Pas 2 pakai hentam taram ja buat apa2 dalam hidup smpai x ingat hukum Dia...

Ak sbnarnya nak ckp sal 'tudung'. Ak bukan nak kata ak ni pakai tudung sgt sempurna sbb ak pun tahu, ada ja yang x betul2 ikut syara' pakai tudung (termasuklah ak kadang2 tp ak tengah cuba). Jadi kalau pakai tudung 2, kekalkan la...jangan jadi chipsmore. Bukan ak saja pening, orang2 sekeliling pun pening tgk gak. Sat bertudung, sat bukak. Pelik2 betul...

Tnya diri balik, kenapa pakai tudung? Sbb fesyen ka? Sbb orang ka? Atau sbb terpaksa? Kalau ada yang ckp ya kepada salah satu situasi di atas, aish~ x tau la nak ckp apa dah...tp mcm 2 pun, jgn r pakai on-off...Ingat suis elektrik ka apa...leh on-off suka2 ati ja? Pening ak tgk...dah 2 letak pulak gambar d FB, tayang kat org... Yang pelik 2, gambar cam chipsmore betul. Satu gambar bertudung, pas 2 gambar seterusnya x da tudung, pas tu ada balik. Yang best 2, bila gambar bertudung litup, ramai puji 'cantik' la, 'ayu' la pas tu seronok sendiri. Kan bagus kalau puji-pujian tu dijadikan satu dorongan untuk terus bertudung. Ni x...komen hanya tinggal komen. Pas 2 bila d gambar yang x pakai tudung, ramai pula yg bagi komen x membina cam 'Cantik r u ni bila free hair' (contoh saja) atau 'Pheeewit...cun abes la'. X membantu betul.

Kenapa nak tayang rambut tp at the same time letak gak gambar bertudung? kalau dah mmg free hair, x yah r ada gambar bertudung dalam picture album tu. Org pun tertanya2 pakai tudung ka x?

Adess...entri ni cam emo lah pulak kan? X...ak bukan emo ka, nak mengata ka apa ka...tp kan manis kalau pakai tudung...comel pa? Ak suka sgt tgk gambar org2 yang pakai tudung (betul2)...comel...ak harap ak pun boleh cam 2 gak satu hari nanti...insyaallah... eh...ak bukan nak pakai sbb comel tau, ak nak pakai sbb Dia suruh tp manis kan tgk org pakai tudung litup ni...sejuk ja pandang...

mcm ni...manis ja dia...

yang ni ak amek dr blog ni...dia jual tudung d Malaysia.meh ramai2 beli: http://beautifultudung.blogspot.com/

Jom kita mencuba untuk pakai tudung mengikut syara'. Kat ne nak cari eh tudung2 cam 2 di sini?

P/S: ak bukan mengata siapa2 k? Ni pendapat umum saja...ak x da hak nak menilai orang...tu semua tugasNya...tp x salah kan kalau menegur? Marahla sbb terasa tp ubahlah kalau terkena...Selamat Hari Raya...Maaf zahir dan batin =)

Friday, September 10, 2010

Perlukah menangis di Hari Raya?

Salam...

1 Syawal sudahpun menjelma semalam. Jadi sebelum saya memulakan entry yang mungkin agak panjang (bergantung pada keadaan mood), saya ingin mengucapkan,
Maaf Zahir dan Batin atas kesilapan saya, jika andainya kata-kata saya mengguris rasa, intonasi saya menyebabakan ada yang terasa...

Halalkan makan minum saya, hutang-hutang jika ada
Saya pun ingin memaafkan semua atas apa-apa jua kesilapan yang pernah dilakukan samada sengaja atau tidak
Amin...

1 Syawal semalam merupakan kali pertama saya beraya di perantauan dan tidak pulang ke rumah. Teringat pada 28 Ramadhan, bersamaan 9hb September 2010 di mana saya telah pun turun untuk tarawikh tetapi mendapati bahwa tiada sesiapa pun di situ kerana semua masih menunggu berita dari FIANZ (Federation of Islamic Association New Zealand) untuk mengumumkan tarikh Aidil Fitri. Iyalah, kami di sini bukan macam Malaysia di mana pengumuman dibuat melalui siaran television. Kami hanya menggunakan perantaraan Internet untuk mengetahui hal-hal seperti ini. Jadi semua rakan-rakan yang lain sibuk meng'refresh' page FIANZ untuk mengetahui pengumuman raya kerana Australia yang memulakan puasa sama seperti New Zealand telah pun mengumumkan yang raya mereka sama seperti Malaysia iaitu pada 10hb September. Walaupun telah ada rakan-rakan yang mendapat SMS yang mengatakan raya kami sama seperti Malaysia, namun ramai yang tidak yakin dan menunggu kata putus FIANZ. Pabila saya mendengar bahawa raya sama seperti Malaysia, hati saya hiba secara tiba-tiba. Kenapa saya rasa demikian, anda boleh check entri sebelum ini yang bertajuk Ramadhan.

Berbalik kepada entri ini; perlukah menangis di hari raya atau 1 Syawal? Mengapa saya bertanya soalan ini? Sebenarnya, ada yang bertanya, perlukah menangis sedangkan hari raya merupakan hari kemenangan orang Islam selepas sebulan menahan hawa nafsu dan beribadah kepada Allah. Jadi kiranya 1 Syawal perlu dirai dengan kegembiraan. Ya, saya akui semua itu kerana kegembiraan Syawal sudah pasti. Saya gembira dengan Syawal. Namun pada fikiran saya, perlulah ada sedikit kekesalan atau kesedihan. Sekurang-kurangnya kesedihan itu adalah kerana kita sayu Ramadhan akan meninggalkan kita.

Sayu yang seterusnya pada pendapat saya ialah sedih apabila meminta maaf kepada kedua ibu bapa kita. Memang, memohon maaf pada hari raya adalah budaya kita semata-mata. Tidak pernah ada hadis, dalil, mahupun ayat al-Quran yang mengatakan bahawa kita perlu meminta maaf kepada ibu bapa kita pada hari raya, kerana pada hari-hari lain pun boleh juga meminta maaf. Namun tradisi ini pada saya tidaklah salah. Mungkin tradisi ini wujud kerana pada hari raya, semua orang (satu keluarga) akan berkumpul di bawah satu bumbung. Jadi pada anak-anak atau kaum keluarga yang jarang berjumpa kerana kesibukan masing-masing boleh bertemu rupa di hari mulia ini. Jadi pada hari itulah semua orang boleh bermaafan dan bergembira kerana semua telah pun ada di satu tempat yang sama.

Kalau kita memohon maaf pada ibu bapa kita, mesti lah ada perasaan di mana kita teringat salah-silap kita dari kita kecil hingga lah kita besar. Saya bukan orang yang baik, saya akui hal itu. Saya masih lagi mengata 'tidak'. terbuat muka atau mendengus pabila saya marah kepada ibu bapa saya. Saya tahu saya banyak kecilkan hati mereka, jadi apabila saya memohon maaf, tidak malu saya katakan, saya menangis bagai anak kecil. Saya tidak tahu jika ada antara kita yang tidak sebak apabila meminta maaf kepada kedua orang tuanya. Mungkin ada. Mungkin mereka tidak menangis kerana mereka acap kali meminta maaf andainya mereka membuat kesilapan kepada ibu bapa mereka. Wallahualam. Tapi pada saya, sebaknya masih terasa tambah-tambah lagi kerana saya tiada di sana pada hari mulia itu. Saya rindukan mereka, rindu memeluk dan mencium mereka kerana saya tidak tahu sempatkah saya berjumpa mereka lagi. Saya tidak tahu bilakah mereka atau saya akan pergi dahulu kerana semua itu suratanNya. Jadi saya sedih memikirkan hal itu. Namun begitu, saya tidaklah bermaksud untuk mengatakan bahawa semua perlu menangis pada hari itu dan tidaklah pula saya mengatakan orang yang tidak menitiskan air mata itu 'keras' dan tidak berperasaan. Tidak. Saya cuma ingin berkongsi apa yang saya rasakan. Itu sahaja.

Jadi, entri ini tidak bermaksud untuk mengata atau menuding jari pada siapa-siapa pun. Tidak. Saya cuma mahu berkongsi. Itu sahaja. Jadi pada siapa yang terasa, maafkanlah saya. Saya tiada niat untuk menyebabkan sesiapa pun terasa.

Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Fitri kepada semua.
Rindu pada semua (ignore my ugly editing)

P/S: waah...sangat skema entri aku untuk kali ini, siap guna 'saya' dan tidak ada singkatan perkataan. (-_-"). Mood raya la katakan... (^_^")

Saturday, September 4, 2010

Ramadhan


Salam
Rasanya baru sahaja aku membuka tangan dan mengalu-alukan kedatangan Ramadhan al-mubarak, Ramadhan kareem; bulan yang mulia dalam kalendar Islam. Rasanya baru sahaja aku cuba untuk mengabadikan dan memperuntukkan masa yang paling banyak untuk bulan ini. Rasanya baru sahaja aku sujud dan tunduk dengan tawadhu' kepada Penciptaku. Rasanya baru sahaja aku ingin mengecapi manisnya bulan ini.

Tiba-tiba...engkau sudah mahu pergi meninggalkanku...

Alangkah syahdunya hati ini, memberontak jiwaku untuk melepaskan engkau pergi kerana sesungguhnya, aku tidak tahu samada aku masih boleh menyambut kedatanganmu pada tahun depan.

Bulan ini padaku, tidak sempat untukku menggunakannya sepenuh hati. Adakah aku sempat menggunakan ketiga-tiga fasa dalam bulan ini secukupnya? Adakah ibadahku diterimaNya? Astagfirullah...rasa berdosanya aku pada masa ini hanya aku dan Dia sahaja yang tahu. Aku rasa kerdil saat ini, tatkala aku melihat kalendar di dinding dan mendapati bulan ini sudah hampir berakhir kerana padaku, masih belum cukup aku menggunakan bulan ini untuk Dia.

Adakah aku masih boleh bergembira di Hari Raya, hari kemenangan Islam? Layakkah aku menerima kurniaan Allah (yakni Aidil Fitri)? Adakah aku dikira menang dan boleh meraikannya? Memang, ramai yang akan kata, terimalah Aidil Fitri, sambutlah ia dengan meriah kerana itu tanda kemenangan kita. Tetapi betulkah kita menang ganjaran Allah pada bulan Ramadhan untuk menyambut Aidil Fitri? Wallahualam...

Sila datang lagi Ramadhan...aku menantimu. Insyaallah.

Monday, August 30, 2010

53 Tahun Merdeka

Salam

Selamat Menyambut Kemerdekaan yang ke 53 Malaysia!


1 Malaysia Menjana Transformasi!

Aku bangga menjadi rakyat Malaysia. 

Semoga Malaysia akan tetap dan kekal aman serta bersatu padu.

Malaysia Boleh! (aku masih suka tema kemerdekaan ini sebab pendek tapi padat).

Sunday, August 29, 2010

Congrats!

Salam...

Whoa....

Tadi baru je blog-walking and guess what...I read the best news ever for this year.

CONGRATS to MISS HARTINI HATTA untuk anak sulung (novel) yang bakal keluar nanti...

Hua...Bangganya ak baca berita tu...

Bagus Tini!! Hebat2...Tahniah!

Saya amat teruja Tini...

hehe

Again,

Tahniah Tini!!!

Saturday, August 28, 2010

Cuti yang x rasa macam cuti

Salam...Hi

Kalau nak diceritakan, minggu ni mula cuti mid-sem utk trimester 2 d Victoria. Tapi ak rasa macam x smpat cuti ja. Assignment x buat lagi. Minggu depan cuti abes.

Mula cuti ja, ak dan member batch ak dihantar ke Raroa Intermediate School utk school observation selama 2 hari. Dua hari berulang-alik ke Raroa naik train dari Wellington. Penat tapi best tapi penat. Pas 2 ada macam2 aktiviti campur kerja yang x abes2 dibuat sampai la hari ni. Badan penat, letih dan x berapa sihat. Minggu yang sangat sibuk wpun sbnrnya cuti nak duduk saja macam Patrick dan x nak buat apa2...Next week dah kena start wat asgmnt...adess...

Cuti...cuti...cepatnya ko nak abes...X smpat lagi nak tarik nafas dan duduk saja...

Tapi fikir2, betul jugak eh...ak ni asyik cuti saja sbb tahun ni wpun sibuk tp x de r smpai test berderet2...Unofficial events je banyak nak g attend. Byk gle cuti (yg sbnrnya x de r cuti sgt) smpai mak tnya; "Hang ni cuti ja, x da kerja ka? Bila call cuti memanjang. Belajar apa?"

Truthfully? I don't know the answer to that. Cuti memang cuti tp sbnrnya penuh je dgn aktiviti lain smpaikan ada masa yang x nak buat apa2 dan tolak smua pelawaan aktiviti sbb nak lepak atas katil satu hari.

X pe r...balik Msia ni, ak dapat cuti dekat 5 bulan. Tapi bolehkan cuti yang betul2 cuti? Ntah la...macam x je...

Time flies...

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

Happy Birthday A'an

To MOOny...

Salam dear. Happy birthday to you.



A small gift for you (since you can't open YT and the file is too big for me to send)

Saturday, August 14, 2010

Irfan

Salam

Hi...

Ak rasa ak ni sangat la excited dgn kehadiran Irfan dalam keluarga ak smpai sgp ak skype selalu hnya untuk tgk dia tido...hehe...pelik eh?
Irfan cepat sgt tido...br je celik mata, pas 2 x smpai beberapa minit dah tdo...geram ak tgk.bila tgk Irfan tido, automatically, ak pun mengantuk...the power of baby's sleep...hehe
Tadi g beli lagi baju utk Irfan. Sangat la comel. Selepas memikirkan cuaca d malaysia, ak pun beli la baby's romper kat dia...harap2nya Irfan boleh muat dalam baju 2 sbb bj baby di sini byk panjang dari lebar...hehe

Irfan, tunggu mak lang balik ye? Jangan reject mak lang bila kta jumpa nanti...kalau x sedih mak lang tau.

Friday, August 13, 2010

Recap

Salam...hi

Fuhh...fuhhh....(meniup dan membersihkan habuk2 d blog)
haha
Dah lama x update blog...blog ni dan blog collab dgn A'an...sorry...byk keje...
huhu
kerja byk tp ak pun byk procrastinate jugak...x baik betol...
sbnrnya byk yg ak nak update dan cerita dalam blog tapi bila on blog page je, idea smua ilang...x tau kenapa
okay...1st topic yg nak dickp...

1. Kelahiran sinar baru keluarga Sulaiman

Pada 4 August 2010, dalam pukul 11.00 am lebih, lahirlah Muhammad (or Mohd...x sure) Aidil Irfan. Nama ni kalau ikut ak google maksudnya Muhammad atau Ahmad (yang terpuji), Aidil x de maksud dan Irfan maksudnya kesyukuran/kebijaksanaan. Betul atau x maksud ni ak x tahu...hehe. Sbnrnya ak nak sangat along namakan dia Rayyan (syurga org berpuasa) tapi x pa la...Nama 2 kira simpan utk anak sendiri r..eceh...macam la nak kawin dah.haha.

Dah lama ak tunggu bila along nak bersalin dan sangat la nervous sbb perkara lepas masih menghantui ak. Jadi bila along masuh operation, ak sangat nervous (antsy sgt). Dan skrg asyik skype sbb nak tgk baby wpun x leh pegang.

Semalam skype dgn kakak (nickname adik ppuan ak) dan tgk Irfan bangun. Mata wpun spet tapi besar gak. Mata hitam dia penuh. Yang kelakarnya, mulut dia asyik ternganga ja...Mata terkebil2 tgh cari suara dalam laptop 2...adess...comel sgt rasa cam nak picit2...hehe...

Punya la excited nak jumpa Irfan smpai td dah g beli baju baby yang de tulis All Black kat dia...pdahal lewat g nak baliknya...haha...dah 2 siap boleh berhenti beli buku cerita wpun masa ak balik t si kecik 2 x smpai 3 bulan lagi.

owh...distinct features yang Irfan ada adalah hidung tok pah (or oyang) dia. Sekarang ni Irfan adalah generasi ke 4 keluarga Ariffin yang de hidung 2 ...haha...kuat tol tok pah nyer gene...melekat smpai sekarang. Muka dan smua features lain sama cam along. Mesti masa mak dan abah tgk Irfan dia teringat along lahir. Ak? Happy sangat. sangat bersyukur dengan kehadiran dia...dah jadi mak alang \(^0^)/

Irfan dan hidung trademark family Ariffin =D






2. Puasa d negara orang

Pada 12 August 2010, warga New Zealand (muslim) mula berpuasa. Syahdunya puasa d negara orang. Mmg r selama belajar d kolej dulu x sahur dgn keluarga tapi makanan Malaysia boleh dicari masa 2. Bila dah ada di sini, dah r jauh, makanan Malaysia? humph...jangan harap la dapat makan sesedap orang Malaysia. Ne nak dapat murtabak, nasi ayam boxing, mamak dan bazar Ramadhan?

Ahh!! Fikir pasal makanan ni wat ak tension je. Malas nak fikir. Tapi bila fikir raya nanti?
huargh!!!
sedey...dendang perantau betol r...
owh...ckp sal perantauan ni, member ak de post gambar batch ak kat Berita Minggu...dah keluar.Org baru sgt puasa, tp gambar dah keluar.haha.lwk2...adakah ak akan antar gak gambar solo ke Berita Harian? Mungkin...Insyaallah...hehe...(poyo kan?)

haha

seterusnya ak dah lupa pe nak post...ok...smpai d sini dulu

tc

Monday, July 19, 2010

Sorry Sorry

Salam...
Hi...

Today I have a story to tell. I seriously need to apologize to this person. Well, for the past one week, I have been using his/her ID to make photocopies. I kinda forgot that it is not my ID number and for some reason, I can only remember his/her ID number. I keep using that ID to make photocopies until today, where I realized that I have been using other people's ID number. I feel bad about it and since I did not know who this person is, I wrote some notices and paste it around university board. Hopefully I will be able to pay this person back.

Saturday, July 17, 2010

Babies

Kim Jung Eun holding a baby in Letters From Angel photo-shoot by Cho Seihun
A baby is an angel whose wings decrease as his legs increase.
~Author Unknown~
 
 

Ten tiny little fingers that always want to play,
That never stop exploring the wonder of today.
Ten tiny little fingers that from the very start,
Will reach out for tomorrow yet always hold your heart.
~Author Unknown~


Salam...

Hi...
I'm kinda bored here so here I am, rambling and babbling my thoughts in my blog. Many of you who know me know that I love babies a lot. I go gaga when I saw babies. Hema; my bestie said that I drool over babies more than I drool at hot guys. Hehe…I think she is right. Well, it is undeniable that babies are amazing creature created by Allah on Earth. Babies are amazing in all sort of way; biologically, physically or even emotionally. They are angels on Earth. 
Personally, I think that those who hated babies must be short-circuit in any way. Who can hate babies? They are basically the purest thing on Earth. They are the beauty in all the ugliness that the world has. Those who hated them must be wrong in all sorts of way, but that is just me talking. 
I really love babies. I adore them and just like what I said earlier on, I go gaga over them. I will usually annoys those who walked with me because I will go on and on about babies that I saw along the way. Why am I fascinated by them? Well, they seemed undisturbed; like they know that the whole world got their back, that they are protected and safe in their world. They know that we won’t let anything harm them because they are important. Their features; their huge starry eyes, their small red bud of mouth, their cherubic cheek and that pudgy small fingers and legs, the smallest palm of their…they are the smallest, the loudest, the smelliest and the most adorable creature that human can have. 
I love to watch them sleep so peacefully and watching them makes me feel calm and serene. I love it a lot when they suddenly smile in their sleep; as if they saw a glimpse of heaven and that smile is so mesmerizing, I cannot take my eyes away from them. 
The smile that flickers on baby's lips when he sleeps- does anybody know where it was borne? Yes, there is a rumor that a young pale beam of a crescent moon touched the edge of a vanishing autumn cloud, and there the smile was first born . . .
-Rabindranath Tagore-
That is one of the reason I always watch them sleeping; placing my palm on their heart and feeling the small heartbeat in my hand. It makes me feel that the higher power exists in this world. Baby’s laugh and gurgle also gets me. Babies have different vocal. You know a baby’s laugh and normal people’s laughter. Their laughter makes you wanna ask them; ‘What is funny?’ and you laugh yourself silly with them. We make faces to make them laugh so that we can hear the tinkling, gurgling laughter from their tiny mouth and that huge eyes lit with happiness.
When the first baby laughed for the first time, the laugh broke into a thousand pieces and they all went skipping about, and that was the beginning of fairies. And now when every new baby is born its first laugh becomes a fairy. So there ought to be.
-James Matthew Barrie-
I also love the smell of their forehead because there is a sweet scent; a scent that people say comes from heaven. I also love the smell of their sweat because they don’t really have glands to produce body odour so their scent is different than us. They have the baby’s smell. I also love the smell of baby’s puke. Hehe…. I know. Some people find it revolting but I kinda like it. It is just the smell of milk, no harms done. Their small hands and the way they gripped your finger is so…I can’t describe the feeling that it give me. To look into their eyes and the innocent face and to know that this small creature exists in the womb; a human carrying a small life is indescribable. It is divine. 

If one feels the need of something grand, something infinite, something that makes one feel aware of God, one need not go far to find it. I think that I see something deeper, more infinite, more eternal than the ocean in the expression of the eyes of a little baby when it wakes in the morning and coos or laughs because it sees the sun shining on its cradle.
-Vincent van Gogh-
Jang Hyuk in Letters From Angel photo-shoot by Cho Seihun

Monday, July 12, 2010

1st day kelas

salam...hi...

1st day kelas untuk trimester 2 d Victoria University of Wellington. 

Biasa la...bila kata 1st kelas, mmg smua stdnt akan masih lagi blur dan x nak buat apa2. Masa lecture utk Linguistic 101 td, Avril (lecturer) buka news utk tgk update sal World Cup. Keputusannya? Msti la Spain menang...Paul dah predict kan kata Spain akan menang? hehe... Keputusan yang dibuat oleh Avril mmg sgt tepat sbb kalau x, students x kan leh focus dan keputusan 2 mmg best gle. Sempoi abes r...

Slalunya masa 1st day, lecturer akan ckp sal hal admin cam sign up tuto, class rep, spe lecturer and so on. Tapi utk Writing 101, masuk2 terus belajar. Dah r otak separa sedar lagi, penat pun de, buku pun x beli g dan tiba2 kena belajar teros. Terkejut otak...cian kat dia, x pernah guna spjg cuti dekat sebulan dan tiba2 terus kena gerak. Sakit2...Dah r 2...dapat lak group yang kurang best...Minah sblah ak muka x leh blah...adeh...mematikan nafsu belajar tol...dah r tarik muncung sampai leh ikat dengan reben, muka x senyum langsung. Cam nak lempang gak minah salleh ni...bara je ak...tapi mungkin sbb kelas 1st kan, jadi dia blur dan x abes dgn holiday sickness lagi, jadi x pa la kot...t kalau dia buat lagi mmg akan mengundang rasa sakit ati memanjang r...slalu kena stuck dgn group ala2 racist ni...aish~

Writing 101...please make my writing better.

Tacking tomorrow with high spirit =)

Saturday, July 10, 2010

Esok Sekolah

Salam
aah~esok sekolah!!!
begitu la respon kita bila cuti dah nak abes...tension betul kan? rasa cam nak duduk d rumah lagi lama dan nak cuti lagi wpun sepanjang cuti kta asyik harap dan minta cuti cepat abes sbb sangat bosan d umah.

kta manusia ni mmg x pernah puas ati kan? macam2 mintak pas 2 x bersyukur. smua nak take for granted. x pe la...nak buat camna...lumrah manusia kan?

esok, mula la trimester 2 untuk kehidupan universiti di Victoria University of Wellington. owh...sangat la x bersedia lagi...sem ni workload agak banyak...harap la leh cope.

jadual untuk trimester 2



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3 jam utk writing...horror

Wednesday, July 7, 2010

No Other

Salam...
Sjak akhir2 ni banyak group Korea wat comeback. Jadi sbgai pendownload setia, byk la pulak video yang didownload. Kalau la kenal DBSK/TVXQ lagi awal, msti ak de byk live performance diaorg sbb every week akan de persembahan utk promote lagu. *sigh*

Ak dulu x de r minat sgt Super Junior sbb ramai sgt, jadi x terkenal smua org. Pas 2 bila tgk Exploration of Human Body yang sangat la kelakar dan berinformasi, ak pun terminat kumpulan ni. Tapi x de r segila dgn DBSK/TVXQ. Tapi pada masa 2 minat cam 2 je r...x de pulak nak hunt berita sal diaorg sgt atau tgk persembahan dr diaorg. Start download video diaorg adalah pada masa diaorg wat comeback dgn Bonamana. Tgk Leetuk x pakai baju. Masa 2 cam OMG! Leetuk! Segan pun de sbb Leetuk 2 comel2 orgnya, bukan jenis macho hot cam Siwon. Tapi best pun de sbb dia nampak sexy (kot?) dan dia asyik snyum non-stop; nampak r lesung pipit comel dia 2 sket. hehe...hurm...dulu pun x pernah pandang sgt Ryewook sbb dia 2 jenis cam lembut sket (dia x lembut pun...mungkin the correct term should be polite?). Tapi dgn comeback ni, dia dah jadi cam hot plak...hehe...dan sgt la suka dgn solo dia, One Fine Day.

OK. Baru2 ni SuJu launch repackage album utk Bonamana dan ak tertarik dgn satu lagu ni. Yep. Tajuk dia No Other. Lagu ni boleh wat ak senyum cam org bodoh sepanjang dgr sbb sgt la sweet lagunya. Diabetes sweet. Plak 2, smua SuJu member asyik senyum sambil nyanyi lagu ni menyebabkan ak jadi cam org angau masa dgrnya. haha. Teruk dah ni.

Super Junior - No Other MV
kalau x leh tgk, sila click d sini

 Super Junior - No Other live
kalau x leh tgk, sila click d sini
(tarian dia sgt la comel, senang dan best sbb smua senyum smbil menari)


romaji:
Neo gateun saram tto eopseo juwireul dureobwado geujeo georeohdeongeol eodiseo channi
Neo gatchi joheun saram neo gatchi joheun saram neo gatchi joheun ma eum neo gatchi joheun seonmul
Neomu dahaeng iya aesseo neorel jikyeojul geu sarami baro naraseo eodiseo channi
Na gatchi haengbokhan nom na gatchi haengbokhan nom na gatchi unneun geureon choegoro haengbokhan nom
Neoui ttatteuthan geu soni chagapge, chagapge shikeo isseul ttae
Neoui ganghaetdeon geu ma eumi nal karopge sangcheo badasseul ttae
Naega jaba julge anajulge salmyeoshi, geugeoseuro jakeun iroman dwendamyeon johgesseo
Eonjena deo maneun geol haejugo shipeun nae mam neon da mollado dwae
Gaseumi sorichyeo marhae jayuro-un nae yeonghon
Eonjena cheo-eumui imaeum euro neoreul saranghae georeo watdeon shiganboda nameun nari deo manha
Neo gateun saram tto eopseo juwireul dureobwado geujeo georeohdeongeol eodiseo channi
Neo gatchi joheun saram neo gatchi joheun saram neo gatchi joheun ma eum neo gatchi joheun seonmul
Neomu dahaeng iya aesseo neorel jikyeojul geu sarami baro naraseo eodiseo channi
Na gatchi haengbokhan nom na gatchi haengbokhan nom na gatchi unneun geureon choegoro haengbokhan nom
Naui ganan haetdeon maeumi nunbushige jeomjeom byeonhaegal ttae
Jakeun yokshimdeuri deoneun neomchiji anhge nae mamui geureut keojyeogalttae
Argo isseo geu modeun iyuneun bunmyeonghi nega isseo ju-eotdaneun geot geu, geot ttak hana ppun
Eonjena gamsahae. Naega mankeum geuri jalhal su iggenni yeah
Gaseumi sorichyeo marhae jayuro-un nae yeonghon
Eonjena cheo-eumui imaeum euro neoreul saranghae georeo watdeon shiganboda nameun nari deo manha
Neo gateun saram tto eopseo juwireul dureobwado geujeo georeohdeongeol eodiseo channi
Neo gatchi joheun saram neo gatchi joheun saram neo gatchi joheun ma eum neo gatchi joheun seonmul
Neomu dahaeng iya aesseo neorel jikyeojul geu sarami baro naraseo eodiseo channi
Na gatchi haengbokhan nom na gatchi haengbokhan nom na gatchi unneun geureon choegoro haengbokhan nom
Rap> Itjanha jogeum aju jogeum na sujupjiman neon molla sokeun taeyangboda tteugeoweo nae mam jom arajweo
TV show-e na oneun Girl deureun mudae-eseo bichi nandedo neon eonjena nunbushyeo (Naega michyeo michyeo Baby)
Saranghandan neoui mare sesangeuk da gajin nan You & I, You’re so fine neo gateun saram isseulkka
Saranghae oh, negeneun ojik neoppun iran geol babo gateun na-egeneun jeonburaneungeol arajweo
Gateun gireul georeo wasseo urin seoro dalpagago itjanha nolla-ul ppuniya goma-ul ppuniya saranghal ppuniya
Neo gateun saram tto eopseo juwireul dureobwado geujeo georeohdeongeol eodiseo channi
Neo gatchi joheun saram neo gatchi joheun saram neo gatchi joheun ma eum neo gatchi joheun seonmul
Neomu dahaeng iya aesseo neorel jikyeojul geu sarami baro naraseo eodiseo channi
Na gatchi haengbokhan nom na gatchi haengbokhan nom na gatchi unneun geureon choegoro haengbokhan nom
translate:
There’s no other like you
When I looked around they’re all just the same
Where can I find a good person like you
Where can I find a good person like you
A good heart like you
A good gift like you
What a relief that it’s me trying so hard to protect you
Where can U find a person as happy as me
a person as happy as me
A person that’s smiling like me
The happiest person
When your warm hands turn cold, when it gets cold
When a strong heart like yours get damaged badly
I’ll hold you, I’ll hug you gently
I wish that it could cheer you up
You don’t have to know my heart that’s always trying to do more for you
My heart yells and tells me, my free soul
There’s more days ahead of us than the times I loved you with feelings I had in the beginning
There’s no other like you
When I looked around they’re all just the same
Where can I find a good person like you
Where can I find a good person like you
A good heart like you
A good gift like you
What a relief that it’s me trying so hard to protect you
Where can U find a person as happy as me
a person as happy as me
A person that’s smiling like me
The happiest person
When the poor heart of mine shined bright and started changing
Preventing my small greeds from overflowing
When the dish of my heart grew bigger
I already know that the reason for all that was because you were there for me
Just that one reason
I’m always thankful, I won’t be able to do as well as you do
My heart yells and tells me, my free soul
There’s more days ahead of us than the times I loved you with feelings I had in the beginning
There’s no other like you
When I looked around they’re all just the same
Where can I find a good person like you
Where can I find a good person like you
A good heart like you
A good gift like you
What a relief that it’s me trying so hard to protect you
Where can U find a person as happy as me
a person as happy as me
A person that’s smiling like me
The happiest person
Rap) You know, I’m a little bit, just a little bit shy, but
you don’t know, my heart is hotter than the sun, know my heart more
The girls that come out on TV shows have an aura of light on stage, but
you’re always blinding (I go crazy crazy baby)
I get the whole world when you say that you love me
You & I, You’re so fine will there be any other like you
I love you Oh, To me you’re the only one
To a fool like me, please understand that you’re my all
We walked down the same road
We’re becoming more alike
I’m just surprised, I’m just thankful, I just love you
There’s no other like you
When I looked around they’re all just the same
Where can I find a good person like you
Where can I find a good person like you
A good heart like you
A good gift like you
What a relief that it’s me trying so hard to protect you
Where can U find a person as happy as me
a person as happy as me
A person that’s smiling like me
The happiest person
There’s no other like you

Monday, July 5, 2010

Status Bengang

Hari ni mmg tengah bengang.Sekarang bengang ak memuncak. Jadi ni random post yang menunjukkan current emotion. Kenapa bengang? Hmph...korang x tnya pun ak akan cerita jugak. Ak de beli mp3 ni dua hari lepas d satu kedai elektronik d NZ sbb mp3 ak yg ak beli d KPM ni mogok dengan ak dan dah nazak. Bateri dah nak rosak. On 10 min dan dgr lagu, pas 2 terus mati. Wpun sedey sbb mp3 2 ada sentimental value kat ak (1st mp3 yang dibeli dan peneman d kala naik bas pergi dan balik KPM) tapi nak buat camna kan? Dah lama dia berjasa kat ak, jadi tiba masa dia untuk pergi. *lap air mata* uish...sensitif kot ak sal mp3 ni...

Ok, jadi ak pergi mencari pengganti dia (wpun x de boleh ganti 1st mp3 ak 2) dan ak pun beli r yg biasa2 je. Manufactured in NZ. ak bajet cam asal leh dgr lagu dah r, watpe mahal2 sbb baby (merujuk pada mp3 1st ak 2) pun x de brand, sehat je ak guna dia utk 3 tahun lebih. Jadi bila beli mp3 ni, after dah charge utk 4 jam (charging time biasa utk smua mp3) ak pun cuba r on mp3 2...hampes...1st day cuba dah x leh. Nampak je cam sgt2 biasa, cukup2 syarat jadi mp3 je, tapi x leh on. 1st time dalam idop ak, ak belek dan stdy manual guide smpai lembik buku 2. 2 pun x jadi. Hati dah hot. mp3 2 ak genggam kuat2 smpai tgn rasa sakit dan ak tinggalkan usaha gigih ak untuk cuba on mp3 2.

Malam semalam, setelah cuba utk charge mp3 baru selama 4 jam (sbb risau bateri x cukup kuat utk play lagu) akhirnya usaha ak berjaya. Rupa2nya ada lock kat mp3 2. Jadi kena unlock utk smua benda yang ak nak buat. Cthnya utk pilih lagu next dan previous. Utk pause dan stop lagu serta utk increase and decrease volume. Smua kena unlock. x pe. ak sabar.

Hari ni, ak pun pakai dan guna mp3 2 utk g kerja. Ak start on mp3 kol 8.45 pagi dan switch off pukul 1.00 pth (plus and minus). Pada pukul 2.30 ptg, ak nak kuar beli barang, jadi cam biasa, sbb x de teman, jadi mp3 r jadi peneman setia. Ak on, lagu main x smpai 3 minit (serious ak x tpu sbb ak tgk jam), tba2 mp3 2 berkelip2 dan padam. Ak jadi hairan. 'Asal lak ni?'. Dan ak on balik mp3 2 dan benda yang sama terjadi. Hati dan mula nak hot. Tapi ak sabarkan diri. Ak buat lagi dan masih, benda yang sama terjadi. 3-4 kali ak cuba dan ak tnya member ak yg pernah guna mp3 ni (setelah puas ak belek manual buat kali ke berapa pun ak x tahu). Bila dia kata mungkin sbb bateri x de, ak terus meletup.

WTF!!!! ak charge mp3 2 utk 8 jam hnya untuk dengar lagu selama 4 jam++ dengan guna volume paling rendah? mp3 1st ak yang cikai 2 pun leh dengar lagu lagi lama dari 2 wpun bateri dia dah nazak. Dan terus ak amek keputusan untuk beli mp3 yang de brand wpun lagi mahal dan G x byk. Ni mp3 baru ak:

TADAAA!!

Baby baru. Yeah. It is pink. You don't need to tell me that.

Baby lama yang banyak berjasa...x pe.leh guna g 2...

Mende alah yang menyakitkan hati.
X tahu g r pe nak wat dgn mende alah yang menyakitkan ati ak ni...Jual balik kot...tgk r camne.

Saturday, July 3, 2010

L.O.V.E

Salam...
hi...this topic is probably the lamest but still and never will be outdated topic to be discussed and debated on.  I am just having random thoughts so this post will be a messy one. We all know how our brain works. It never did stay in one place but it roams and stray away...So...Here goes...


I guess everyone should know what is love. Well, it is be a lie if one says that he/she is never in love. We all did love someone or at least something. There is nobody that can be without love. However, when I say that, people will usually commented back and said that I am a helplessly romantic girl. I still remember someone saying that I am a fantasy girl.  I used to get offended by that comment though sometimes I might not show that I care about it.

I believe that we all dream of something and I am sure that we all dream to be loved. Again, I do think that everyone is in love. If you are indeed Mr Grumpy and believe that love did not exist, well, I must say that I pity you. Nonetheless, at least, at the very least, you should be in love with yourself because you don't want yourself to get hurt. That too is considered as love. So you should have love in yourself. People are not evil, they are mostly ignorant, arrogant and defiant and pessimist to actually believe that love is what makes the world a world to live in. Yes, the world is not peaceful. We have plagues, wars, crimes and all other bad things but we also have love. I believe that all human are indeed very good people, we just turn bitter and try to run away from love because it hurts.

Love hurts. It is never easy to love. You can never love one enough and you will always love more. Love is bias. Love is not just. Love is never fair because we human have flaws. I think it is because love simply does not makes any sense. Love is crazy.

Sometimes, I think that we love to be loved because of all the drama, the emotions and all the pain that we will experience come from love. Sometimes, love is simply not enough; we need more to live. Like my mum said, we cannot live with just love and I believe that it is true. Sometimes I wonder why am I fascinated with the idea of love cause it will just hurt me. But did I ever give up on love? No. If I did, I will be leaving my family and friend behind and I will probably be one of the robots with no emotion or whatsoever.

Do I ever dream of romance in my life? Of course! I am a human being and to top that, I am a GIRL. So of course I dream of all that. But now, I guess I am older and the idea of romance or falling in love kinda makes me feel tired. I had my fair share of unrequited love, of chasing at the wrong guy, falling for the wrong person and such. So I am kinda tired but I never let go my dreams. Well, I do still want someone to woo me and swept me off my feet and makes me feel like I can go to the moon and back. I do wish for that because I am a woman; we are sensitive and full of dreams. But for the time being, I am kinda tired of trying to be in love. I guess if someone is out there for me, he is out there. But for that someone, can you please hurry up? I am kinda tired of waiting now. You know, right now, I am just thinking that if that someone is there, can you go and meet my parent and ask my hand in marriage already? Love can be created after that. Wow. That is a thought eh? It is not that I wanted to get married now. I know my position and priority now.

Okay, where was I? What was I thinking before I went on and on about me and love eh? Owh...the idea of romance I guess. I believe that age or gender can never be the reason for romance to died out from love. It is simply people that changed and refused to do all of that. People say that it is the small things that lead to bigger ones. Well, I said that but who cares. People should try to make some effort to be romantic. Sure, some of us is not exactly the romantic at heart kinda people, but ask yourself this: 'Do you like it if people that you love being romantic to you?'

If your answer is No, well, then I guess that you must be either alien or you are very ice-cold and stone-hearted person. I am surprised that you are sane right now. Even if you have trauma in the past, we all wish that there is someone out that that care, love and try to be romantic (if she/he is your someone special) to us. It is because we are all human.

I think if I keep going on and on about love, this page will be as long as it can be. Let me end my post with this love quote:

The greatest thing you'll ever learn
Is to love and be loved in return.
~ "Unforgettable with Love" by Natalie Cole 
 
and I would like to say:

 

Thursday, July 1, 2010

Lagu Jiwang dan Cinta Seorang

Taeyang - Wedding Dress translation
Some say it’s not over ’till it’s over/ Guess this is really over now/ There’s something I gotta say before I let you go/  Listen/
/ When you have a fight with him/ Sometimes you cry/ And feel sad and blue/ I become hopeful/ My heart aches secretly/ Then just a hint of your smile/ Can make me feel fine again/
To keep you from figuring out how I feel about you/ Because then we would drift apart/ I hold my breath, bite my lips/ Oh, please leave him and come to me/
Baby, please don’t take his hand/ Cuz you should be my lady/ I’ve been waiting for you for so long/ Please look at me now/
When the music starts/ You will vow to spend/ The rest of your life with him/ How I prayed every night/ This day would never come/
The wedding dress you’re wearing/ It’s not me (next to you)/
Oh, the wedding dress you’re wearing, oh, no/
You never knew how I felt about you/ And I hated you so/ Sometimes I wished you would be unhappy/
Now I have no more tears left to cry/ When I’m by myself I talk to you like you’re here/
I’ve felt so restless every night/ Maybe I’ve known all along this would happen/ I close my eyes and dream an endless dream/ Please leave him and come to me/
Baby, don’t take his hand when he comes to you/
  Cuz you should be my lady/ I’ve been waiting for you for so long/ Look at me now/
When the music starts/ You will vow to spend/ The rest of your life with him/ How I prayed every night/ This day would never come/
The wedding dress you’re wearing/ It’s not me (next to you)/ Oh, the wedding dress you’re wearing, oh, no/
Please be happy with him/ So that I can forget you/ Please forget how miserable I looked/
It’s going to be unbearably hard for me/ For a long while to come/


TVXQ/DBSK - Doushite Kimi wo Suki ni Natte Shimattan darou translation

Why did I end up falling for you?/ No matter how much time has passed, / I thought that you would always be here
But you have chosen a different road /
Why wasn’t I able to convey to you? / My feelings that were growing everyday and night / The words begin to overflow / But I know they won’t reach you now/
From the first day that I met you/ I felt like I knew you/ And the two of us melded together so naturally/
Wherever we would go, it would be together/ It was so natural for you to be with me/ We became adults together/
But you chose a different road/
Why did I end up falling for you?/ No matter how much time has passed,/ I thought that you would always be here (but not anymore)/
Today, the day that holds a special meaning/ The day that you stood with a smile of happiness/ Praying to God in your beautiful appearance/
With the person next to you who isn’t me/ The image of you receiving blessings/ How could I just stand aside and watch/
So why did I end up falling for you?/ We can’t go back to that time, or how we were (I’ve thought it through)/
Why wasn’t I able to take your hand?/ No matter how much time passes/ You always should’ve been by my side/
Now it will never come true/
But, even though I say that I need you close to me/ I just pray that you will be happy forever/ No matter how lonely that makes me (or how sad)/
Salam...
Hi...
Ak sbnranya mmg ske pada lagu2 jiwang dan tentang cinta bertepuk sebelah tangan ni...
(Cam de pengalaman kan?)
huhu
Adala pengalaman itu...Siapa yang x pernah jatuh cinta dan syok sendiri kan?
Well, anyway, just want to post that I love these songs...
Enjoy all hearts...