Showing posts with label sakit ati. Show all posts
Showing posts with label sakit ati. Show all posts

Saturday, May 7, 2011

Things that annoy me...(just me,maybe not others)

Salam...

Hi.

This is basically a ranting post. So don't like don't read.

1st annoying thing: Blog (Me, My, Mine)


Why I write blog? To be famous? To be known (yes it is similar but not in the same context)? To show people who I am and how 'great' my writing is? (well, I know that I am not good at all...) So why I bother blogging? Lets just say that it is for my sanity and so that I can let go and write what is on my mind...Isn't that the purpose for blogging? If you hate me, why you even bother following my blog? I didn't force you to...so why bother?

That is one of the thing that annoys me to no end...I am not someone that seeks for popularity so this is definitely not the reason for me to blog. But it really gets to me when people say that do not use this line like "this is my blog, don't like don't read" or "this is my blog. I can write whatever I want". Isn't that correct? The line I mean... This IS MY blog...MY personal things and thoughts so I have ALL the rights to write whatever I want. So if you hate me for saying that, stop following me. Do I care if you stop? I know I don't. Stop following me. It is annoying to hear you say that (talking to people who think that they've said/written that I should stop using that line).

2nd annoying thing: If the door is locked, it means that somebody is in that room

Does that need telling? God~ If you tried to open any door and it is locked and you can't open it, it means that SOMEBODY IS USING IT. duuuh~ Do I need to yell that I am in that room? Do I????? It is a common sense people. Door will not be automatically locked. This is not the hotel where it is automatically closed like that. I don't know that the bathroom door is 'automatically locked' in this house. If YOU cant OPEN it, give up and wait for a while. THERE IS SOMEBODY in it. So wait...Don't go knocking and ask

"Is anybody inside?"

It makes me wanna say,

"No. The door is automatically locked and the shower and the light turns on automatically when NOBODY is inside."

Duh~

3rd annoying thing: Knocking non-stop

For the love of God. If people do that, it will drive me insane. No, it is no just annoying, it is driving people mad. Can't you just knock for like 3,4 times and wait for a while cause, oh, I dunno...maybe that person is ON the WAY to open the door. So WAIT...It is not like you will die for waiting.

You can knock like that if, let say maybe somebody is chasing you and about to kill you with 7 inch knife or something like that. Or you wanna pee so much it might spill there and then. But to knock just to let others open it for you asap? That is seriously fucking with me and trust me, I will kill you for that (with my look).

4th annoying thing: Talking and advising me like you know me that much

Like seriously? Are you kidding me? Who are you? You are just A FRIEND. You don't know me that much okay? Even my parents don't know me that much. I know myself better than you. It is not like you are my best friend that is like my other half. You are just someone that happens to know me a bit. So stop acting like you know me inside out k? You are not my brain or emotion and you are definitely not me. So just stop.

5th annoying thing: Waking me up to ask if I am sleeping

Hell to the no. You will receive my dagger look if you do that. I mean, what the hell are you trying to achieve/do when you look at my comfortably sleeping face and asked me,

"are you sleeping?"

well, if that happens, I just wanna quote something from tumblr in this situation.

"No, I am not sleeping. I am practicing to play dead."

God...are you that thick headed?

6th annoying thing: Disturbing me when I am watching my fav video/movies/ the most important scene/ climax

Do I need to tell you that it is helluva annoying? Why? Do I need to explain why? ughhh~

7th annoying thing: saying that I shouldn't procrastinate when my assignment is due in another 2 hours

Really? Do you need to throw that to my face now? If my hand is not busy to type furiously, I would've strangle you for sure. So why don't you be a good person and backs off or HELP in that situation instead of saying "You deserve it". Believe it, I KNOW THAT ALREADY.

8th annoying thing: telling me that I shouldn't eat my favourite food and acting as if you are my dietician. 

I really feel like punching people who said that. I mean, who are you? If you wanna be health freak, then go ahead and be one. Leave me out from that obsession of yours. I am not interested okay.

It is annoying okay when I am about to eat my chocolate and you go all wise and say:

"You know that chocolate can make you fat and it will rot your teeth?"

and I will say (in my brain but not by my mouth)

"Yeah? Well fcuk you. May you rot too"

9th annoying thing: Calling me fat and saying that I shouldn't wear this and that cause it will makes me look fatter

Well, thank you for telling me about the obvious. If you offer your opinion nicely, then I will appreciate that. But no, you have to go all the way and say this instead,

"That is such a small size. Aren't you bigger than that? Shouldn't you give that size to me instead? Why don't we switch cause I am smaller than you."

and then you have to repeat that again and again to my face.

Well, thank you for downgrading me. It feels much better when you say it. Thank you....you jerk.

10th annoying thing: Saying that I spend too many time downloading and gathering movies but...you ended up asking for new movies from me

Isn't that just great?



Monday, July 5, 2010

Status Bengang

Hari ni mmg tengah bengang.Sekarang bengang ak memuncak. Jadi ni random post yang menunjukkan current emotion. Kenapa bengang? Hmph...korang x tnya pun ak akan cerita jugak. Ak de beli mp3 ni dua hari lepas d satu kedai elektronik d NZ sbb mp3 ak yg ak beli d KPM ni mogok dengan ak dan dah nazak. Bateri dah nak rosak. On 10 min dan dgr lagu, pas 2 terus mati. Wpun sedey sbb mp3 2 ada sentimental value kat ak (1st mp3 yang dibeli dan peneman d kala naik bas pergi dan balik KPM) tapi nak buat camna kan? Dah lama dia berjasa kat ak, jadi tiba masa dia untuk pergi. *lap air mata* uish...sensitif kot ak sal mp3 ni...

Ok, jadi ak pergi mencari pengganti dia (wpun x de boleh ganti 1st mp3 ak 2) dan ak pun beli r yg biasa2 je. Manufactured in NZ. ak bajet cam asal leh dgr lagu dah r, watpe mahal2 sbb baby (merujuk pada mp3 1st ak 2) pun x de brand, sehat je ak guna dia utk 3 tahun lebih. Jadi bila beli mp3 ni, after dah charge utk 4 jam (charging time biasa utk smua mp3) ak pun cuba r on mp3 2...hampes...1st day cuba dah x leh. Nampak je cam sgt2 biasa, cukup2 syarat jadi mp3 je, tapi x leh on. 1st time dalam idop ak, ak belek dan stdy manual guide smpai lembik buku 2. 2 pun x jadi. Hati dah hot. mp3 2 ak genggam kuat2 smpai tgn rasa sakit dan ak tinggalkan usaha gigih ak untuk cuba on mp3 2.

Malam semalam, setelah cuba utk charge mp3 baru selama 4 jam (sbb risau bateri x cukup kuat utk play lagu) akhirnya usaha ak berjaya. Rupa2nya ada lock kat mp3 2. Jadi kena unlock utk smua benda yang ak nak buat. Cthnya utk pilih lagu next dan previous. Utk pause dan stop lagu serta utk increase and decrease volume. Smua kena unlock. x pe. ak sabar.

Hari ni, ak pun pakai dan guna mp3 2 utk g kerja. Ak start on mp3 kol 8.45 pagi dan switch off pukul 1.00 pth (plus and minus). Pada pukul 2.30 ptg, ak nak kuar beli barang, jadi cam biasa, sbb x de teman, jadi mp3 r jadi peneman setia. Ak on, lagu main x smpai 3 minit (serious ak x tpu sbb ak tgk jam), tba2 mp3 2 berkelip2 dan padam. Ak jadi hairan. 'Asal lak ni?'. Dan ak on balik mp3 2 dan benda yang sama terjadi. Hati dan mula nak hot. Tapi ak sabarkan diri. Ak buat lagi dan masih, benda yang sama terjadi. 3-4 kali ak cuba dan ak tnya member ak yg pernah guna mp3 ni (setelah puas ak belek manual buat kali ke berapa pun ak x tahu). Bila dia kata mungkin sbb bateri x de, ak terus meletup.

WTF!!!! ak charge mp3 2 utk 8 jam hnya untuk dengar lagu selama 4 jam++ dengan guna volume paling rendah? mp3 1st ak yang cikai 2 pun leh dengar lagu lagi lama dari 2 wpun bateri dia dah nazak. Dan terus ak amek keputusan untuk beli mp3 yang de brand wpun lagi mahal dan G x byk. Ni mp3 baru ak:

TADAAA!!

Baby baru. Yeah. It is pink. You don't need to tell me that.

Baby lama yang banyak berjasa...x pe.leh guna g 2...

Mende alah yang menyakitkan hati.
X tahu g r pe nak wat dgn mende alah yang menyakitkan ati ak ni...Jual balik kot...tgk r camne.

Friday, June 25, 2010

Saya Dalam Depresi


Salam...Hi

Ak tak tahu la ada tak perkatan depresi dalam Bahasa Malaysia...Minta maaf kalau ak membahasa Melaysiakan Bahasa Inggeris...
Saya dalam mood ketensenan (yang ni memang bukan Malaysia) sekarang ni.
Masalah ini bermula semalam semalam (dua hari lepas) dan berterusan hingga sekarang. Kemuncak tensen adalah semalam hinggakan perasaan membaling lappy ke dinding datang.
(Mintak maaf dan ampun lappy...ak sayang ko tapi geram ni)
Kenapa tensen?
Yang pasti, bukan tensen tentang study sebab sekarang musin cuti dan ak sedang berhibernasi.
Mungkin ak patut tensenkan diri tentang study yang bakal kunjing tiba dan ak tahu byk gle kerja utk sem akan datang.
Tapi itu adalah cerita lain.
Ak sekarang sedang dalam depresi sbb player kesayangan ak atau pun lebih layak dipanggil downloader kesayangan (sbb ak lagi sayang GOM) mempunyai masalah mendownload.
Download bar yang tulis 'Download This Video' tak muncul2 di video yang ak tengok.
Ya ak tahu, ak patut left click dan tekan kat "Download This Video' di link 2...tapi masalahnya, mende 2 x de...
dan ya, ak telah meng'uninstall' dan reinstall RealPlayer tapi masalah yang sama tetap ada.
Apakah salah ak?
Ak rasa smua ni bermula apabila Mozilla nak menginstall latest Mozilla dan pada masa yang sama Adobe Player dan Shockwave pun minta install latest version.
Ak, macam biasa la...dah namanya pengguna Internet tegar dan peminat YT sejati, ak pun menginstall la latest version untuk ketiga2 benda di atas.
Dan masalah pun bermula...
Sebaik sahaja ak install smua d atas, masa tu la aku mendapati ak tak boleh download guna RP.
Mmg hampas dan asbestos betul masa 2. RIP betul.
Masa 2 ak dah pening dah...
dan solutionnya adalah ak update RP tapi masalah yang sama tetap ada
Ak bukak kat Help, mintak bantuan sal masalah ak dan ak ikut smua arahan yang dia bagi.
Masalah masih ada.
Semalam adalah kemuncak tensen. Ak telah meng'uninstall' dan reinstall balik RP berkali kali.
Bukan exaggerate bila ak kata ak buat benda tu untuk sepuloh kali dan akhirnya, pabila kepala dah berdenyut-denyut dan hati makin sakit, ak hampir2 hilang kewarasan apabila ak fikir nak lempar lappy kat dinding...
owh...tensen2
Dah cuba guna downloader yang lain tapi gambar tak cantik, jadi pixellated (ignore it of it is not a word) dan ak sangat2 sakit hati.
Sakit hati smpai terfikir nak beli RP Plus yang kena bayar. Nasib baik la kewarasan masih ada dan otak cancel hati sbb terlalu mahal. Kalau x...aish~
RP RP. Aku la pengguna setia ko...asal la ko wat cam ni kat ak?
Sakit tau sakit. Ak tak leh hidup tanpa download dr YT
(hurm...tu macam statement pendownload kronik 2...adakah ak dah jadi pirate sejati?)
har har har (ketawa lanun)
alamak...
pe nak buat ni...
T_________T

Sunday, April 25, 2010

Every Little Thing That You Do

Every little thing that you do
baby, I'm amazed by you...

Okay.
I love that song. Bryan Adam's song kinda rocks sometimes...and that is one of my old time favourite...
It is mushy and sweet and I like it a lot but that is not what I want to talk about in my post today.

Warning: This post have no connection with real people or real life. The examples are basically random and  not intended for anyone. If someone or something felt that they are harassed or angry or sad or anything with this post, I would like to say that...
I don't care.
Read it or leave it.

I want to talk about how sometimes, people forgot that it is the small things that can lead to major ones. I believe that people always think that this matter is too small and insignificant and can just be ignored. Well people, it is WRONG!

Small matters can build up and create a huge one. For instance, if you throw a sweet wrapper on the floor and think,
"Hey, that is just a small wrapper, it won't harm others."

but what if other people think that it is okay to do that for the very same reason that you think?
If that happen, then, we will have a huge pile up rubbish without knowing or realizing that the small wrapper can actually create a big mess.

It is the same as our behaviour. Sometimes, it is the small things that you do that irk people a lot. Like making faces (yes, I know, I am the queen that hold the title...) or refusing or deliberately refusing to wash the dishes. Yeap. It is that small things that can really annoy the hell out of people. I know that me making faces is a real kill buzz but believe me, I am trying hard to change that.I notice that people too are making faces when I make faces....so people, believe me, I KNOW.

But there are some really dense people that cannot seem to take a hint (or refuse to take hints) about their really annoying behaviour. Behaviour like washing dishes. It is a fairly simple task but what happen if you are the one (or some of the ones-I am making deliberate mistake here...ignore me) that always have to do that job? It will; one day, make you wanna scream. Especially if you watch the other person just simply pile up the dishes and let it stay there in hope that the sight will drive you mad and in the end, you will do it yourself. It is a brilliant move eh? Maybe I should learn how to do that...haha...

Well, yeah, if you 'volunteered' (or have to because you cannot look at dirty plates) to do that task, you should not complaint at all. If you don't want to do that job, you can just let and watch mold sprouting on the dirty plates (that sounded like a good idea) and refuse to lift a finger. You can do that. It is an option (as long as it does not affect your sanity). But when you go ahead and wash the plates, you are indirectly saying that it is okay for others to leave their dirty plates in the sink and walk away with it.

"Why don't you try confrontation?"
Some might ask and suggest that way. Well, for me, that is an extreme method that you want to use and it should be the last one to be used because if you use it wrongly, you will end up looking like a big bully whereas THAT person will just gets away with it. Plus, it will be extremely tricky if THAT person is your:
a) classmate
b) roomate/ flatmates/ housemate/ bungalowmates/ pentmates/ inmates or whatever mates
c) boyfriend/ girlfriend/ husband/ wife or lover (if that applies to you)
d) any of the above/ all of the above/ none of the above and others

So what should we do about this problem? It is small, but it will get bigger if we don't prevent it. And how to prevent this problem (or put a stop to it as it is better that way) without ruining the relationship that you have?

Any brilliant suggestion on how to do that?

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

At Ends Wit

Salam
Hi...
Lama x tulis
sejak dua menjak ni cam mls nak update
dah r internet de limit
tension idop tol
ak dah r kaki youtube
parah2
aish
tadi g sekolah St Patrick all boys Catholic school
budak2 dia baik
sangat peramah, berbudi bahasa dan hormat cikgu
wpun dia sangatlah nak tahu siapa kita
tp dia x pernah tunjuk n tnya dengan kasar
aish
baya2 adik ak ja
tp tingginya...mak ai.
sungguh x leh blah
sangat tinggi
bayangkan umo 13 tahun tinggi dalam 170cm?
aish
gle tinggi'


Amaran: Sila BERHENTI membaca sekiranya anda tidak mahu membaca blog yang EMO
Segala yang ditulis adalah mengikut perkembangan semasa. 
okay
bukan at my ends wit dgn sekolah n Welli n all
ak geram tol r dengan perangai sesetengah manusia ni
ish
geram sgt
perasaan ak skrg
sbb tgh hot
mcm ni r
sangat la sakit ati
ish manusia ni
ko ngaku ko member ak
pas 2 bila ko dah pergi town
ko wat2 cam x kenal n x nak layan ak eh?
ko ingat ak ni pe?
aish
ak x desperate sgt r smpai skrg gila kan ko
2 zaman2 kanak2 dulu
waktu hingus pun x kering g
ko ingat ak ni cam dulu g ke?
come on man
grow up
have a life
live a life
gosh
siyesly tension
kenapa ak tension?
sbb perangai meber gini r yg menyebabkan ak malas gle nak approve member d fb
kalau korang setakat nak tmbah kenalan dalam fb
ko jgn nak menambah ak
kompem ak malas nak add
kalau ak baik ati jek ak add
kalau dah add , n klau ko yg add ak
wat r cam jumpa member
kalau x, xyah add r weyh
menyemak jek status update korang kat newsfeed page 2

okay
memang tgh menggelegak
panas2
mlm ni Wellington panas...
panas dalam
manusia oh manusia